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yes. i'm queen bitch. the bimbo who's secretly smart.

fahmi's my slut. the bitchy slut

jean's my homie. my birdeee. my councillor. my fellow smart one.

zee's so cute. with her nachos

nan's funny as hell. ki rep.

and shannon's

just shannon.

___________

i miss them.

so so so much.

everytime i'm in KI i think of them

and it gets worse whenever we do something i did with them last year. and when my teachers bring them up.

i miss them. love love them! rarr!! your bitch misses you guys!!! >.<

i shall have dinner with you guys soon yeah?

delilah's out with my dad now so i got some free time to blog.

the week's been ok. i went down to terminal 3 with wiro yesterday.

to do math. its awesome to finally study with someone who can actually help you when u're stuck on a question.

smart VS person.

terminal 3 is so vivo. not nice. ughs! and there was this cute american kid who kept staring at me. and he actually grinned after awhile.

he's so cute. but he's younger. than me. so adorable.

oh and i've been thinking of teaching.

after my As.

like teaching in a school. temporary.

my friend's back in tpjc teaching econs.

if i went back to teach i would teach History.

but i think i would want to teach secondary school. Emath.

i can do it blindly.

haha.

so it wont be too hard on my brain.

maybe i'll teach at my bro's sec school. he'll be sec 1 next year.

or maybe

i'll teach at saint patricks.

dont ask why. i just have some connection with that school somehow.

i want to teach one sec 3 express class. and one sec 4 normal tech class.

i think i can teach math well.

i tink.

augustine failed math like his whole life.

he passed N levels.

with a GOOD pass.

there! my resume! living evidence. hahahhH!

so we'll see.

maybe i'll go back to kc.

teach english.

or maybe i'll just give random tuition.

fahmi's giving KI tuition for 3oo bucks.

so i guess having KI is awesome.

but i dont trust my philosophy brain.

so i'll stick with math.

or maybe i'll just get a normal job. like something at LV or something. or CHANEL. or mont blanc. i like mont blanc.

my family's like a mont blanc family.

everyone owns montblanc stuff.

my father lah! started it.

yes i want to work. then maybe i'll go solo to utah. holiday with mitch.

oh it was jun hui's birthday today. my classmate. she's so nice!!>.< she's like one of the closest people i know in class.

we bought her cake! and she was like so shocked. hahah!

after PE. she got a shock. hahah!

oh and during PE sheryl and i were like staring at the guys.

they were learning how to tackle and dive for rugby.

hahahh!! we were like just staring at them take each other down and dive on the grass. so funny!

but that stupid mr samat caught us staring. and thought we interested in them!

like please lah!

i got my mitch already. and sheryl has so much better taste.

i gotta do work soon. like now. got econs test on sat. -_-

and after test i going for movie marathon with wiro.

or should i emcee my friend's gig?

>.<

and i want to meet vivian and cheryl!!!! fasterrr!!! go sentosa!!!! find me a hot guy to whack up.

oh tomorrow i going musuem.

k that was random.

k i'm losing my vibe to blog.

i shall go now.


is an awesome movie.

go watch it.

i watched it like years ago. today they showed it on channel 5. i took the time off to watch it with vicente.

like after delilah finally fell asleep. she's like particularly naughty today.

anyways, the show just ended. and i guess i'm going to do math now. gotta test next week. and doing exercises, i just realised how lousy i am.

so practice practice!!!!

and i'm listening to stupid reggaeton. -_- can you believe it??

stupid wiro sent me like SO much. in his like little "turn louiza into a minah" campaign.

somehow the stupid beat is addictive. hahahahh!

he'll so laugh at me if he sees that i even admitted it.

hahah!

all this while i've been making fun of this stupid beat. i mean every song has this stupid beat.

hahaha. i even started drumming the stupid beat on the library table in school.

till everyone was like staring at us. damn funny!! hahah!

but after listening for a while actually its kinda nice.

makes you wna dance.

maybe i should go down to the arena.

oh shit its today.

nvm. maths more constructive. (:

gosh. hahah now i'm listening to the stupid yeah! reggaeton remix. hahhahh!!!!

omg wads wrong with me!!!! >.<

rarrrr!!!!!!!!!

kk tts it. must ask wiro to send me more already.

danceee with meeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid beat!!!! RaRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ooh talking about beats. i should get abdul to teach me the drums.

its the only band instrument i can hardly play.

i wanna be pro! hahah!

omg i remember. jean and i. during stupid student council meetings we will escape to the music studio. and i'll like attempt to play drums while she'll play the guitar ever so pro-ly.

hahaha! eh not bad k! we actually managed to do sweet child of mine.

oh gosh i love those times....

miss miss... ):

k so my new year's new learning thingy would be to learn the drums.

while vivian's is like driving and jap.

wah more than me.

hahah!

oh speaking about new year resolutions, have you guys made yours?

i havent. i dont think i'm going to either.

but i remember last year.

we made resolutions.

remember?? hahahah. we wrote our resolutions on paper and decorated it.

oh wells.

screw that.

