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The year is 2010. Apart from the traditional resolutions of not being lazy, having more patience et cetera, I also declared this year "The Adventure". Primarily, this is because I have no idea where I'd be at the end of the year. For the first time in my life, there is no "exam that I know I would have completed" or "school that I would be admitted into". I can be anywhere on earth by the last day of 2010. And that is what excites me, cos I can't wait to live it through and discover where I will be, who i will meet - new friends, new lovers. The possibilities are endless. And as I put my capabilities and personality to the test, I invite you to travel with me through this adventure and observe, as I live out the new decade.

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title: strings
date: Friday, February 29, 2008

sighs. and everyday and everytime, harder is all it gets.

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title: this wait for destiny won't do.
date: Wednesday, February 27, 2008

just talked to deedee on the phone for like 45 mins.

pulau tekong.

and i'm happy.

seriously this boy-crazy thing has got to be kept in control.

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title: i really miss your hair in my face
date: Tuesday, February 26, 2008

the dream-catcher hangs at the window of the room that used to be ours.
the blinds so familiarly let down only on one side, to block the rays that shine onto the bed.

we raised the flag together. remember?

probably not.

not that i want to remember. but today these corners of my mind just lit for a moment.

or make that moments.

in fact their presence lingered around for the day.

in life we forget the things we want to remember, but remember the things we want to forget.

funny huh.

i saw the noticeboard.

and i couldnt really see.

is my picture still there?

pictures.

somehow i cant delete them.

one day i will.

but somehow its not as easy as my past lost fairytales.

i see those pictures, and i see effort. time. genuine love.

on my part at least.

the effort.

wow.

hard to erase.

the effort.

effort.

it sticks like a stain.

never gonna leave i doubt.

coincidence? today i brought chanel.

friends. stumbled. on. you.

later, library.

i explored these corners.

and teared.

afterwards, the dream-catcher made things clear.

i didnt manage to catch my dreams after all.

the laundry. so familiar.

i remember touching that fabric.

then chuckling, i told him "that's where i used to live. how crazy was i."

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title: i close my blinds
date: Monday, February 25, 2008

daddy you're the best chief ever.

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title: shh...
date:

kay delilah's gone to bed.

she's so good today.

i love her.

i'm getting used to this.

kinda liking it.

this whole mom thing.

i feel much better today.

the weekend kinda sucked.

but today's much better.

hopefully it stays that way?

hopefully i get work done.

hopefully my fairytale happens.

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title: you make me smile
date: Sunday, February 24, 2008

i love deedee!!!

and i know months now when i see that i'd wonder and grimace at it.

but for now, thats how i feel.

and now matters

for now at least.

im happy.

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title: exile
date: Saturday, February 23, 2008

just got back.

not that i really wanted to.

just that my stupid hp died.

the battery died.

i would have gone drink.

phone died before i could set the place.

thank you so much.

i mean it.

i think.

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title: i love my band
date:

friday. thats the day that just ended.

i should be doing work. but i've been unproductive. and that fact bugs me.

i've been on the phone for the past like dunno how many hours.

the last person i talked to was clinton.

like wow after 2 years? and he's 20 now and still achieved nothing in life. tsk.

he likes it that way at least.

and before that, for most of my talk time i was talking to ahmad.

but the call had to end because i didnt like it.

oh wells.

accounting backwards, today i watched maid in manhattan.

j lo really looked like a maid. gosh.

doesnt matter. she's hot in real life.

took care of delilah today as usual in the afternoon.

i came back quite late though. i had corrective work order. cos i was late today.

so i had to clean the study benches.

today there was like cca orientation for the year ones. so like while there were stations everywhere i was like walking aroud with the stupid spray and cloth. and my faithful mp3. hahah.

then my classmate can still ask me, louiza what cca?

and i just held up my equipment and said CWO. Want to join?

and walked away, with her enormous laughter echoing behind me.

funny shit.

well at least it ended pretty fast, and after that while walking out of college, one of my eyecandies actually waved at me!

gosh that made me happy. (:

school's alright for me these days. can see that the hard work's paying off.

oh today me and BC were talking in the library coming up with english names for him.

he liked my idea of Leon.

nice name right? yeah haha i know.

there used to be this guy called Leon who used to like me. and he would always say Louiza and Leon sounds so nice.

