title: midday sunshine
date: Thursday, July 31, 2008
not really going to blog long. i'm just having a bit of food, before i start my day of post-college activities.hahas. i have a lot to blog about but that will come later when i'm free.i'm sorry about the stupid blood-boiling post prior to this. i just had to let it out. couldnt take it anymore. and i've been having a headach since LAST NIGHT. and its still ongoing. so yup. i'm in a pretty bad mood. couldn't help noticing how nice the sunshine was whilst i was walking home just now. it was pleasantly warm.i want to play in the sunshine. (:
title: u're disgusting.
date:
u noe wads more sick than a bimbo?
a brainless git proclaiming to be a bimbo.
at least bimbos dont go around building a superficial attention-seeking bimbotic front around them, and then thinking they are oh-so-cute.
seriously what's gotten into u??
4 words.
- you're
- trying
- too
- hard
understand?
unless u cant count. or cant read.
oh wait even if u could, u'd probably ACT dumb.
ok i'll be human. i noe it feels quite nice when ppl say BIMBO!! to u.
yes it has connotations of hotness, and the attention is quite nice.
BUT. why cant u just enjoy it whilst it comes? do u really have to PINPOINT to people. oh look i'm a bimbo?!?? are u srsly that desperate?
even if u're not,
i cant believe u take pride in labelling urself as one.
WAD ON EARTH HAS GOTTEN INTO U
are u mad?
Labels: perasaan.com
title: geeeeek
date:
gags
title: parallel
date:
so harry potter. that is, if u can see my title.
oh wells anyway i'm way behind time. writing an essay, FOR FUN. yes do laugh, but i need a boost for my mind's morale. lately elfy's been catering to that so i'm good. but still i need to SEEE tangible.
hence the essay.
BUT i still love the psychological attention im getting. (;
moree pleaseezzz? hahas.
it helps ohkay. not to boost ego but to make me feel mucchie betterr. cos as u know, i can hardly study as much as i want to. TIME TIME TIME.
oh GOSH this post wasnt spose to BEE a post! it was just spose to be something that hit me while i'm writing my essay.
damn i think i just type too fast. hahh!
ohkay that one up there was ego. lols.
k WHAT I WANTED TO SAY WAS.
*drum roll*
to be exact *snare*
hahhs.
i have a friend.
a GIRL.
who is in this WONDERFUL relationship.
and strangely, it reminds me 98.6% of my relationship with martin.
I AM SERIOUS. *JAW DROPPED*
i've been noticing this and testing this hypothesis for months now. (yes i have no life)
and i can conclude that!!
and there is a 0.0001 chance of error in rejecting that hypothesis on a 5% level of significance.
ok louiza SHADDUP.
but like elfy said, math is like kindergarten to me.
ciaos!
oh by the way, thinking closely, i did have a nice relationship. WONDERFUL to add. but strangely, now that i think about it. its only wonderful when it happened. when i think now, yeah sure it was nice and everything. but it wasnt really the bomb. like. i can live without it. i guess that wasnt the event of my life.
yup i believe there's a main event in everyone's life. something that, DEFINES the rest to come.
oh i have another friend. that i'm starting to hate.
Labels: memory
title: the mind's ability to categorize and run independently
date: Wednesday, July 30, 2008
my mind is like a freaking OS.
Labels: ALEXANDER VII
title: bloody hotness
date:
sitting in living room, reading some essays
vicente comes home.
and i find myself following him with my eyes as he walks across the hall.
he notices it too.
and goes
SIALAH!!! WAD!!!!
hahah.
its not incest.
but u should noe that my past time is staring at hot people. its intriguing and therapeutic.
guy or girl.
as long as ure hot.
my eyes are feasting.
Labels: blood ties, Dirty $exy Money, eyecandy
title: daddy's in the garden
date:
aforementioned/ aforesaid [formal] : previously mentioned
Labels: brain food
title: inscribed in memory
date: Tuesday, July 29, 2008
TAC
article 15: allows for mediation
article 2: non-interference
UN resolution 242: ceasefire in arab-israeli conflict.
