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Louiza Starr
The year is 2010. Apart from the traditional resolutions of not being lazy, having more patience et cetera, I also declared this year "The Adventure". Primarily, this is because I have no idea where I'd be at the end of the year. For the first time in my life, there is no "exam that I know I would have completed" or "school that I would be admitted into". I can be anywhere on earth by the last day of 2010. And that is what excites me, cos I can't wait to live it through and discover where I will be, who i will meet - new friends, new lovers. The possibilities are endless. And as I put my capabilities and personality to the test, I invite you to travel with me through this adventure and observe, as I live out the new decade.
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title: even if the sky is falling down
date: Sunday, August 30, 2009
can i just say, i LOVE the weather.
i love the weather.
the rainy season has come! alas.
title: OH THE STUPIDITY!
date: Thursday, August 13, 2009
RAH! i feel SO SO IRRITATED!
MICROMACROMICROMACROMICROMACRO.
RAH!
who knew in the states, macro comes first! UGH!!!
Labels: BC
title: i promise to blog more
date: Monday, August 10, 2009
i don't like this!!! i haven't blogged in ages! cos i've been like too tired and exhausted late at night to do so. ):
but all i know, is that i've been spending lots of time with family and kuga.
and i've been reading up on my logic as well. prepping my brain for school. which starts really soon!
oh the eighth was a very nice day for me.
30th was nice. and funny. kuga and his mojito.
i know all this doesn't make sense, but seriously so much as happened since i last blogged and i don't know how to record it ALL down. hopefully i can remember just by looking at this post. and the dates. and the word "nice".
haha.
yes i promise to blog more regularly... but really, it'll eventually have to decrease as well. cos school's gonna start. more things to juggle.
alright, for what it's worth, thanks for reading anyway.
xoxo.
Labels: blood ties, eyecandy, jammers, kuga starr
title: 7 minutes of nothing
date: Sunday, August 02, 2009
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times like this, i find myself feeling like a wreck. where nothing can be salvaged.
but i know that's not true. things can and will get better. eventually, with a bit of time. most of the time sooner than we expect.
but why do i feel so pessimistic? probably cos of the uncertainty. of how long it'll take to cross over. to the side of recovery.
then i ask, why am i here in the first place. at this point. this situation.
then i feel angry. and lousy at myself. for allowing so.
am i really weak?
a bad person, incapable of discipline?
i wouldn't like to think so.
after all, look at how far i've come. since the last break down.
i'm sure it took lots of discipline and virtue.
but then again, if i could just slip like how i have done,
does that show weakness?
so i'd like to think of it this way.
i'm only human. and i will slip along the way.
and if the past years have taught me one thing, it is that things can't be undone.
so i'll have to learn, and pick myself up. and change. so it won't happen again.
no point dwelling on something that can't be undone
so now, that's what i'll do.
change.
7 minutes i gave myself to feel depressed and down.
and lousy.
after which, i will now pick up. and start. another chapter. with a stronger mindset.
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Labels: ALEXANDER VII, blood ties, muse, Newport, teenagers, this chapter is called...
title: 3.33
date: Saturday, August 01, 2009
for the past two days, i've been coming across 3.33. a lot.