well wasted. he was really cute.

but he's 2 years younger. that would make me even more of a phidophile after bryan. k i totally dont know how to spell that. someone tell me?

omg today i feel so damn ugly.

like cos i was late so i didnt do my hair or wear contacts.

so i looked like ughs!

eeven though everyone was trying to console me, i still felt like ughs!

and that stupid elfie can still laugh at me!

and and the worse part is, today i was lining up to buy food, and this random guy behind me started talking to me. like intro himself blahlah.

in my head i was like oh fuck why of all the days u talk to me today when i look like shit???!

so eww. and he was quite cute.

oh well.s i just ended to conversation quick and walked off.

well that's my day i spose. gna do work now!

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title: food for thought
date: Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Does the saying, it's the thought that counts, hold any truth?

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title: preparing for back to back tests
date: Monday, February 18, 2008

i feel really overwhelmed.

today is bad.

i've started thinking.

i'm exhausted.

i just caught a 10 min nap.

i woke cos my hp received a msg.

i had a dream.

in that dream a friend was talking to me.

i think it was shaun.

a friend of that callibre.

im not quite sure.

but what that friend said was more significant and important than his identity.

thus i remembered.

and its rather disturbing if u ask me.

he said that when me and martin got together, he received the future in a letter.

in a card to be exact.

and that is how he knew that it we were not going to last. and that it would be a sad relationship.

i asked him then

why did you not show the card to me?

he believed in possibilities. he believed in love.

he believed that no one could tell the future.

he saw that we were happy.


as i was saying, today i am overwhelmed.

what could have been, isn't.

what's more pressurizing is that i know i cant stay and wallow in this gloomy state for as long as i want to.

no

i have to pick myself up cos THIS is my responsibility now.

so i'm feeling down.

but i have to stand up.

so i'm feeling overwhelmed and dreadful.

but i have to study for two fucking tests tomorrow.

if wishes came true,

then i'd wish i could control the movement of time.

i want to be over there. i want to move on.

posted by louiza darling @ 22:33
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title: the way i are
date: Saturday, February 16, 2008

i'll admit i'm procrastinating.

i got so much freaking work to do. but i just dont feel like doing.

so i procrastinate.

but i'll start soon. cos i have to.

i'm listening to the way i are.

it reminds me so much of jammers.

the club i frequented in the states.

and then of course most importantly it reminds me of mitch.

dance dance

anyways not that its of much significance but i feel a bit confused emotionally in the zone of love and infatuation..

hmm what exactly does louiza want?

i need to do work. i know i have to.

so i wont play the game.

if its meant to be he'll wait.

BUT STOP THON-NING.

its a waste of time~!~~~!!!

haha. kay maybe thats the louiza-efficient me speaking.

the one that knows time is money sort.

the one that wants every second of life to be fulfilling. the one that's doing work almost all the time.

the louiza last time maybe might not care.

rarr! see i'm not 18! i'm 30plus!

baby if u strip u could get a tip cos i like you just the way you are.

wow i'm going deaf.

louiza loves you!

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title: kiss me here, hold my hand
date:

kay listening to ANA like after years.

i'm getting pissed with my com. its fucking letting me down at all instances.

first it cant detect cds to burn.

then now it suddenly likes to freaking hang, especially when i on the bluetooth.

suddenly its taking freaking thousand years to load a simple page.

and and the worst.

it freaking doesnt want to load certain pages.

like my blog, like friendster, like wadever!

it says the address not valid.

-_-

i dunno wad the fuck i paid 4.3k for.

hopefully this doesnt persist man.

i so dont wanna go to stupid jurong east. to the stupid factory place.

freaking far.

ughs!

anyway today i didnt go out.

dang.

decided to stay home and do work.

not that i want to.

its more like a no choice thing.

sighs.

if only i knew the future.

then i wouldnt have got into this situation.

things would be so freaking different now.

for one, i can actually be 18.

like really 18.

and not 30 plus.

posted by louiza darling @ 22:01
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title: island in the sun
date: Friday, February 15, 2008

yay i feel happy!



i had such a nice day. (:



i just got back not too long ago, i'm using my iSqueeze now. so i thought i blog at the same time.

ooh the power of IT mobility.



school was ok today.



oh btw, i won.



i won the vday competition.