Labels: brain food
title: the sounds of the sea
date:
ok my meditation session in college was better.
the session i just had, hard to keep mind thought-free. and i was on the verge of sleep.
need to improve concentration.
title: gunboat
date:
the term i've been pondering over for ages.
ok maybe not ages but since yesterday. just couldnt put a finder on it.
GUNBOAT DIPLOMACY.
Labels: brain food
title: shaky
date:
gd night world
title: sea warfare
date: Monday, July 28, 2008
i was reading interstate tensions. and i dozed off briefly for a few secs. and i had a dream...
i dream of ships shooting each other because they were denying access.
then i woke up as the weirdness of it all registered in my subconcious state of mind.
title: me and you, connection
date:
omg ohkay check this out. nicer word for connection.
connexion.
and its so advanced that windows dictionary doesnt even recognise it. lol. ohkay wadevs.
p.s. i should improve my blogging skills and come up with more higher quality titles.
Labels: brain food
title: billabong trip
date: Sunday, July 27, 2008
after church, had this shopping trip with vicente.
a hurried one. cant wait for As to be over i can shop for eternity.
anyways my feet's hurting. from the walking.
Labels: Dirty $exy Money, fallacy
title: hop on a plane
date:
sometimes i think my brain moves too fast for my own good. like RAM overload. not that i'm as smart as a computer or anything. but then again i still believe that coms, as a creation of man, can never be more superior than man, or even equal at that.
alrightt so guess what.
i decided to blog. yup. that long-awaited post. i realise i'm gonna be always very busy. might as well blog now before my memory taints it all. not that i have bad memory. but i dont have a super one. hahahs.
k i shant belittle my brain.
alright so i'm gna blog, then meditate. then i'll hit work. delilah just fell asleep.
p.s. super explicit will be on my lj. yes SUPER. cos i think the way i blog now is already quite explicit. the other blog's so that no one gets offended. hahas.
lets go.
louiza is 50% near breakdown. due to the increasing pressure and atmosphere around me. natural natural i spose.
monday
see, cant really remember. hmm. i went school as usuals.
all i remember is, it was raining. and i was happy.
and i talked to daddy on the way home. i went home quitee early.
tuesday
daddy went for med checkup. his eye. delilah's finger nail entered or something. he's fine now but had a few days mc till friday.
so i could stay back a bit in school.
oh yeah weather was pleasantly rainy again.
i stayed back awhile but didnt accomplish anything academically. was a bit frustrating. /=
math remedial was damn fun. love elfy.
A.T.
2 hours.
reached home 6.
read a bit.
tv therapied a hell lot.
felt pleasantly lethargic. was a bit irritated with my laziness. but all's good.
wednesday
road run. at east coast beach.
imagine this. 3 yrs in my college and i had no idea such a thing existed. apparently i always ponned it. surprised i went? hahah.
went with jun yuan. breakfast at airport.
and it was raining. heavily.
so for 2 hours the whole school hid in shelters around the beach.
and the damn event was carried out in light drizzle. funny.
we didnt run.
we walked with our bags.
yes bags.
and detoured to the jetty for photo taking.
oh isaac rocks. so interesting to talk and walk with him along the beach. he's really artistic.
k anyways guess what after that my whole class went to watch the dark knight.
which i so WANNA WATCH!
but i went home.
YES I WENT HOME -_-
to try study micro econs. cos i fucking SUCK at it. year one topic. louiza never bothered going school in year one.
so yes i'm reaping the rewards now. wtf right.
took 12. and it brought back a hell lot of memories.
didnt really manage to do a lot of micro. i diverted to my love of math.
ohkay i did a bit. of micro. but not enough. i will slap the next person that says i know stuff.
i will.
i hate the pressure ohkay. i'm not all-knowing.
say something true.
like my memory is good.
like i'm smart.
but dont say i know things.
like micro econs.
like bill gates.
like wadever.
ohkay.
dont.
phew ok sorry for that diverted rant. i just hate how people think i know specific things.
k anyways, wednesday. that happened. then dirty sexy money.
thursday
i stayed in school late. like till it closed. with my philo frens. it was fun but still stressful.
