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The year is 2010. Apart from the traditional resolutions of not being lazy, having more patience et cetera, I also declared this year "The Adventure". Primarily, this is because I have no idea where I'd be at the end of the year. For the first time in my life, there is no "exam that I know I would have completed" or "school that I would be admitted into". I can be anywhere on earth by the last day of 2010. And that is what excites me, cos I can't wait to live it through and discover where I will be, who i will meet - new friends, new lovers. The possibilities are endless. And as I put my capabilities and personality to the test, I invite you to travel with me through this adventure and observe, as I live out the new decade.

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title: useless useless useless!
date: Thursday, May 31, 2007

i am so utterly useless! plus i'm sad. so how can i possibly ever accomplish anything?!

its 1.40am now. today i finished planning out my study plan for the holidays. but guess wad, i didnt even do a shit of today's work. n i dont think i'm gonna start cos i'm so depressed and lost.


so i'm sitting here in the dark, waiting for a sign which is generally for martin to reply me on msn.


my days are getting sadder and sadder. ytd, fight with mom. today, same shit. and had witnesses to it also. who now see more reason to hate me. and i'm sure a few days ago me and my mom had another argument.


why are things so difficult? oh yeah, that's cos i made it difficult. but a little help will go a damn long way. and i dont mean money-wise.


so wad am i supposed to do now? sit here and carry on waiting? i think i shall. he's my only hope. i hate this. i dint do a shit of my work.


ugh!!! i hate myself for that!!!


know what, i think i shall read something and wait at the same time. like even though i so dont have the mood. i totally doubt i'll learn anything.


btw i'm so missing myself. as in looks-wise. i'm feeling uglier as the days go by. ohh someone save me...


posted by louiza darling @ 01:36
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title: RUBY
date: Monday, May 28, 2007













seems like the next time i'm blogging's not really in a thousand years. maybe that's cos the holidays are here. but then again i'm only blogging on the 3rd day of holidays.










but that's cos i've been so exhausted. even during the holidays.










my feet are aching. the soles of them. for the past 3 days i've been taking a break off work, and spending time with martin. like finally. cos before the holidays i've been so caught up with school that totally kept exhausting me to the extent that i hardly had energy everyday to spend time with darls. on top of that, i had faculty tests and common tests one after the other.










so yes i totally admit that i might have been a neglector of the darls. but hopefully i've made him feel better. i know i feel better. the past few days have been nothing far from fun.








on friday after my malay common test, initially i was feeling sad cos of some shit at home. i dint really feel like going anywhere but at the same time i dint want to go home. so martin n i went to changi beach to cool off.








went there and tried that new ANYTHING drink. lol. so funny. i think we got something like sprite. then we bought a big bag of chips and headed down to the beach where we ate.








and attracted birds. yup. so freaky. martin called them over by thowing chips. -_- and a whole hoard of them came. it was so funny i kept laughing. then if we threw the chips near our feet and turned our heads away, slowly u'll see the birds approaching. but once we look at them, they'll pretend to walk away.








and it got bettter. a few of them tried to divert our attention by trying to fight while a few of them walk behind our backs to get the chips.








never knew nature was so upfront smart.








after we got sick of the chips, martin walked to the beach stall to get instant noodles cos i suddenly had a craving. and after eating all our junk, we just relaxed there at the benches till sundown.








that was basically my friday afternoon. friday night was spent talking to darls on the phone. but not for long, cos i was too shagged....








saturday was our sixth monthieversary and the day started a wee too early for a first day of holiday. yup it started meeting darls at 10am. why? cos he wanted to watch Bridge to Terabithia at 10.55








nice choice. i love that novel. it totally touched me in sec 1. and now that it was a movie, all the more i had to watch. there was no prob getting martin to watch. after telling him the story, he wanted to watch too.








tts why i LOVE him. ordinary guys need bugging to watch sappy movies. mine brings me to them. (=








after the movie we had macs for lunch then headed down to paragon cos dad wanted me to help him replace the battery for his watch. and after replacing it i wore it for the whole day!=) even though it was really big.. =/








after that, we spent the whole day window shopping. actually with the intention of buying stuff but thats the most frustrating part. i couldnt find anything that was really nice. everything was so boring and disgusting looking. even topshop was disappointing.