and according to elfie, even today got people who msged "me"



yeah the number i put was his number and for his paper it was my number. so there wouldnt be like any cheating wadsoever.



oh and today i was high on coffee.



seriously i think i'm drinking too much caffaine.



these days i've been sleeping really really late so i've been supplying my body with coffee to get through the day.



and today i think it was a bit too much.



during history i was like fucking hyper!



banging the table, spining my pen, fidgeting here and there.



my friends were like all asking me to relax and calm down. hahaha!



and then during ki was worse. i was like super noisy. so damn hyper. seriously quite scary ah.



oh talking about ki. i like someone there. i think he's cute. (:



so yeah school was basically like that. the highlight of my day was THE MOVIE! yay i feel happy!

yup! with ahmad alwi!

k totally didnt know what the hell the movie was but we watched JUNO cos it was like the earliest movie available.

i liked walking to the picturehouse. its my first time there u know? (:

i was like so hyper walking there, skipping around etc. dragging him here there. thats cos we walked through city hall area and there was like so many victorian structures... etc.

so fun!

then we watched the unexpected movie. i still wna watch p.s. i love you.

then after the movie, we walked again!

yupyup! cos suddenly i dno i like walking with ahmad. its fun!

then we took 12 home. long ride.

its been damn long since i took a long ride on a bus.

the bus ride was fun! talking rubbish!

now i'm an ikan bilis and he's a vegetable. -_-

and we both know why his com broke down. haha!

gosh seriously the funnest i've ever had in a long time.

we dropped one stop before my house and then walked home.

cos remember i suddenly love walking? hahah! with him! so fun!


kkk i'm expecting a call soon! >.<

i'm eating cake and drinking coffee now.

nice end to a nice day.

oh gosh i love that its friday!

mmuah!

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title: keep breathing eve of valentines
date: Wednesday, February 13, 2008

do you know what happened on this exact day one year ago?


try figure it out.


and at that time i never knew that one year from now i'll be in this position.





today i was like in a hurry to get to college.


i dropped my badge outside the lift.


and i totally panicked cos the lights were already out but the sun was not bright enough to see everything.


after like searching for what seemed like minutes, i psychologically gave in to the fact that i was going to be late yet again.


then out of nowhere, she appeared.


she as in the old lady who lives below me.


frankly i hate her.


but she asked me in malay/chinese


what you looking for


i think i looked really anguished, like staring on the floor and pacing around.


so i pointed to my badge and said i lost the behind thing.


she looked down on the floor and joined in my search.


and i felt stupid.


two people looking around.


then


then she found it!


and i was like so happy!


yet a bit embarrassed.


but i started smiling like hell.


like phew. a lot of trouble was saved.


in the lift, she actually adjusted my badge for me.


like a grandmother would.


smiling.


then when we reached ground floor, i bade her goodbye and hurried for the bus.


tt was really nice of her.


the last person i expected to help me in any way.


anyway i got to school in time.


(:


but i was hungry


):


cos i didnt eat breakfast.


so even when i had PE i had to run without energy.


all2.4km of it.


ughs. i wanted to stop halfway then there was this girl in front of me she asked the teacher whetehr she could stop cos her leg was pain. and the teacher was like


dont talk rubbish! wad leg pain! run run!


so then i changed my mind on asking to stop.


i mean i dont think hunger can stand up against leg pain.


so yeah.


haha.


giddy like hell.


finally it was over and i could eat.


i ate a lot.


so well anyways the day went on... etc.


then CME!


haha cme was dumb


i was talking cock with elfie as usual. then we came up with a stupid bet.


cos there's this noticeboard in our school foyer.


its called the valentine's day board.


where there's all sorts of love messages and dedications.


so both of us dared each other, to make a note leaving our name and number.


asking will you be my valentine?


HAHAHAH! and tomorrow 1pm is the deadline.


whoever got the most replies win.


omg i think we're nuts! hahah! i cant help bursting out in laughter just thinking of it!


so guys gals whoever! please please text this number 92236040


say i want to be your valentine!


u dont have to leave your name if u dont want to.


but please please support urs truly!!!! hahahah!


fucking lame ah!

h

ahahaha.


then i had detention today.


yeah for coming 3 times late.


it started at 2.30pm so from 1 till then i hanged out with ahmad.


then i went for detention. met the operations manager in his office and saw pictures of him cross country biking.


hahah! so i started talking to him about bikes!


lol! SUCK UP!


hahaha!


well it kinda worked. he was nice to me.


made me wipe the stupid lockers.


so armed with my mp3, i wiped!


a whole corridor!


i think people thought i was nuts cos i was like dancing around and stuff.


haha.


anywayys, tomorrows v day.


and in years.


i'm free.





