title: the departure
date: Monday, September 08, 2008
goodbye living world.
title: 48 hour moodyness
date: Sunday, September 07, 2008
i still feel shitty. since last nite.
i'm getting tired.
tired of this constant exhaustion.
tired of this life.
i miss my friends.
Labels: 50%, blank
title: malayness
date: Saturday, September 06, 2008
inginku meresap segala sayu dan pilu yang menggegar pendirianmu dan menempuhinye bagimu.
dno wad that means, but it looks nice.
Labels: wordsmagicallyspun
title: a circle has no beginning
date:
which came first? the phoenix or the flame?
neither.
because a circle has no beginning.
Labels: brain food, hogwarts, wordsmagicallyspun
title: starr biscuits~
date:
stars for daddy's starr. (:
Labels: blood ties, through lens
title: i'm begging you for mercy
date:
listening to duffy's mercy.
feeling like ughsz.
i did my exam papers fast, planning to go loyang point to buy my blueberry morning.
when i was all set, it started to pour.
on the bright side, i love the rain. bad side, no cereal. oh wells.
nevertheless, i'm taking a break.
oh! i have some pictures. excuse muah momentarily...~
finally after months of living with a spoilt oven, a new one arrived from italy. (:
so daddy decided to bake.
he bakes all the time, but u know when the oven's gone, thats when u start appreciating it. hahas. i ate a lot of cookies.
Labels: blood ties
title: all i need is you
date:
just came online cos i'm getting tired of math. been doing math since i woke up and had lunch. which was like 12? so i suppose i deserve a bit of a break right?
wanna know something random? - i haven't bathed since 5pm yesterday. and now's like 2.20pm.
hahahs. well i dont think i stink, i didnt go out yesterday. should be fine right? lol sorry for the dumb info.
see that "-" 2 paragraphs predeceasing? miss quek taught me how to use hiferns. (however u spell that). for all my life i've been anyhow using. lol. on thurs she finally taught me when to use it.
working on my thesis, she also taught me english. like grammar and shit. stuff i thought i knew, but were actually wrong.... punctuation etc. i had a rather fulfilling time.
oh well, anyways. here's some louiza trivia.
u know when u eat something that's really really nice and you eat it slowly so as to savour every bit of it?
did u know that that's how i feel about logic?
in math, i wouldn't say my math is damn good. but i particularly love algebra. i love the whole deduction process. and whenever i have to do such things like expansion, or grouping, or wadever u can think of, i do it... slowly.
seriously. i savour every thought process. its so intriguing.
oh but dont be mistaken, that doesnt mean i do it step by step, slowly.
hahahsz on the contrary, my methods are very short.
in like 3 lines i'll be done. what i'm savouring is whats happening in my head. like u know, when u write less, means that there's more processing in the mind. i find that so mentally pleasing.
sorry about the boring nerd talk, i should get back to my work.
oh in logic that i learn in philo, its the same thing. give me a passage and i'll savour its logical processings, correcting it.
damn i think i should bathe soon, face starting to feel oily. ahahs. sorry for the gross talk.
i feel like i'm doing work too slowly. like i got so many math papers to do by term. but i'm like taking my time.
is it cos of the lack of stress? like holidays? and i'm making it worse by savouring the logic. rarr.
i need term to start.
seeing the environment and the atmosphere will kick me back to a faster speed.
guess for now, i'll just ride slow and savour. (:
if you like me,
i don't.
right now, whoever i may possibly be liking ain't doing anything.
so stop making my hair stand, you guys.
Labels: ALEXANDER VII
title: done
date: Friday, September 05, 2008
done with the last book.
u know that sad sad feeling one feels after reading a damn impactful book?
i'm feeling it now.
even though i've read it more than once before.
Labels: ALEXANDER VII, hogwarts
title: hp discussion
date:
i've been reading harry potter all day.
since yesterday.
and as expected, the hogwarts dreams have started.
starting last night.
last night's was horrid though.
it was the genocide of the unpure.
shudder.
anyway, i'm still reading.
finishing though.
and i realise, wow. i like my thesis.
its fun.
i get to talk nonsense about harry potter with miss quek.
seriously its very interesting. how many people out there can actually discuss a fantasy with a teacher?
and miss quek, she's brilliant.
she was the only one i know who could detect from the 6th book that dumbledore had arranged for snape to kill him.
no matter how may times i reread the book, i cant seem to detect the hints.
she's, as xavier supposedly says, a true jedi.
hahsz.