3 essays down.
i think philo was the highlight.
I TOUCHED SOMEONE'S HAND!!!
okk maybe just a shake. BUT STILL!!!!!
it felt nice.
ahahhah! elfy would now say this
PERASAN!
but nooO!! it was nice.
this is one of the things to be elaborated at lj.
anyways, yeah it was cool nice to stay in college till night. something nostalgic and mellow about it.
i had fun guys!
i died thursday night. too tired. but i wrote hell a lot of philo essays. so i spose thats a bit consolation.
i didnt watch ANTM. thats how dead i was.
friday
gate aunty is so nice.
philo was good. weijie lectured on confucianism. and it was awesome really.
stayed in college till late.
with a few others.
damn unproductive.
not cos i was slacking.
no i was trying my darnest to click and create chemistry with microecons.
i just naturally suck at it.
to the point i got so stress i broke down.
so thanks to elfy for tolerating my rants. YET AGAIN.
i was really feeling shitty.
eyecandy was around tho, but that didnt stop me from feeling shitty and stupid.
louiza gets chased. not chase.
ohkay. i died again yesterday night. surfing the net. not studying. cos i gave up on the test that i had today.
TODAY
i did the exam, or rather stoned there.
didnt write a shit.
only one stupid paragraph. for 6 essays that i suppose to do.
i only briefly touched 3.
i'm dead.
oh i blew bubble gum too.
after the test, i went to an ulu part of school, outside the LTs.
studied a bit of philo.
the college got really quiet.
i was revising confucianism. there was one character i was stuck at, so i approached some chinese guy and asked him to read it.
it was li - benefits from something.
thank you for that help.
then went home, went through the slides.
delilah-ed e whole day. and now i guess i'm here.
ANNEX
i said i'd blog about "mugging" remember?
k thing is, i hate that word.
it sounds disgusting.
like a mug.
so when people use it, i just grimace.
not that i cant tolerate, i guess that day PMS amplified things and brought down my tolerance level.
use "study"
oh look what i found.
cambridge dictionary.
mug (STUPID PERSON)
noun [C] MAINLY UK INFORMAL
a person who is stupid and easily deceived:
He's such a mug, he believes everything she tells him.
totally goes along with my instinct. ie. dumb stupid word.
i checked a lot of dictionaries. i see associations to:
but nothing that has got to do with studying.
i also want to blog about another thing.
not bitchy things.
in fact,
love.
yes.
agape and eros.
those are greek words for unconditional love and erotic lust love respectively.
just some food for important thought.
another thing to blog about, meditation.
started today.
its cos i think my brain's working too fast. i think it needs to shut down occasionally. so i'm trying to do that.
and another thing.
i have nothing against bimbos. i have something against excessively mindless people.
aka try too hard to be mindless, possibly for attention.
good news: u achieve the mindless part.
bad news: u're not hot enough to achieve the attention.
dont waste my time. i'm not a guy trying to get in ur pants, or a girl who's all about superficiality.
ok. on to my lj.
Labels: 50%, A.T., ALEXANDER VII, blood ties, brain food, Dirty $exy Money, elfie, eyecandy
title: MUSICK
date: Saturday, July 26, 2008
damn i miss music
i miss band.
A levels fucking finish!
title: this is home
date:
just finished to bathe, some crazy people are rehearsing for national day at some place near my house. very loud can hear them singing the national day songs.
ok i shan't be so bad. not crazy people. just very enthusiastic about singapore.
ok i shan't be so anti-singapore. its kinda a very gd place to live in actually.
and today during the stupid test which i didnt bother doing, (more about that later in the long awaited post...) i wrote on my paper to elfy the declaration:
i belong in america
haha.
now its stand up for singapore.
delilah's sleeping.
ok tell u what. if i can finish reading interstate tensions slides before del wakes up, i'll start writing that post.
hmmm
OH SHIT 4.30!