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title: heavy <3
date:

didn't we almost have it ALL?


in her eyes he sees the man he wants to be.

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title: the musician (oh silly me)
date: Tuesday, February 12, 2008

oh silly silly silly me.

he came when the moon was bright.
he serenaded shy to thee
twas when i had to smile.

like a boy he was
nervous and yet
twas what attracted me.

time skipped by
i had to go
reluctant i bade goodbye.

would stay if i could
his eyes said that i should
to watch this lovely fair.

steps trailed away
but wait i turned
and stole like a thief of the night.

and that is why
i chant in my mind

oh silly silly silly me.

the musician, louiza joseph.

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title: louiza is magical
date: Saturday, February 09, 2008

ohkaay.

i'm waiting for vicente to finish eating dinner.

yes dinner.

we all had late dinner.

super late dinner.

well wads new actually.

we ALWAYS eat late.

oh our bad habits.

haha.

yeah anyway i'm waiting for him cos we're going to watch flyboy on hbo together.

it started already at 1130 but thanks to smartv its on hold.

ughs i hate mio.

starhub rox so much more.

so irritating that day some stupid singtel man knocked on the door persuading me to get mio tv.

seriously they think they can compete with starhub??

anyways, just now since the notebook ended i was planning on doing some math till flyboys but then MY STUPID BANDMATES STARTED LIKE WEBCAMMING WITH ME!

fucking funny lah!

we were like doing magic tricks, competing.

me and vicente against deedee and bassist.

hahaha! and me and vicente better ohkay!!

we are magical! and those two are poser losers!

so fun!!!

and yeah naturally i didnt do math.

hahah ended up playing cards and competing.

lol.

gosh i miss you guys.

coffee date ohkay deedee!

aite~! fly boy!!!

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title: sadddd
date:

movie just ended.

i cried like a bit.

a bit.

i'm not a crier of shows.

so it was a bit.

but it was really sad.

):

and my band is so cute.

as in my 1st band.

cupid band.

deedee and my stupid bassist. on webcam.

acting stupid.

gosh go away! i'm like so sad now.

i want to embrace and relish this sad mood.

dont come ruin it and make it happy.

ugsh!

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title: cry
date:

omg....

i feel like crying...

halfway watching the notebook.

its so damn touching...

omg... its advertisement now.

watching in my room.

i cant take it.

have to blog and say

that i'm about to cry....

):

someone hug me... :(

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title: confessions of a teenage philosopher.
date:

i feel wiser than my age.

sometimes its weird.

i feel older than my age.

i feel like i know.

i feel like a mini-adult.

i dont feel 18.

together with rationalism i learn so much about in philosophy,

i feel so darn smart.

in a sense that

through logic

i can actually get my way.

of course, things that i know that wont ruin my future and things that will be good for my future.

in my mind there's actually this whole analytical table going on.

seriously i feel so...

different from others.

am i weird?

like

i know what's fun.

but at the same time i know what's important and more beneficial.

like i'm both wild teen and mature adult.

and i actually have the rationality to know when to be wild and what to chase after.

wow.

so damn different from louiza last time.

it scares me.

when i find someone i KNOW i can love without being betrayed,

i'll give my whole self to him.

and go back to childish ol' spoilt me.

and let him take care of me.

till then,

louiza's just that carefree wild girl,

who knows when to be good.

and

who's independent for once.

(:

kay got that out of my mind.

i feel happy!!!!

yayy!!!!!!!!

english accent!

what? will be wot!

heeeeeeee!!!!!

aye then that means i'll be slanglingual!

i can speak singlish and american already.

so now i shall learn brit eng.

yay!

i'm listening to ldn by lily allen!

gosh i love her!

such a happy song!

and brit accent!