REGGAETON!!!

HAHAH!

kk i better get back to my work. i have like TONS~!

gotta finalise my philo proposal by tomorrow. ughsss......

i cant wait for next weekend. i've made plans already.

ok not detailed plans. but the definite thing is to GO OUT!

any takers?


its just so nice.

iSqueez.

nice leg massage after a week's work.

mmmm....

oh delilah's sleeping. i dont know she fell asleep to the sounds of sum 41.

i think she's just like the mother with a unique sense of what is a lullaby. haha.

i sleep to blink182.

speaking of blink182, i havent listened to them like since forever.

mainly cos i've been too scared to.

in case it brings back unwanted memories.

but i think if i listened to it now, i'll be fine. (:

maybe i'll transfer to my mp3 later.

this is nice, like relaxing. i'm like alone at home. everyone's out. except for delilah of course.

oh i found out something cool about my samsung home theatre system.

it has this hole for the usb, and just now out of curiousity while staring at it as i was playing with delilah on the couch a crazy idea came into my mind.

can i plug my mp3 into it?

so i tried! and omg it started playing!!

wah so nice man.... so smart that samsung thing.

yeah thats when delilah slept to sum41.

while i jumped around like a crazy person.

whoo hoo!!! >.<

it would have been funner if there were more people.

hahahah.

k now i'm gonna surf facebook.

i havent been there for AGES.



hey you.

i'm having a smile on my face now.

ITS FRIDAY!!!!

another nice week gone by.

week spent in school, learnt a lot! closer to that As!

hahaha remember my stupid lame psychoing post on sunday night?

yes!~ i got through the week~!!!!! hooorraaaay!!!

and i so wanna go out! i havent been out like for AGES!

k maybe it was just um... let me see... last week tuesday to parkway with the girls. BUT STILL!!! doing lotsa work makes it feel like so long ago!

i'm like waiting for parents to have an off day. so i can take off and go out!!

so many things i had to turn down cos i had to take care of del.

sentosa.... bar.... clubbing.... lunch dates.... jamming... shopping... hosting rock gigs... AND SO MANY MOVIES WITH MY NEW CLASSMATES~~~~!!!!

rarr!~ haha they're korean freaks! it'll be so fun to watch them cry!

oh by the way that stupid cow show apparently its called something chef. i think grand chef. go check it out. seriously i dont mind throwing away 8 bucks to laugh my ass off in the cinema about the stupid cow dying. HAHAHAHAHH!!

so yes!! i want to do ALL THAT! well maybe not clubbing. but the rest YES!!!

i want to go sentosa with the girls.

i want to enjoy a nice daguiri at the bar.

i want to catch lunch with karl and steve and bc and dishon.

i want to jam with the boys.

i want to shop with whoever will shop with me.

i want to emcee for LOLS in march.

and i want to watch chic-flics!!!! who wants to watch with me?!

wiro gonna take me to 27 dresses. when i got the time!!!! rarr!!!!

and i want to watch MOVIES!!! who else wanna go with me??! HAHAHAHH! suddenly i just feel like visiting the cinema during visiting hours. HAHAHAHH!

omg delilah just came in my room.

k i'll type as fast as possible so i can play with her. cant wait!

k so anyways, school's really great.

AND I LOVE TSD PEOPLE!

i mean theatre studies people!

haha as in TS people who are in my ki class. refering to steph justine and waiwan.

they're so funny!!! and we come up with the craziest crap!

like yesterday, waiwan was rehearsing his play, some very old play.

then he started saying it in some hongkong accent!

damn funny!!!

then steph did it in a rap way. hahahhh!!!!

then i did it paris hilton bimbo way

omg we were like coming up with all sorts of personas and nonsense. hahahh!

cos it was thesis consultation time so while waiting for our turn for the teachers to see us we were just sitting around being total idiots!