DISNEY CHANNEL
ok sorry i'm mad ok! hahahh but i just love wizards of waverly place.
yes i'm a small girl still. and i want to remain that way.
k just switched on the tv. lets see if i've seen this episode before. havent started yet. pheww.
title: so troubled
date:
beleaguered [formal] - troubled
Labels: brain food
title: empty E block
date:
it feels weird. the school is so empty and quiet.
at the ulu part of the lecture theatres.
title: emerson
date:
omg so hot.
ralph waldo emerson.
see cheryl.
philosophy rocks.
has hot people
Labels: eyecandy
title: William Blake - The Clod and the Pebble
date:
'Love seeketh not Itself to please,
Nor for itself hath any care,
But for another gives its ease,
And builds a Heaven in Hell's despair.'
So sung a little Clod of Clay,
Trodden with the cattle's feet,
But a Pebble of the brook
Warbled out these metres meet:
'Love seeketh only Self to please,
To bind another to Its delight,
Joys in another's loss of ease,
And builds a Hell in Heaven's despite.'
Labels: brain food, wordsmagicallyspun
title: hot?
date:
title: kong qiu
date:
k i decided i kind of like Confucianism. k maybe not like like REALLY like but i hell prefer it to Buddhism and Taoism. oh Taoism in my philo class is now known as Taosim. cos the lecturer spelt the heading wrongly. lol.
alright not gonna blog too long. i'm saving for a really good post when i get the time. so stay tuned. (:
title: stupid econs test
date:
not really gna blog cos i'm saving that for when i have the time. but i just wanted to say.
billabong guy is hot.
Labels: eyecandy
title: Nina Bari - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
date: Thursday, July 24, 2008
Nina Bari - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
Nina Bari, a female mathematician who contributed to the trigonometric series.
Labels: brain food
title: Infanticide - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
date:
Infanticide - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
cheryl! u gotta see this! hahas. it reminds me of ur ham. especially the lower chapters. go see.
Labels: cher
title: the first day of freezing
date: Wednesday, July 23, 2008
like i said, the weather's really getting colder. and right now i'm actually freezing.
no fan no aircon no open windows.
nothing.
and yet i'm freezing.
but i dont want to find anything to wear to keep warm cos i want to enjoy this "freezing".
its exciting.
but at the same time, yeah. its really really cold.
title: something in the way she moves, that looks my way and
date:
just so-called "jammed" with daddy.
hahas. i have one talented dad.
anyways, i was just randomly thinking just now and it occurred to me, shaun and i are quite similar. being both spoilt and everything, we have this pride within us that constantly causes us to pick on the itsy bitsy irritating things parents do, (especially the one that spoils us the most) and totally blow up the whole matter.
i guess we're so spoilt we even want to customize the treatment we get from the folks. its like an ego, ultra-defensive nature. and if things are not quite our way, we'd totally lose it. and feel like shit and not rest until things are settled. in our favour that is.
hahs. yeah thats the norm between daddy and i.
(:
cant help it! HAHA!
Labels: ALEXANDER VII, blood ties
title: the coming of the rain
date:
for two weeks, the weather has taken a turn for the better.
oh gosh, i love it.
it means that time of the year is creeping in.
Labels: inspiration
title: the art of relaxing with philosophy
date:
and henceforth, relaxing will be synonymous to enriching the intelligence oh so subconsciously.
Labels: inspiration
title: white coffee
date: Tuesday, July 22, 2008
i'd really love to do my history essay.
despite all the procrastinating i've been pulling off for a week plus.
yes, i'd really love to. thank you very much.
just that there's one problem.
i'm having a headache.
like since 7 plus.
yes a headache.
and actually on the contrary i should credit myself because despite the state i was in, i forced myself to go through slides of religious fundamentalism and notes on the cold war.
so for that, yes good.
i must also say another thing.
louiza is 60% near breakdown.
days are passing, my time's depleting.