(:

i wanna skip around in a nice flowery dress! and be accompanied by a nice handsome man in a top hat and a cane. and a nice coat.

k i wanna go back to post-war england.

haha i feel so happy and hyper! blabbering rubbish!

actually i kinda felt like that on wednesday when ahmad walked me home from whitesands after ben and jerry's.

he carried my school bag for me. CK suits him. and he was also carrying his guitar.

and i was just running all around... balancing here and there on the pavement side stuff.

but i wasnt wearing a dress. i was wearing my uni.

and he was in his black skinnies and band shirt. and black converse.

not an english suit but still hot for modern day.

louiza likes!!!

I STILL CANT BELIEVE I TURNED HIM DOWN THIS MORNING!!!

nvm he's still in my band! i shall just admire as major eyecandy.

i'm talking rubbish!!!!!! rarrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!! (boy-crazy side of me)

hahahahh!

delilah is so good today.

and she's sleeping now.

such a good girl.

i like what my bro calls her.

lylah.

he likes calling people their end of the name.

like he calls me za.

she's lylah.

so pretty right?

i'm waiting for the notebook to begin on channel 5.

lalala!!!

seriously i'm like so happy! (:

i need to get new earphones.

mine died. ):

ooh lookie time!!

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title: fallen hearrt, fallen july
date:

omgomgomg.....

i feel so sad....


damn.... my heart actually feels damn heavy right now....


omg......


i woke up 2 hours ago.


i fell asleep last night, when i actually planned to study math.


i fell asleep cos i was having a bad stomachache.


and woke up at 9.30 to find the lights on and my work sprawled and my laptop on.


he called.


and i did something.


i turned him down.


and i feel sad.


i actually feel sad.


ever since i broke up, i've been turning down guys.


but


i never felt anything near sad.


but now i actually feel a heavy weight tugging at my heart.


i think its cos i actually like this guy....


he's sweet, cute, adorable.


i cant believe i turned him down.


when i met him i was hoping he'd like me too.


and now that my dream has come true, i actually just let it go.


but i think its for the best.


yes louiza its for the best.


think long term.


its for the best.


you cannot give him time, it wont be fair.


and he's malay.


he's rare you know.


he's a rare find.


really.


i've never met anyone like him.


despite the people he hangs around with, he's so damn damn different.


he even knows delilah. and he wants to do everything to help me.


its for the best. louiza.


its for the best.


my next relationship must be serious. must be long term.


this cannot be.


but.


i cant help thinking how fun things could have been.


gosh i'm sad.


im actually.


sad.


wad a sad start to the day.


bro watching happy feet.


and i feel cold.


from the sadness.


coffee.


posted by louiza darling @ 11:19
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title: fashion rocks
date: Friday, February 08, 2008

watching fashion rocks 2007 now....

gosh the lines are so nice. i love the chanel line.

and the gucci line for men.

rarr!

i want a boy to dress up!

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title: false pretense you'll hurt again
date:

hungry.

i got back not too long ago from sessioning.

rarr.

i miss it.

anyways today ahmad alwi played blink for me!!

nanananana nananana nananananana nananana!!!

all the small things! the nana na part is the most important!

so u must sing it even though you think its stupid!

:)

and he learnt for me hey there delilah.

aww.

and bear has a new hp. N95 can u believe it??!

i want a new phone soon!

posted by louiza darling @ 15:47
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title: all i wna do is find a way back into love
date: Thursday, February 07, 2008

damnit....

i'm listening to way back into love.

not the normal version.

i'm listening to the demo version.

that means when drew barry and hugh grant recording it for the first time at his house.

then she shy to sing.

even got laughter.

gosh so cute...

its better than the final song which was for that "popstar" in the movie.

its so so cute!

i'm getting goosebumps.

i love Love.

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title: oh the ego!
date:

today is like headache/resident evil/ i am legend day.

it was headache day cos i slept at 3 am plus and woke up at 7.30am.

actually i wanted to sleep at 6plus. hahah! maq and i were like planning on watching the england and portugal friendly match. i love portugal! but then we were like so damn tired. and deedee convinced us to sleep and just watch the news.

-_- and i didnt even watch the news. hahh!

and then it was resident evil/ i am legend day cos the streets of singapore were like so damn deserted!

i am the girl that saved the world. and ahmad alwi was the guy who died.