TS sounds so damn fun!

gosh i wish my school had it when i got in. i would have so taken it!

and now steph and i go like "wadevers!"

and i go "that's hot!"

and steph can like even do the black diva snapping fingers thingie.

hahahh! so funny!!!!

TS rocks.

oh btw, there's so many people in school that look like bryan

its scary.

one in ki and another around the school.

freaky.

and yesterday i was condemning LOTR.

cos justin, (guy who looks like bryan) is doing his thesis on it.

and i was going LOTR IS SO BORING ETC. HARRY POTTER BETTER.

and everyone was like trying to explain to me the niceness of lotr.

k lah i admit tolkien's super cool for creating his own world.

did you know he's the father of fantasy worlds?

he's the first one to ever create an imaginary world.

then science fiction and people like rowling and other writers began creating their worlds.

tolkien even has his own world map.

breathtaking....


i'm really sad for that guy from my college. and his family.

he's the only son. i would die if delilah got into any trouble.

life is so precious.

my day today was ohkay.

badminton was fun! kept stealing other people's shuttlecocks.

and today i met miss tan to teach me. so i feel rather accomplished.

i wanted to like blog so much just now but now nothing seems to enter my head.

oh just now while watching american idol i saw this cute punkish guy.

hmm wad else? i dnoo. brain block.

i just finished doing my new ki proposal. the one with BRIDGE TO TERABITHIA.

yay me.

and i want to watch movies

and go sentosa.

i shall steal sunblock from shaun.


i've been reading the philosophy of arts since just now. yup. that's my focus for my philosophy thesis now.

i still have evil involved somewhere. but its more on arts.

and i have an announcement to make.

I'M DOING THE BRIDGE TO TERABITHIA

yeaup.

so run away with me.

all you have to do is close your eyes. seriously. trust me.

i'll take you away.

i promise.

and we'll conquer everything together. in our world.

and when i'm gone, you will be in charge.

its beautiful.

i'm quite excited to do it.

but its really a lot of work.

i'm going to watch tv for awhile.

before that though, life is fragile.

this guy from my school, he's braindead. and i think he's going to be off life support soon.

even though i didnt know you, my love goes out to you.


hey you. yeah vs guys are better i think. like brawn and brains. sps is just brawn. apparently something happened just after i left kc which kinda leaves me appalled now. hahah. i wont do a write up on it since its old news but do ask me if you want. (:

anyway i'm terribly tired. had lecture till 6.30pm today.

had to wait like nearly 5 hours for lecture to start. i'm so surprised i didnt just go home. seriously if this was last year i probably would have left the moment i could.

but new year, new attitude.

meet louiza the good girl.

hahah! so my waiting hours was done in the library doing work.

well i tried!!! that guy sat right in front of me today!! and played stupid irritating eye games with me! ohkay its quite fun but its damn freaking distracting!

especially when i want to get tons of work done.

there were so many times we both started bursting out in laughter.

my friends thought i was nuts. obviously they dont know.

neither do his friends.

so you can imagine how embarassing it is. and how hilarious it is. like trying to hold in our laughter.

seriously how long more is this going to last?? ughs.

i didnt see wiro today. think he's absent. ):

and no i'm not going to start listening to rnb and speak in a mat accent and do fusion. HAHAHAHA.

yes fusion is what we call the act of talking malay and english at the same time.

you know how mats talk malay and english?

like how irritating it is?? with that slang???

yes apparently its cool to him and i gotta learn it.

for weeks he's been trying to make me a minah.

and lepak. -_-

gosh if i really wanted to i can just go downstairs my block. the kingdom of mats. where THAT fucked up chinese acting as mat also.

i mean i dont mind if you're a malay. it becomes natural to speak like that.

but if ure chinese and act like that, omg wads wrong with you. POSER. one moment act eurasian the next act mat. confused ah????

i'm not going to do fusion or have a mat slang! hmmph! i'm an educated english philosophy student with fluent english. haha!!

but one thing, i gotta admit its funny.

maybe thats why i have so much fun with my classmates. i'm so glad i understand malay.

i actually understand the jokes. while the chinese people go huh??? but laugh also because it sounds so funny the way its said.
haha!

anyways, lecture was boring. the teacher had a stupid monotone voice.

and was damn ddamn slow!!! but the whole time was fun cos i was sitting next to shai and another malay girl from my class.

so hilarious!!! gosh i love crapping around with them.

