title: I can see your halo.
date: Thursday, August 26, 2010
Remember those walls I built
Baby they're tumbling down.Dear awesome people who have bothered to read my blog without fail all through these years,
This is my last post. Yes, I'm ending this blog. It's been a good, long run. An adventure.
Thanks for everything, comments, hatemail, lovemail. I've thoroughly enjoyed expressing myself here. Thanks for reading my rants.
The time has come in this journey to run. Freely. So that's what I'm going to do. Carefree. Without the same kind of recording of my days.
Whether I'll start a new blog, maybe. But for now, So Long and Goodbye.
title: oh Dear
date: Sunday, August 15, 2010
What did I get myself into.
title: i dont want to get cancer
date: Saturday, August 14, 2010
Vivian's right. I shouldn't worry so much. All this fear. Not like I can do anything now. My mind's already set.
The stress is eating my health.
title: Oh, Morning Starr
date: Friday, August 13, 2010
My computer's rather slow-running. I have to be more like my boyfriend and be pro and efficient with the stupid processes.
title: i am i am i am
date: Tuesday, August 10, 2010
A NUA
title: Make a sound and I'll make you feel right
date:
I'm thinking about my doorbell.
When you gonna ring it?
title: because I cannot sleep
date:
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: Daddy
3. Last text message: From Vivian.
4. Last song you listened to: T.A.T.U. - Gomenasai
5. Last time you cried: Recently
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Yes
7. Been cheated on: No
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Yes
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: Yes
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. Pink
14. White
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: No
17. Laughed until you cried: No
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: Knew before 2010.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Isn't someone always?
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: I'm on a blog now, so let's not answer this.
23. How many kids do you want to have: No idea.
24. Do you have any pets: No
25. Do you want to change your name: Maybe
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Drink, dance, eat, the works.
27. What time did you wake up today: 3 pm
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: switching off the love alarm
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: To fall asleep
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Last week?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Eliminate the existence of failure
32. What are you listening to right now : The All-American Rejects - Hope it Gives You Hell
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Yes
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing
35. Most visited webpage: My Twitter homepage
36. Whats your real name: Louiza Starr Maria Alexandra Joseph
37. Nicknames: za, zazu, loui
38. Relationship Status: Married
39. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: CHIJ Katong Primary
42. High School: CHIJ Katong
43. College?: Tampines Junior College
44. Hair colour: Brown
45. Long or short: Long
46. Height: 1.59m
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes. hehe. And he's right next to me asleep.
48: What do you like about yourself?: The fact that I'm with the guy of 47
49. Piercings: 3
50. Tattoos: None
51. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Teeth implants
53. First piercing: Lower earlobes
54. First best friend: Cant remember her name
55. First sport you joined: Soccer
56. First vacation: USA
58. First pair of trainers: Can't remember
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nothing
60. Drinking: Nothing
61. I'm about to: Sleep hopefully
62. Listening to: Norah Jones - Don't Know Why
63. Waiting for: Exhaustion
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? Yes
65. Get Married? Yes
66. Career?: Tai-tai/Fairy in Disneyland. Believe it.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: On what?
70. Older or Younger: On who? What?
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Depends on my intentions
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No
77. Drank hard liquor: Yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: No
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes
87. Miracle: Yes. And one's going to happen tomorrow. I promised Charles.
88. Love at first sight: No
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: Yup he's my daddy. Now Charles.
91. Kiss on the first date: Yes
92. Angels: Yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Yes
95. Did you sing today?: Sadly no.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Yes.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 2 years and 11 months back
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: The day I didn't care if I acted like a total bitch/loserfase.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: It's what I fear most.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Sure.
title: somewhere only we know
date: Sunday, August 08, 2010
I think I should just stop saying how I feel because it seems to spark off unnecessary spirals of doubt and questions.
title: -
date: Tuesday, August 03, 2010
There's something in the way you move
Or look my way, or call my name
That seems to leave this troubled world behind
And if I'm feeling down and blue
Or troubled by some foolish game
You always seems to make me change my mind