HAH!

yup today i went sessioning.

not bad session. accomplished a lot.

oh oh! and today was extra fun!

alwi is like super pro on the guitar. so then he play the arrangements on the guitar neck. then all i do is strum.

hahahah! so fun! i felt so pro! hahahh!

the last time i did that was like with martin.

but then i was the player cos i'm more pro.

but today its like i was the talent poser.

hahah! but fun!

he can play so fast !

then i just strum strum.

the bassist is like super good.

i feel so untalented. hahah. and thats rare.

i need to improve my skills!

need to learn drums soon! maq says one day we going to find a pair of perfect sticks for me. (:

he says a pair of vaters will be good.

i seriously dont understand what the hell is that.

but nvm happy!

vater vater vater!


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title: happy chinese new year!
date:

wahh! just struck 12!~

and my house area wah got fire works.

and people cheering!!

whoo!!! haha!!!

fire works!!!

singapore too rich.

seriously.

hahah! which is good!

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title: way back into love
date: Wednesday, February 06, 2008

way back into love, hugh grant and drew barrymore.

its such a sweet sweet cute song.

i'm gonna learn it.

but its a duet between a girl and a boy.

i shall grab someone to help me. (:

or maybe i can make it a nice solo.

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title: soak up the sun
date:

the weather's starting to get really hot.

its not that nice.

but at least i'm not like pregnant cos then the heat would get to me more.

in fact, its not too bad.

i'm kinda starting to like the sun.

or at least my hate for it is depreciating.

the sun's my neutral friend right now. yay.

k once again i'm currently using face mask which means i'm practially blind. so sorry if there's any typoes. though i trust my keyboard talent quite well. haha.

today was chinese new year celelbrations at my school.

i must say this, its the first time i actually kinda liked celebrations at college.

like since year one i've hated these stupid celebrations, i even ponned school on that day.

oh ironically i foud myself running to college today, cos i was quite late and i didnt want to book in as late.

so contrasting from what i would have done last year.

walk to the gate, if close already, turn aroudn and head home.

i ran for celebrations.

wow.

anyway i made it, so yeah. haha. not bad celebrations.

but before that we had a bit of lessons. and hour of math to be exact. had a test. i think i did ohkay. i hope.

thne supposed to have PE but sheryl me junhui and jocelyn didnt feel like going so we went to the canteen instead.

then after that headed to the hall. (:

the performances were nice(the dances) and funny! (the singing and acting).

kinda made me wish i spent time in the council more fruitfully.

wadever i did in ther was always halfhearted. like only wad i need to do.

today i realiseed events are actually quite fun! hahah!.

k anyways, ended at like 12, then went to see ms quek regarding my philop proposal. gta edit again! arggh!

then sat down with cheryl and jun hui for awhile. so cute. jun hui played in the chinese orchestra. hahah!

and i quote this stupid big thing wont get me anywhere

haha.

then alwi came to meet me in school.

we went to white sands and ate ben and jerrys!

then we walked home.

to my home. in the sun!

mcr pest!

ohkay i can totally feel my face mask hardening.

i shall bathe now.

loves!!

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title: cute you
date: Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Oh-oh Claudette
Oh-oh Claudette
I got a brand new baby and I feel so good
She loves me even better than I thought she would
I'm on my way to her house an I'm plumb outa breathA
-when I see her tonight I'm gonna squeeze her to death

Claudette, pretty little pet Claudette
Never make me fret Claudette
She's the greatest little girl that I've ever met
I get the best lovin that I'll ever get
From Claudette,
pretty little pet Claudette
Oh oh Claudette

Well I'm a lucky man my baby treats me right
Sheâ's gonna let me hug and kiss and hold her tight
When the date is over and we're at her front door
When I kiss her good night I'll holler more more more

Claudette, pretty little pet Claudette
Never make me fret Claudette
She's the greatest little girl that I've ever met
I get the best lovin that I'll ever get
From Claudette,
pretty little pet Claudette
Oh oh Claudette

When me an my new baby have a date or three
I'm gonna ask my baby if she'll marry me
I'm gonna be so happy for the rest of my life
When my brand new baby is my brand new wife
Claudette, pretty little pet Claudette
Never make me fret Claudette
She's the greatest little girl that I've ever met
I get the best lovin' that I'll ever get
From Claudette,
pretty little pet Claudette
Oh oh Claudette, mmm mmm Claudette

gosh this song is so cute. makes me wna fly back to the pin up days. with frilly dresses and ribbons and bows.

skip around! lalalala!