and i was also sitting next to jun hui who's so sweet! she came back after her movie to accompany me during the lecture!! hahah!! and she was so tired and sad.

apparently she watched some stupid korean show. well to me its stupid cos its about how this man loves his cow but yet kills it to win a cooking competition.

like wtf??? these ppl nothing else to write a movie on ah?

i think cos all korean movies nowadays are all same. about guy love girl tragedies. so they decided to involved animals now.

fusion. hahahh! and she actually cried ohkay!!

that silly girl!! haiyo!!!

and i was teasing her all the time in the LT. like GOOD THEY KILL THE COW!!

hahahhah!

anyway i gotta go now, dinner.

and after that i gotta redo my philo proposal.

today mr tan really really helped me in deciding a research topic. i was so confused. so now i can finally do a real official proposal!

love him!

oh and there's this new song i like.

OVER YOU.


i'm drinking stew now to calm my senses.

the broth's nice tonight.

yes i was tense just now, with the stress and the chaotic feelings.

i called my dad and talked real long.

i'm better now.

i'm drinking broth.

school's ok.

in fact its better than ok.

i really thank God for making things easy for me at college.

my class is awesome. and i still have junior friends who have graduated to j2.

and my teachers. there'll like my friends now. as in those who have known me since i admitted into college.

seriously. they're not teachers anymore.

i see them as really smart friends.

its awesome.

joking with them, making fun of them, teasing them about university and how smart they are, and talking about kids. yes mr koh i'll look out for the naughty number 2.

even though they're not directly my teachers, they're still teaching me whenever i need help.

they're awesome.

and my principal.

dear dear miss choo.

gosh, anyone would think she's just another principal.

she's more than that.

she's a friend. (: who's ever so supportive.

my class is so nice. seriously.

the chinese gals so damn sweet and fun.

the malay gals omg awesomely funny! today's econs class. HAHAHA! add her on face book! omg!! and J-ZAC! RAPPING!!!

and the guys. being their cutesy little boy selves. each one with their own personality that's so damn unique and fun to know.

God could never pick a more excellent bunch to be my classmates.

and today at the library i was talking to wiro.

and officially i kinda think VS is much better than SPS now.

anyway, today i came across a poem. a very old poem that i knew for a very long time.

but only today did i really see its significance. read it.

THE ROAD NOT TAKEN
by: Robert Frost (1874-1963)

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.


see my title? apparently i blogged with that title before. i know cos while typing it down the com could predict it. you know that dragbox that comes down under the field? yeah that one. so ohwells. but i wanna stick to that title cos i already made up my mind to call this post that title.

*HUGE SIGH*

i feel like crap. i feel ughs. i feel so not in the mood to do anything.

have you ever felt like that before?

like all you seem to be able to do is lie on the bed and stone and feel all yucky.

and somehow have no energy to do anything except stay in bed and watch time pass.

i'm feeling like that today. somehow.

like i just started feeling that way in the afternoon.

i even fell asleep awhile. but had to wake up cos delilah cried.

but seriously the feeling sucks. makes me feel all dull and eww.

i have like so much work to do. but i just dont seem to have the mood to get down to it.

why do i feel this way?

maybe its cos i'm tired. after all i slept at nearly 1.30am last night thanks to vivian and cheryl. hahaha. couldnt stop chatting with the two lovely ladies. even though i had planned to sleep promptly at 12.

maybe its cos i got so much work to do, my mind has no appetite to start doing work. like thinking of the huge amount of shit i have to do just makes me feel energyless. yeah makes sense. i think the suckiest part of all is knowing i have to almost redo my entire philosophy proposal. cos apparently its not "knowledge constructive" enough. rarr!!!

maybe its cos i had a long day at school. where i had to do boring work.

maybe its cos i know tomorrow i end school at 6.30pm. and that's making me feel even worse.

maybe

just maybe. i want to be taken care of by someone. a tiny bit of me.

somehow that tiny bit seems so big.


i am going to sleep by 12am.

yes. tomorrow's monday again. another week of work. i shall do more work than i did this week.

ohkay! only 10 months to go.

just work work. 10 months. 10 months! i can do this!

then i'll get into the UNI and do law. and be a lawyer. and lead happily ever after.

k set. plan already. tomorrow. monday. start learning. enrich mind. revise. revise. revise.

i already know the syllabus. i already know everything. now just perfect it.

make it ppuuurrfect. straight As. yes here i come.