Labels: hogwarts, inspiration
title: multiple dejavu
date:
damn secs ago i just had multitudes of de ja vu moments. wow. okay anyway, news again.
usa politics is amusing.
oh how intellectual and supposedly rational these candidates are, having gone through harvard at least once.
but yet, they're smart enough to be SO emotive in garnering their support.
i wonder, is it just in usa? or does it happen all around the world in politics?
they brilliantly conjure such lucid phrases. wow.
"so help me god"
Labels: brain food, news, wordsmagicallyspun
title: stalkers~
date:
stop stalking me u CRAZY people!!!!
gahhh!!!!
stop making my hair stand.
title: the democrats
date: Thursday, September 04, 2008
according to missquek, the democrats are very economy-inclined.
i need to improve on my US politics.
Labels: brain food
title: the cold war updates
date:
US is going round ex-ussr states offering aid.
ussr, i mean russia has just secured an ally. nicaragua.
just some historical info, courtesy of muah, nicara doesnt really like US. hahasz. they had some feud and nica brought it up to the IJC. they won the case, but the US as usual decided that they were above IJC and did not want to face the consequences.
so ya. now russia has nica on its side.
and me thinks the US is only into the ex-ussr states cos of oil, apart from their fight against communism.
Labels: brain food, news
title: allergic to the green thing
date:
1. i am irritated. 6 hair clips. over the past month or so i've been losing them steadily. and yesterday marked the loss of the last. so now i have no hair clip.
2. i realise that mitch googled me.
3. intertextuality has just reminded me that i need to google on the philosophy of self-interest.
4. and that i should try freud.
k start post.
i am sick.
i really am.
on top of a fuck headache, i feel like puking like hell, plus i feel bloated.
any smartass that comes up to me and tells me that veg is gd for my health and that i should carry on eating it will be on my hate list.
u dont want to be on my hate list.
cos i will be irritated by u.
for a hell long time.
i ate vegetable today, dont ask why.
i dont even want to think about it.
going home was hell.
once again i felt pregnant. like so tempted to drop off the bus and puke all over.
sighs.
on the bright side of today, which isnt that significant as compared to this bitch sickness, my thesis is good to go.
well that is, it can go once i put in a few more details, and do the footnotes and stuff.
l.a.z.y.
sometimes i hate computers.
ok i'm going to read the news.
cold war, make me feel better.
oh i just realised just now while eating. one reason why i love philo is that, it covers everything.
everything. so i can ask about ANYTHING in class
and miss quek is super smart. every random question i have gets answered.
she knows a lot.
i cant think of any other subject where i can ask something totally random.
well, maybe history.
ali doesnt mind if i ask random questions.
hahasz. he tries to answer, but sometimes he doesnt know the answers. but i still appreciate the fact that he entertains my randomness to begin with.
mr ali's nice. (:
Labels: ALEXANDER VII, sick
title: geylang
date:
before i forget, i should say this first.
daddy randomly bought me a beatles shirt. hahahs. how random. yet nice. thank you. *takes a bow~
k next.
today i intended to wake at 8am to do math.
but i didnt.
i think i'm slacking too much.
am i?
i mean sept hols, i should be studying right?
but then also, i feel like i should give myself a break, before term starts, and i sprint towards the exam of my life.
and its not like i'm totally mentally stagnant. i do a considerable amount of work everyday.
just doesnt feel as stress as during term. i spose thats why i feel slack.
no stress.
yet.
anyways, i woke at 2.
today is Eating Day
i cant blog long if i want to wake by 6.30 to be at missquek's house by 9. so sorry about the lack in particularity.
vicente was bugging me to wake since 1.
i only got up at 2.
got dragged to walk to central to buy lunch. apparently we were the only two at home, cos the whole world went out without us, including del. hahas.
so we bought this HUGE box of fried rice.
watched ugly betty at the same time eating. i ate a HELL lot. till i was damn full.
it was firstly very hot, then it began to rain.
then around 4, i went to bathe.
vicente went to tm to meet daddy and del. i got ready to meet elfy.
he picked me at 5.30, sorry i kept u waiting, i couldnt decide on the footwear. lolsz... so technically i was early. i was just standing at my door.
the hawker centre we ate at at eunos, was crowded as everyone wanted to break fast.
this HOT emo dude sat on the same table as ours with his family.
and he fed his younger sisters.
and i just.... STARED..... while elfy sniggered at my dumbinity.
and i ate too. and was even more full, added from lunch.
anyways, it started raining.
trained to paya lebar.