PEOPLE ARE STARTING TO CHIONG.
here i am without time in my hands. but when i do have the time. i get a migraine.
so yes, i am thankful.
anywaysz. want to improve ur english?
go back to basics.
i remember in sec sch. mrs lingesh my english teacher taught us that the best way in learning how to write was to go back and read enid blyton. is the spelling correct?? cheryl help! ancient book reader.
anyways yeah thats wad she proposed. cos it teaches proper sentence structure and grammer.
back to basics.
but u noe wad i propose?
something a little bit more basic.
ok actually way way basic.
watch playhouse disney.
i swear. its teaching benefits extend far greater than sentence structure and grammer.
yeah vicente and i have been watching that channel a lot lately cos of delilah. and you know what i've come to realise? sure its irritating and lame. (credit to the quite delightful humour they have at times) BUT.
the big but.
they can build and develop points very well.
i guess its cos they need the best way to get messages across to kids so young.
seriously every step is broken down and it follows progressively. the development is awesome.
and u noe wad i think?
i think this is such an awesome way to enrich argument skills.
after all, what do babies know? dont you think the way unknowable beings are taught to be knowable is the most effective way of all?
think about it.
ciao.
Labels: 60%, brain food
title: regret seeping? nahhh
date:
k now i'm really feeling a bit loserish.
i cant do my work here in college (yes i brough chanel) even though i really want to cos my essential notes are at home.
DAMNIT.
and i already wasted SO MUCH time!
someone slap me.
ok u noe wad.
i have a list. yes i just made a list. its called the MUST DO LIST. as in must do today!~ and it will be done today. damnit. ok i'm going home now, and i'm going to start work at exactly 6. which is inclusive of late lunch.
DAMN.
Labels: A.T.
title: note to self: MUG
date: Sunday, July 20, 2008
reminder to louiza: when free, blog about "mugging".
p.s. no offence to frequent users of that term.
title: elfy's emo
date:
"I just feel like going somewhere high.
And just look down."
Labels: wordsmagicallyspun
title: ben
date:
joana's bday.
church
lunch
home
feeling down.
no time.
everyone else, its abundant.
Labels: blood ties
title: caffeine addict
date:
shit man. i am staying up to do work, but i cant seem to focus. know why?
there's no more coffee.
yup i drank the last nescafe this afternoon.
and now i'm dying for more.
its like i psychologically need caffeine so i can focus on my notes. and also, i feel like i'm getting sleepier.
i feel like going airport to grab starbucks. but then i probably will get stranded there judging from the time.
i feel like walking to some 24 hr place nearby and getting coffee. but then tt'll be so desperate, not to mention it'll take up time that i can spend doing work.
man if i do that, i'll feel like my uncle that used to walk to 7/11 at 4am cos he had the urge to smoke.
k no no i must resist.
u noe wad. screw it.
coke contains a lot of caffeine too. worse comes to the worst, i'll survive on that.
yikes.
title: and i know i'll never have all that
date: Saturday, July 19, 2008
taylor.
taylor townsend.
Labels: Newport
title: to portray is so yesterday
date:
to all essay writers out there.if u write countless essays, u'd probably have used the word "portray" like countless of times. and to those writers who have always irked at using that too-used-amateur word, but had no other choice anyways, i have news for you.bespeak [formal] - its portray. only more sophisticated. hahas. enjoy. cos portray is so yesterday.Labels: brain food
title: Flat Chested « TMZ.com Photo Gallery
date: Friday, July 18, 2008
Flat Chested « TMZ.com Photo Gallery
whoo hoo!!!!
hahahahhh! im random ohkayyy
this fashion addict was just going through this season's catalogs online. and a came across THIS!!! (ok i admit i was procrastinating to study cold war notes, but this is the first time in MONTHS that i've surfed fashion)
yes i try to avoid touching anything that drips fashion.
or any light pastel coloured novel. (aka chick flicks)
because then i'll get HOOKED.
like now! i cant get off!!!
hahahh but i will. i hope.
anyways yeah! check this out.
whoo!!! hahh.
fyi, i'm size 0.
but for calvin klein its a double 0.
i remember the sales girl in the states had to like rack the whole store for size 00. i felt very bad for making her walk to and fro. hahhs. but she was nice!
not to mention pretty.