after walking like for hours, my feet were like so pain i could hardly walk. martin was nice enough to massage them for me. ohh and even while all the worthless shopping, he dint make a single complain about being bored. even i was bored at the variety but he hardly said anything. just cheered me up everytime i felt frustrated.








i notice almost everywhere sells same-looking shit. i'm better off wif the variety online. ugh.








but i decided i love dream cadbury ice cream. its cold and nice.








sunday was mommy's birthday. whole family went to eat bbq table at east point. martin's really like family. i love the feeling. everyone was saying how my bro and him were like so close. cos they kept walking round the buffet tgt.








and i love frying. with butter. and making dessert with ice. i want to go there again.








ohh and the present martin gave my mom, he made it. damn sweet of him. he made one for me too so i wont get jealous. (=








after the nice lunch, martin brought me for more shopping at bugis. yayness.








bought stockings from topshop, but that's when things went downhill cos once again, everything sucked!








walked like everywhere and everything was either boring or boringger. from parco to even bugis street. it was all crazy.








so irritating. then i started to get really tired. but i was so irritated at the fact i dint buy anything. so last minute i just grabbed a minidress from topshop and took a bus home.








ugh so wasted. i hate shopping when there's nothing nice.








that was sunday. monday was today. shopping-wise, it sucked more.








i woke up at 7 to accompany martin to outram and from there, we headed to vivo at 10 since it was like so near by. ate lunch and shopped again.








but this time not for long. tried out stuff but ALL SUCKED!!! UGH!!!! in the end i got so fed up, i decided not to shop for clothes anymore.








so we walked around, shops.... WITHOUT CLOTHES. then suddenly i had a craving for CAKE. chocolate cake.








so we went to secret recipe for cake. then i saw carls' junior opposite. AND WANTED THAT TOO!








so we ate the cake fast fast and went there too.








and ate till we nearly puked. gawsh thinking about it now makes me feel nauseous. it was the first time we were eating there. and seriously the burgers are like so heavy and huge. martin had to help me carry mine after awhile. hand was pain.








ate our burgers till we were about to vomit. martin was so full after his, i dint even finish mine. he couldnt eat mine cos he was about to puke.








then we both did something damn fucking stupid. we decided to race each other on who could finish drinking their fucking-large coke first. -_-








that was a fucking big mistake cos after 3 mins. both of us seriously nearly puked. i was so stunned. i couldnt talk. i just sat there staring ahead, hoping everything digested.








martin paced up and down outside, ready to vomit anytime.








totally disgusting. but fun. lol. after that we totally laughed our heads off.








the stupid things we do. hahas.








we were so damn full that it made us both damn sleepy. we decided to bask in the sun at the roof of vivo.








found a nice shady spot and just sat leaning on each other. we met a white bird that couldnt fly. damn cute. it kept walking around.








after awhile it started to get hot so we went back in and decided to go home cos i was really feeling very tired. that was four something.








we realised something today. we have to learn the map of vivo. we kept taking lifts that brought us to the stupid cargoes, or carparks. so damn confusing. but it was fun getting lost with him. haha.








reached home at like 6.40? went to popular first to get big paper. i want to plan a schedule for the holidays. hopefully i follow it. ><








baby's sleeping now... told him to sleep cos tomorrow he has school.... so sad.








but he's such a gd boy. he never complained even though it was 3 straight days of shopping.








i complained more.








well, now that i'm done blogging, i'm gonna try change my blogskin. check out some pictures....








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posted by louiza darling @ 20:02
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title: the greatest knowledge is knowing that you know nothing
date: Saturday, May 19, 2007

finished my bath not too long ago. all clean now! yay. but i need toner and more urgently, moisturiser cos i've already run out. just now i had to use body lotion as substitute. =/

needless to say, its been ages since i blogged. (everytime i write that i get the same feeling i feel whenever i go confession) but i'm feeling very happy and rather accomplished with my day today so i decided to blog. =)

my weekend so doesnt feel like a weekend. its saturday today and yet i had to go school at 8.30am for an econs revision lecture. im kind of proud i actually bothered to go though. im not the sort thats enthusiastic about extras. but i really really dont want to fail econs!! or scrap through like always!! got a faculty test on wednesday. and after thursday's math faculty, i really dont want to sit in the lecture theater again, waiting for the time to be over cos i dont know how to do a fucking question.

