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i hate feeling like this. i'm as bored as hell. bleahszxx. but at least i'm home i guess. left delilah at martin's, and went home to bathe after a gazillion hours. and now i have nothing to do. nothing's on cable today so the tv's useless. but if i get too bored i might go check out what has been recorded on the smartv.

nethertheless, i'm bored.

i shall surf the net and read some stuff.

oh hey martin called. laterx!


alone now, martin's taking a bath.

i have no idea what to blog about. i'm just bored. so i'm blogging to KILL time.

yup. waiting for him to come out. fasterrrrr..... i wanna read baby stuff with you. (=

so borrreeeddd.... i'm sitting here in the dark stoning and listening to lame music. aka girlfriend avril lavigne.

how bored can one be.

she's outside. i wanna play. play time. she's awake and alert now. best time to teach her and interact.

but, no proper place. and also its so-called "a bad habit to hold her too much"

but research has shown that babies who are touched more are smarter and more sensitive than babies who are left alone, and just fed and then left alone again.

ya i think i agree with the research. after all babies are human. all humans need interaction. they cant just sleep and eat and sleep and eat and just be left alone. they need interaction if not they'll turn out dull. and when u're dull and non-interactive, how smart can you get?

come to think of it, even tamagotchies need you to play games with them if not they'll transform to some shitbag or something. ughs.

and i think love needs to be shown as young as possible. so babies will know you love them.

what do you think?

hmm martin's out already. Bye!!


yes still pretty much the same.

today there's a new addition. i'm feeling like an advanced machine whose switch has been turned off. all that potential not being used. like now i can totally see the row of philosophy books sitting on the shelf. thinking of the concepts, i actually feel kinda suprised that i could actually understand all that at some point of time. and now i think my brain's dying.

i know why i'm feeling this way. cos the whole world's studying. As... promos... and practically everyone with an education will be preparing for some sort of final yr exams.

i guess i'm not used to not working. my brain's too used to being overexerted. for years i've been working on deadlines, and now a total pause. i can live with that. but not when everyone else is working. makes it feel a bit off.

today delilah wasnt home so i found myself alone at home with... nothing to do. did some surfing and slacking... seriously stuff that i havent done in years. like since after Os.

sighs. well nvm. maybe i'll go buy a math book.