Labels: ALEXANDER VII, inspiration
title: nirvana and the tao
date:
k i'm finally done revising a bit of the philosophy from the eastside. bleah. but hey at least thats one thing down, and also an accomplishment after my stupid week of slacking.
so gd job! haha!
now lets see whats next...
i wanna try to finish reading cold war by tonight.
yeah like that's possible.
hahs, but we'll see alright. (:
oh and i realise. i'm not a very patient person. especially when the circumstances irritate me.
so i have learnt to just be cool about everything.
and i think i'm going to take a tao approach to matters like this.
Labels: ALEXANDER VII
title: nirvana?
date:
not to be rude, about nirvana etc, but the theories of it are so damn dry and boring.
i hate eastern philosophy.
sighs.
ooh but i find sun wukong hot. remember i used to watch journey to the west when i was younger.
damn... that monkey person is cool man. hahhs okok shit i'm spose to be engaging academically. hahs. ciao.
Labels: memory
title: the math magic
date:
math is the most comforting thing to run to, no matter how down i am.
its certainty is just comforting.
Labels: inspiration
title: i want boy
date:
hahs.... u'd laugh if u saw the title of this post. unfortunately i dont tink my blog layout shows it. lol.
so its friday, another week gone. and unlike last week, DAMN I FEEL LIKE I DIDNT ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING THIS WEEK.
i can take all 5 days of the week and shove it up the ass of the word LAZY.
and i also feel i'm becoming the epitome of that very word.
ughs just kill me.
so thats it. tonight, study camp.
hahh.
yes. u noe, tonight is dancefest at college.
but i'm not going! even though i wanted to.
NO.
im going to (like i told elfy) PUNISH MYSELF.
i am going to go back to school on monday, knowing that i didnt throw away my freaking week.
UGHS THINKING ABOUT IT JUST MAKES ME WNA SLAP MYSELF.
well thankfully, i have a stupid rule i made up for myself at the start of the year. all because i saw this dumb phenomenon coming. i expected stupid rubbishy times like these.
the rule is,
dont think about the time u've wasted. just start working now. haha not bad aye.
its plastered big on the wall right in front of my desk and i must say it did help the countless times i've slacked.
BUT THIS TIME I FEEL SO DAMN FRUSTRATED THAT ITS BARELY LESS THAN A MONTH TO PRELIMS AND YET I'M TAKING WEEK-LONG HOLIDAYS.
-.-''
oh fyi, im eating digestive biscuits now and crumbs are everywhere on the marble. WHEEE...
hahaha.
kk let me clean brb.
k backk.
so ya gna punish.
cheryl comes back today. cant wait for that.!
and hmm... Yup thats all in mind i guess.
oh yeah i had KI test today. i think all that needs to be elaborated on will be at
http://louizastarr.livejournal.com/yeah its a bit pte.
;)
Labels: cher, eyecandy
title: reflections
date: Thursday, July 17, 2008
i wonder, how could i let the whole week go.
without being productive in anything at all.
and watching the oc, (sounds stupid) made me think about my past.
and if that particular something in the oc is actually true, then i think i didnt have that before and maybe that made things the way it was.
and if that particular thing is necessary for life, then i'm not quite sure if i want to live.
i'm sorry i just feel very melancholic right now.
by the way, i set up a livejournal. but i spose i'll just use it for randomity.
the capabilities arent as gd as bloggers'.
sighs. i'm sad.