my school day didnt end there cos at 10 i straightaway had makeup ki lesson. all the way till nearly 12. saddening. but at least i learnt something today. but then i pitied peijin more. she had to stay in school right up to nearly 6 cos of college day. eww.

after school martin picked me up as usual and we headed to white sands for lunch. i dont know if its the moodswings or what but nowadays, eating has become a DRAG! a real fat ugly annoying DRAG!!

i hate having to decide wad to eat everyday. it sucks. everything bores me nowadays. dont ask why. its not the singapore food. honestly i prefer the food here than anywhere in the world. but it just sucks these days. ugh...

so we spent like so long walking around deciding wad to eat. then all of a sudden, i had this craving to eat mee goreng. i really have to give it to martin. he was like starving but yet he tolerated my walking around and whining about how i didnt know what to eat. then he still hunted everywhere for my mee goreng.

finally we saw this like stall along the interchange that sold mee goreng. like one packet one dollar. (shocker) then we decided to buy. went to 7-11 to get a big gulp, then we walked to the interchange where they had like structures like chairs to sit on at the far far end where hardly anyone goes. (where all the ah peks sleep)

so we felt pretty proud of ourselves. cos we saved like a lot of money. for once both our meals cost like less than 5 bucks?? it was like roughing it out. like a little picnic. but i hated the weather. gawsh it really sucked today. like most days these days. FUCKING HOT.

after eating i went home for a cold shower cos the weather was getting on my nerves.

not long after that, i ACTUALLY STARTED STUDYING FOR ECONS. and i accomplished learning one whole section. yay me. how long did it take.... hmm.... 3 to 5.45.... nearly 3 hours?? but its ok im proud of myself.

babes was supposed to come over to watch the SAW II that i recorded ytd but when i checked, i found out that my sister went to go and record something else yesterday during my movie and overwrote it!!

i was soo sooo pissed!! after like slaving at my work i wanted to like watch but no, it was GONE!!

i was so angry that i didnt even want to meet martin. no mood anymore. but babes was so nicee. he called this dvd rental place at loyang point and asked for the movie. then he came over and fetched me to go rent it.

so sweet. even though i was being so irritating and whiny and bitchy and frustrated.

i even got a mcflurry to add to that. (=

then we went home, and watched it together. had pasta too while watching. my father cooked. it was the best. nothing's better than getting scared and scratching him when the scary parts come.

yupp i really love him. thanks for sticking around even when i'm so moody and retarded. and now i'm chatting with him. love love. and he's waiting for me to finish blogging. so he can read first. how cute.

well that was today.

life, first up cheryl and vivian. msg cheryl a lot these days. especially in school. when both of us are suffering. its like little sweets to make the horrid day in school feel much better.

we've been talking a lot about christmas. and i'm really really hoping we 3 can snuggle in a cafe and drink coffee like old times. coffee club. yayness. oh by the way they're opening coffee club at white sands! i was super happy when i saw it today that i accidently whacked martin out of excitement. )=

school, well it sucks. its soo soo tiring. and my breaks are so so long. and my days are so so long... ugh... and the weather is soo soo hot all the time. and OMG the SCHOOL FOOD SUCKS BIG TIME!!!

really makes me feel like puking. its so disgusting. everythg's hardly appetizing. really. its not only me. u shld see the amount of people who order macs and pizza hut.

last week i've been ordering macs all the time and martin's been coming down to school during my breaks to give me real food. owe him a lot. seriously who would bother travelling up and down to my stupid hot school in the stupid hot sun to pass me food. i love him.

but yesterday, friday, was super fun. it was the best school day. met jean and debbie at the library and for hours we talked cock making so much noise and laughing like hell. started off with gossip and ended up in chaotic no-life lame jokes.

that was really fun. ended off the stupid week well. monday, shit starts all over again. but i'm not going to school on monday. im scheduled to go to ACSI for KI. the whole damn day. from 8am to 10pm. how!?

but with babes, i'm really sure i'm gonna survive. cos i love him. and next week's last week of term.

i think im gonna end off here. maybe i'll go look for a new blogskin.

see u in a few years, when i blog again.

loves.

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