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Louiza Starr
The year is 2010. Apart from the traditional resolutions of not being lazy, having more patience et cetera, I also declared this year "The Adventure". Primarily, this is because I have no idea where I'd be at the end of the year. For the first time in my life, there is no "exam that I know I would have completed" or "school that I would be admitted into". I can be anywhere on earth by the last day of 2010. And that is what excites me, cos I can't wait to live it through and discover where I will be, who i will meet - new friends, new lovers. The possibilities are endless. And as I put my capabilities and personality to the test, I invite you to travel with me through this adventure and observe, as I live out the new decade.
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title: louiza letters III - i left my smiles in your pocket
date: Sunday, March 14, 2010
Dear charles,
whats the day today. day 2? it really doesnt feel like only two days.
it feels like ages.
sigh.
without you, seconds feel like lightyears. (suddenly star wars comes to mind and for a second i smile to myself)
i miss you so much, and today, sadness really really sank in.
as i had to spend a WHOLE DAY without you, i realized how down i was feeling. unconsciously. it's like. i left happiness with you.
usa. my favorite place in the entire earth. but, somehow i'm not really enjoying myself. for the first time, i rather be in singapore.
tomorrow, i fly to vegas. even further. ugh. charles you have no idea how much i miss you. i'm not used to suddenly being alone.
but nevertheless, thanks for cheering me up on skype, for sleeping with skype on again, and thanks for saving me from my nightmare last night. i think that was the worst everr. really.. ):
even now when i think about it, i feel scared. it was the most frightening dream ever. i thought it was real. it felt so real! and you have no idea how relieved i was when i randomly woke up to find skpe still turned on.
anyway, yeah. thanks for entertaining my nonsense online, and making me smile. i know you would have much better things to do, than spend it with silly ol' me. i love you.
i am, yours sincerely,
louiza loves you.
Labels: starrs and love
title: Louiza Letters II - You be the queen and I'll be your clown
date: Saturday, March 13, 2010
Dearest Charles,
sigh. finally i'm home and finally i get to see you online. i miss you so much. it's like as if i left a part of me back in singapore. i think that part's the part called Happiness.
i hate planes. they cut off everything. ): sigh. when i woke up whilst drifting in and out of sleep, it felt so weird that you were not just next to me. the way you have been every night the past few weeks.
all i did in the plane, was watch a movie. thats it. then i couldnt bear doing anything else but just think of you whilst listening to emo stuffs.
talking about thinking, i couldnt stop thinking about one particular thing. how you dont think my writing's great. haha. (:
you don't know how adorable and refreshing that is.
everyone who reads my stuff always have something good to say. and i suppose, yeah there really is something worth praising. but, i dont know. when you cutely oppose that, > < you just make my emotional organ die.
and you're so adorable like that. you dont make me feel a need to defend my work, or argue with you. (though i do, so that i can see how cute you look when you're all fired up to prove your point) and all i can do in the end is to hug you.
i love you so much, and the memory of you telling me in the train yesterday how my work was "nothing" compared to the great writers out there, was so cute. it kept making me grin and smile at your silliness.
you're so awesomely different from everyone else, i love you so much.
you just went off to have dinner with the parents. (: you left skype on again. finally something feels usual. (: having you around.
"i am watching your room" =D
i cant wait to spend time with you.
okay gtg, i'm gonna shower. so later i'll be free to just stare at your on skype if you want.
i love you love.
I am, yours only,
Louiza
Labels: starrs and love
title: louiza letters I - I'm not leaving.
date: Friday, March 12, 2010
Dear Charles,
I told you to carry on using the laptop so I could type this out to you. Yup. This was what I was hiding from you. Hehehee. I love you.
Anyway, by the time you read this, we would probably have parted already. But like I've stated in my title, I'm NOT leaving you! Or pause. Or whatever. I love you, and I will always be thinking of you. Every second I'm awake. And even when I'm sleeping, I'll be thinking and dreaming of you.
Hehe I think you're suspicious. You asked me who I'm talking to. Took a bit of time and effort to deter your questions. I love you.
Omg gtg.
Hi baby I just left you... I'm not gonna be having fun. Anyway, I decided to start this Louiza's Letters thing. I'm going to be writing to you here every day and night that I'm away. Why here? Cos I want to tell THE WORLD that I'm in love with you!! The perfectest prettiest boy for louiza everr. > <
Anyway, thanks for helping me through the whole week. School was so killer seriously. And not for one second I felt like giving up cos you were there with me the whole time. :) from camping in the lab, to my stupid presentation slides, and posters... Bringing me to school so early in the morning... You didn't have to.. But you did. I love you.
And yesterday, thanks for bringing me for a walk to macs to get fries yesterday wheb I was feeling down. You're so nice and caring to me. You spoil me too much and I don't deserve it. I love you.
Thank you charles. Thank you. I'm gonna end here so I can text you fluently. Before the plane cuts me.
Bye prettyfase, I'll be thinking of you.
I am, only yours,
Louiza your lover.
Labels: starrs and love
title: the louiza trapp
date: Tuesday, March 09, 2010
i'm studying now, rawr. but thats not the point.
the point is, charles as the most awesomest boyfriend on earth.
i love you.
and he devised the perfect louiza trap - attracting me through all my favorite things.
Labels: starrs and love