BAZAAR.
damn huge.
DAMN INTERESTING.
elfy = pro malay culturist.
seriously. it was amazingly interesting. like excursion. LOL.
sorry if i blanked out periodically, i was just intellectually provoked in the philosophical sector of my mind. felt like i was in philo class. hahasz.
and elfy is REALLY pro ohkayy. like ahem president of the malay cultural soc in SJI. so i was learning from a pro.
so yeah. excursion. learning journey. whatever the hell u'd call it, it was fun.
like i said, no time. i gotta sleep. but really A LOT of shit happened. but i guess the lessons i learnt will all just be in my mind (as always) for now.
i saw a lot of mats though! hahahsz. some quite hot actually! hahas.
trained to bedok, and took 17 cos i wanted to.
and home.
thanks elfy for the awesome day. i wanna go back there ok? when its more crowded. i wna experience the whole MALAY CROWD thing. ahahszx.
went home, and ate an orange.
did u know, louiza takes 1 hour to eat one orange?
DONT even ask why.
pilates.
bathe.
now here.
to maq, re: orion
ahahs. no worries, u didnt bring up any BAD memories. nothing bad, nothing significant too. just a fragment of a memory.
i'd rather not remember so clearly, but u know, my memory doesnt allow me to forget. hahasz.
orion.
martin liked to watch stars. he taught me what an orion's belt was. and everywhere we went he'll be like pointing up and asking me to look. and i wouldnt bother at first. till he kept tugging at me to look.
hahasz.
yeah so,
Orion's Belt. (:
Daniel Radcliffe
He said this today.
Daniel, who is currently single, also revealed he has no interest in finding a girlfriend because he is too busy.
He added to Details magazine: 'Most of my friends have been girls, and I see how they are with their boyfriends and I think, I couldn't do that. I just don't have the time.'
u know what,
i feel the same way too.
Labels: ALEXANDER VII, blood ties, brain food, Dirty $exy Money, elfie, eyecandy, hogwarts, jujubee, memory, news
title: our starr
date: Wednesday, September 03, 2008
remember the Orion's belt?
Labels: memory
title: the phone call
date:
its times like this, i'll just let go for awhile, and be the regretful teenager i used to be.
when i revisit my life.
and now when i return rationalised, i will not regret, i will take it as therapy.
Labels: teenagers
title: singapore is like so much better
date: Tuesday, September 02, 2008
malaysian politics suck. i think the politicians are so unprofessional and juvenile.
and i'm just judging from the stupid racial lines they so exaggeratedly play up.
makes me kinda appreciate singapore's politics.
seriously whats with calling chinese ungrateful squatters?
are u that childish.
in comparison, i'm now thinking of Mr Lee's awesome national rally. it was my first time watching it, cos my philo teacher told me my current affairs suck. (hence the surge in news on this blog)
it felt like an econs lecture. seriously so cool! but it was damn interesting. never thought it'd be interesting. at all.
times like these, i wonder at how i'd do as a lawyer.
okkk wth. i'm deviating.
the point is, malaysia politics sucks big time.
i believe that perfect politics is not politics. but singapore's is hell better.
Labels: brain food, news
title: harry potter going worldwide
date: Monday, September 01, 2008
this is weird.
studying philosophy has often required me to use latin at times because often the meanings of words are better expressed in the latter.
but this.
this.
i find weird.
this is reading harry potter in french and german.
translating,
and digging insights from discussions of other languages.
this.
is weird.
Labels: hogwarts
title: the tales of beedle the bard
date:
the tales of beedle the bard.
date of release, 4th december.
Labels: the aftermath
title: severus
date:
omg. its all coming back.
and i'm starting to feel sad.
i love snape!
so so so sad! ):
ho hum... magic dreams, here i come...
Labels: hogwarts