Labels: ALEXANDER VII, memory
title: the oc
date:
i am damn sad.
i just watched the last episode of the oc. and i feel damn damn sad.
i feel like crying.
Labels: Newport
title: yet again
date: Wednesday, July 16, 2008
and gues wad.
didnt study again
title: sleeping paradox
date:
guess wad. i just fell asleep for one hour.
AGAIN.
omg.....
but this time i dont feel shitty....
hahahahh.
cos today i feel great.
title: pitch black, thick darkness
date:
louiza is 50% near breakdown.
cos i'm fretting on how slack i've been recently.
DAMNIT.
anyways, good news, today i feel much better.blackk wings. so i feel confident that i can accomplish more today.
and i will let u know later.
Labels: 50%, A.T., elfie, grey's anatomy
title: life in the goalposts
date: Tuesday, July 15, 2008
just like soccer, u win some, u lose some.
Labels: blood ties, inspiration
title: yeah right
date:
so guess what.
i fell aslp in the afternoon reading stupid powerpoint slides.
woke up feeling like fuck lethargic again. like yesterday.
so guess wad. clearly its not more productive than yesterday.
someone shoot me.
by the way, i'm watching tv now.
again.
Labels: 70%, sick
title: the cold war
date:
louiza is 40% near breakdown.
i just came home from college.
i shall try to make today more productive than yesterday. even though i'm in such a bad mood.
i hate what i have to study for some reason.
even though i love my subjects.
damn i want to be a lawyer.
ohkay sorry for the random post.
maybe someone can grab me out of reality for awhile.
u noe wad.
i'm gna watch tv.
Labels: 40%, memory
title: rain under the shelters
date:
louiza is still 50% near breakdown.
i need to go school, even though i find it a drag.
i need to.
i need the motivation and the push and the pressure,
i need to see that im smart.
sighs.
just got back from a walk anyways.
and i realise im still a girl no matter wad. and that im still human.
Labels: 50%, ALEXANDER VII, inspiration, summer
title: gay
date: Monday, July 14, 2008
i want a hot gay friend
i want michael urie.
Labels: eyecandy
title: i dont want to start seeing you
date:
louiza is 50% near breakdown..
sudden jump aye. i feel like shit. slept the whole afternoon.
woke up and feels like shit.
ugsh.
and i really still want to kiss someone.
i need a freaking wake up man...
bloody hell i dreamt of solving vectors.
freaking XY=OY-OX.
i was solving a damn hard question.
made me feel even more like shit.
then i wake up and realise i just had a shit dream.
brain totally didnt rest.
sighs.
Labels: 50%, sick
title: kisses
date:
suddenly i'm in the mood to french someone.
title: from yesterday to today.
date:
louiza is 20% near breakdown.
u noe why? cos i've wasted the past one hour doing nothing. aka. playing the guitar. when i should be studying. or rather blogging. yeah i planned to blog before starting studies but then the guitar distracted me.
blame vicente for buying a new guitar. srsly.
get it out of my face.
ughs.
k lets start with the blog post.
fyi, this post will have keywords of which i will elaborate in my privaterr blog. if i have the time of course
anyways wad do u think of FWBs?
hahahs... just a thought.
ok yesterday. i went to church with the parents. just me and parents.
then we went to TM. ate macs tgt.
ok from this point i think i'll just blog keywords. cant be bothered to blog anymore.
study with jun yuan
today,
hams.
stupid school guards
elfy
coffee
tp dilemma.
k thats it.
u noe wad, i'm considering shifting to livejournal. that way, i dont have to have separate blogs. i can just lock certain posts.
hmms....
Labels: 20%, ALEXANDER VII, blood ties, cher, elfie, eyecandy, memory, summer
title: barney
date: Sunday, July 13, 2008
louiza is 0% near breakdown
im here blogging, and delilah's watching barney.
yes at nearly 1am.
hahhs. playhouse disney is now the norm here at home. when del watches tv, vicente and i will be forced to watch it too.