could have taken As last year. i knew everything already. i started studying when i found out. in february.

but since i didnt take last year, now's the time to perfect everything.

yes. year of perfection.

k. i can do this! i can.

monday here i come. >.<

k psychoing over.

hahaha but kinda works. gives me that push!!

alright on to blogging. today was sunday so i went to church again.

and after that went for lunch and me del and vicente went home. omg the sun is like freaking hot. the rainy season is indeed drying up. and it SUX.

got home at like 3 something.

and had the nicest sunday.

spent it with him.

gosh i love msn. thank you technology.

like from 3 to nearly 8 i was smiling non stop.

and he was up till 5am.

i'm not counting for anything to happen. likelihood is nothing ever will.

but the company's sweet. we're looking at the same moon right?






























ohkaayy.

people pleaseee excuse the skin.

i remember i said i'm over this sort of shit but for now that's the skin i'll be using cos that temporary one i did few days back doesnt display pictures that well.

so yes. emo

for now.

gawd i'm starting to blog emoly.

k anyways. this will be the skin now cos i have no time to really search for a nice one. i will soon. i hope i have the time.

was suppose to do math from 11pm just now but ended up chatting.

i think i'll do now. yes at 3.30. i think i'm nuts man.

i'll blog later yeah?


Vivian's Mitch
My Mitch



i'm so pissed with bloggerr!!! i was trying to edit some html thing and then it kept telling me tt the stupid thing not complete or something.

then it DELETED MY POSTS!!!

yesterday. my 2 long posts.

and yesterday i blogged like so damn much!!!

omg lah.

but i dont really have time to do anything right now.

busy with stupid work.
in the end i just went to blogskins.com and just took wadever rubbish skin of the day they had. and here it is for now. one day when i got time i'll revamp everything properly.

RAGH. im like doing stupid math work. due tomorrow. and the stupid ki test was harder than expected today.

kkk bye.

oh there's this person who tagged some shit on my tagbox. to you or wadever please dont waste ur time. i'll just delete. i got no time to handle immature shits like u so dont think i'll even bother starting some childish war on the tagbox.


i'm finding myself with a little bit of free time. so i shall blog for a bit.

its only a little bit of free time because i have to study for an upcoming ki test on wednesday. 48 hrs time.

according to mr adrian tan those who fail will be kicked to gp. i hell dont want to go gp.

cos i suck at it. current affairs?? like omg. i know nah dah about it.

the only current affairs i know are this season's shades and colours on the runway.

and britney seems to be hogging lines these days.

and i love patrick dempsey. he's people's magazine's celeb of e year.

there you go! current affairs from louiza.

i know a certain someone who blogs about this sort of current affairs like ALL the time.

*respect respect* that person is like so up to date with my kind of current affairs. hahahah!

anywaaayyssss, today during morning assembly i told BC (a mate from my new class) that the only current affairs i really know are the ones that happened hundreds of years ago.

aka history and philosophy. ahh that one also i know. what wars were fought and how people thought and contemplated about knowledge and their existence. that one i know.

period of enlightenment, when people started thinking away from the church, blahblahblah. that one all i know.

ask me about now i'll be like huh??

i think if they had gp like hundreds of years ago i would be expert at that.

but if they had ki and i was taking it i'll prob be more pro at the politics of cave people. if you get what i mean.

boy i'm confusing.

oh just in case you're wondering why i was talking about gp and current affairs to BC at morning assembly today, well its cos my college always has this thing on making some speech about something that's happening in the world today every morning.

which is useless if u ask me cos almost everyone doesnt listen. they have their own conversation of the current affairs in their own lives.

but today out of the blue me and BC heard the words singapore vying to host olympics blahblah or something like that. then i was like what??? and BC was like i dont know some current affairs nonsense. then that was when i said, oh dont ask me about current affairs cos i suck at it. i only know things thousands of years ago.

so yeah. phew that was long.

anyway so where was i? wait must scroll up to check.

oh ya! going to have ki test.

kay......... soooooo.......

oh yes! let me tell you about my class. they're NICE PEOPLE! really.

nice nice. the malay girls are like super funny!

wah louiza so pro can talk talk on hp while running. cheh!

and the chinese girls are like so sweet and nice! sorry i dont go clubbing anymore though! or late nights out for that matter.

and the guys. well there are only 3.