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title: please dont stop the music
date: Monday, February 04, 2008

rarr i spent like the past few hours talking to alwi.

procratinating my stupid hist essay! i must do it!!!!

louiza stop slacking! ughs!

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title: first date
date:

In the car, I just can't wait...
To pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm just scared of what you think.
You make me nervous so I really can't eat.

SO! its almost 1.30am and guess wad. i'm not tired one bit. i just finished doing my math tutorial. so i feel quite accomplished. plus today i finally did my ki assignment too.

so yes! did quite a bit of work.

and i thought i wont be able to finish my assignment in time. the one thats due at 12am remember? hahahah!.

i finished it 6 hours early. so i submitted it at 6pm!~

and actually had time to go out!

yeup! i went to catch sweeney todd with alwi.

SO sudden! so unplanned!

like coincidently after i submitted my work i suddenly receive a call asking if i'm free to catch a movie. or rather to hang out. then he suggested movie. and i suggested the title.

yay! and thats how i rushed out of the house to catch the 6.50pm show at century square! all thanks to vivian's expertise of finding out movie times.

i rushed ohkay!

no make up wadever. and had to be a hat day definitely.

thank god its a rainy day. so i didnt like sweat like pig.

and surprisingly i was early. like 4 mins earlier than him! yay me! hahah!..

so i waited at the control station of the mrt station... and like while waiting this group of mats like walked pass me, and like a few of them kept staring back at me.

quite funny. but like so wadever. then they stopped some distance away, and were like teasing each other like who should go ask my number or name or wadever. and one of them was even lame enough to wave at me.

it was funny in a stupid lame way. so i just waited and at the exact moment when one of them started to walk towards me, i saw alwi!!! yay and walked towards him, leaving those people.

and hearing groans and laughter at my leaving.

hahahahahh!! so funny!!!

k the movie was funny. like singing while killing someone??

so wrong and ironic.

but cool. typical tim burton.

but the killing parts quite shocking. hence i kept suddenly scratching alwi.

sorrrriieee

but overall it was nice!! i love the victorian dresses. and im sure vivian will agree with me too!

i shant do a spoiler over here on my blog. SO GO WATCH IT FAST!!!

oh guess who i saw in the lift.

SHERYL. as in my class mate.

at first i wasnt sure whether it was her. so in the lift i started whispering.

sheryl! sheryl!

and she turned around!! so yay it was her!!!

haha alwi thought i was mad.

sure got questions about alwi tomorrow. tsk.

(:

i had a nice date.

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title: cold afternoon
date: Saturday, February 02, 2008

sighs gotta start doing my ki assignment soon man.

its due like tomorrow. can u believe it? sunday. its due on sunday via email.

seriously the education system is getting more picky.

weekends dont exist anymore. rarrh.

so i'll do it soon.

soon.

had the econs test in the morning today.

i couldnt finish it! rarr!

neither did i study for it.

but i think i know my stuff. i hope!!

i was freezing in the audi.

thank god i brought my pullover.

my pullover reminds me of the usa.

i'm going back there.

definitely.

i love my pullover. i think i'll use it more often.

the weather's like really cold today. rained like so heavily today.

i like. >.<

vicente and i went to buy lunch just now. and we both wore sweaters.

hahah! so nice! felt like we were overseas.

we walked in the slight drizzle. (:

and talked about how we are going to live overseas where the weather rocks.

and vicente told me he wants to live elsewhere where its cold then while playing soccer it will feel so nice.

so nice walking in the rain with sweaters.

oh i didnt use my pullover in the rain.

didnt really want it to get wet cos i might use it tomorrow for church. if i'm too lazy to dress up.

instead i used alwi's sweater. had a hoodie too so its nice! >.<

anywayssss i think i should start a bit of my assignment now.

supposed to go movie marathon with wiro but i guess i'm just too busy today with work and home and delilah.

and todays the gig! but i'm not there. sorry rahman i cant emcee!! busy busy!! >.<

maybe i'll drop by later. just a slight maybe.

if i finish my work.

i didnt study yersterday for the test!!

i went to woodlands!!! rarr! to meet nice bandmates.

then alwi sent me by cab all the way home. to pasir ris.

yeah i think not studying for the test was kinda worth it.

they're so nice!!! hahah!.

now lets just hope i didnt fail.

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