but well thats expected of an arts class i suppose. there's BC, this really sweet dude who detects me by smell. HAHAHH! my perfume. i can be walking behind him and he'll turn and say eh! louiza i knew it was you behind me! can smell you!

there's this other guy i think his name is spelt deshaun. he's like SUPER pro in history. i heard he writes like a professor.

and the last guy is well. ELFIE!!! OMG THAT GUY FROM MY J1 CLASS WHO LEFT US WHEN HE GOT RETAINED AND NOW I'M BACK WITH HIM!!

i dont know whether to call it suay or wad. haha. but its sure fun with him around. stupid mat!

oh oh and this is for PEIJIN. TAN PEI JIN! GUESS WHO IS MY PE TEACHER. MR SAMAT!!!! and the best part is HE REMEMBERS ME! AND HE PICKS ON ME EVERY LESSON!!! LIKE ahh! louiza!! dont run away ah!!! shit like that know!!! hahah! and he even remembers you! he ask about u! lol!

best lah we two. never go for one single PE lesson the whole year. so much trouble!!! i think we really go down in history man. haha!

peijin i miss you!

so yup that's my class. teachers are really nice too. so i guess i'm lucky.

stealing glances is fun.

delilah's growing up. really really

fast.

sometimes i wonder if i can keep up.


its like legal day. i'm officially american and you are officially free.

i just got back from church. i plan to do work today since i have soo much shit due next week. stupid math papers from hwa chong and raffles. like who the fuck will be able to do that?

thank God cheryl's helping me.

anyways i've been really too busy to blog since term started. busy busy busy.

i'll blog more elaborately another time.

but for the record i just want to say today is legal day and today i saw HIM!

yes God is once again kind. went up the bus with my bro on the way back and saw eyecandy O! remember the one i saw in the polyclinic a few months back? yeup i saw him again today and this time he was dressed up and not just in home clothes. we sat at the seats like next to his and i just staaaarreeeddd.....

and sneaked a photo! my bro was like tsk tsk. but i shant post the photo up. cos his identity will still remain a secret. only augustine and my gfs knows who. hahaha.

if only he knew. hahahh! he'll laugh man. too bad like i said i heard he's not bf material.

its a nice grogeous picture!!!

i seriously think that he's one of the two people i've identified as internationally hot from sg. meaning, hot enough to compete with guys overseas.

obviously he's not chinese. i think i'm turning racist like mariko.

oh you know what. i saw the PRETENDERS today!.

gosh now that i'm actually bloggin i feel like typing more and blogging about what's been happening these past few weeks. like i'm already in the blogging mood.

but hmm. i shant. i shall be good and start doing my stupid work.


I kinda have a crush on this girl that lives 90 billions miles away. And i dont even have a picture of her or anything.....its a sad story isnt it??


the crazy days

us then when we were weeeeee little.
us like now. aka today.
yes yes. go ahead. laugh your ass off. i was nuts.i am NOT CK's new model



lol

i've been doing math since like 10am and now's 4pm. bleahsx!

and i have a personal dj.

haha. dj raman. he's actually djaying to me live online. and he's good!

omg sounds like real radio. except the deejay keeps saying and this song's dedicated to louiza!! she's studying right now, shout out to her.

damn funny! and he's studying sound engineering so he has all those background stuff and sounds. damn funny.

so doing math and being entertained by my personal radio.

and cheryl! omg cheryl!

i cant even thank her enough. if not for her patience ah, i wouldnt have been able to study so long. cos like i would have been stuck at the very first question.

thanks thanks! and sorry if i'm so irritating! like if i'm too dumb to grasp it fast enough.

loves!







hi vyn. hahah. sorry decided to post instead of tag a reply. cos i dno how much that stupid tagboard will let my write.

anyways, eyebags eyebags. ok honestly, i'm just lucky. i seriously dont bother doing ANYTHING to prevent them. yup.

i sleep late yeah, but i think i dont get it cos i WAKE UP LATE.

haha. so you see its not that i sleep very little, its more like my inner clock is screwed up.

i havent been going college since like august? so i suppose i wasnt required to wake up early like everyday. only once in a while.

and even if i didnt sleep much at night, i kinda had the whole day to recover whatever i've lost.

i start college again this year so if i dont start sleeping early i think i'm going to finally get them. resolution resolution!

BUT i have one suggestion.

moisturise.

toning might help too but by moisturising a bit like under the eyes it helps keep that area fresh and not so stressed out.

but careful not to let any enter your eyes.

THAT suckx!

:)