LOL. yeah cant believe we actually subscribed it.
but some of the jokes quite funny u noe. surprisingly. hahs. its like cartoons evolved already.
oh but guess wad. there's actually hours long of elmo's world.
oh
my
god.
stupid stupid elmo.
cheryl, elmo is not classic. its irritating.
and when it comes on, it kills to keep hearing.
la la la la la la la la elmo's world!
barney on the other hand, was my childhood favourite. so im like having nostalgic feelings now. like mom like daughter aye.
hahas. they're actually singing a song that they sang last time too! only thing different kids la. so nice.
i remember i was always so sad when at the end of the episode, barney turns back into the pplush toy. like sadness.
hahhs.
so anyways lets talk about today.
i did vectors most of the afternoon, cos delilah was sleeping.
evening, aunty evie uncle robert aaron came for dinner.
and we gambled the night away.
then i went for a run.
and now im ready for a night of vectors.
okie looks like delilah's asleep.
wont you say you love me too?
Labels: 0%, blood ties, Dirty $exy Money, fallacy, memory
title: say ohkaye
date: Saturday, July 12, 2008
louiza is 5% near breakdown
i've been meaning to really blog properly for a long time, but work has been keeping me really busy. i've been meaning to really blog last night after studying, but i didnt study cos i fell asleep.
sighs. but i spose its kind of a gd thing. havent been having much rest the whole week, so i spose the recharge is good.
so family lunch today, but i dont think i'll go. i'll use the time to make up for my work.
alrights, so lets blog for awhile, then i'll start my day.
oh wait i gta check whens the last day i blogged. brb.
ok, i think i'll start from last friday
sorry if its brief, time inchoates the memory.
Fridayy-
i guess i had school. oh yeah, i had a ki test.
i went home, then i had a texting funfair with the 2 girls. and decided to meet.
so i met cheryl at tanah merah, went to vivo.
vivian graced us with her presence soonafter, whilst the prior company and i were eating carles' junior. did u know that the last time i ate CJ was in the states? a loNg time ago man.
anyways, we went to watch hancock. it was funny and nice and cool, but i hated the ending. overall i think its a good movie, but not that supperr.
then, we bought CJ again, and had a little picnic on the top villa of vivo. mind u it was like 9 plus already. so it was a little night picnic.
talked, blahblahblah.
it was really nice.
then around 11 plus i reckon, we made our way back.
Saturdayy-
elfy day. drove to sembawang library for this children's activity thing.
and last minute we HAD TO JOIN IN.
not as a facilitator mind u. as a participating kid.
so my "classmates" were kids ranging from 4 to 11.
it was a malay thing, so we all had to speak in malay.
and it was embarrassing.
my malay SUCKS!
and these babies could speak so much better! and they even laughed at my stuttering and mistakes!!!
ahhhh!!!! hahahh!! but at least i was entertainment huh?
i think one of the facilitators were cute. but he's a bit fat. k according to elfy its not fat its just muscular. but i hate muscular ppl. thats like cheryl's thing.
skinny boys!!!
yeah anyways, i think i have a thing for arab mixed malays. they're quite handsome.
yeah well, after elfy did his interview with the crew thereafter, stupid innova jc boys came in. they were spose toe interview too! but they were DAMN late!
ughs!
k i dont mean that innova jc is stupid. i just mean the boys were.
the moment they stepped in it was so obvious that they were checking me out.
then when elfy and i walked towards the lift, they can still come approach him and ask for his notes and MY NUMBER - just in case they have any questions.
then elfy jacks them and says, "she's not in malay elective lah"
then we took the lift with them, and elfy says loud loud EH PRESS B2 CAN.
those idiots can ask why
OH IM DRIVING LAH.
-_-'''
show off shit!
but srsly he jack them like so many times!
so meeann!! i can never busted ppl. its just so devious and cunning.
if anything i just say straight up, not like HURT THE FEELINGS!
but according to elfy they're mats too so they can take it.
in the car when driving they were msging him trying to get my number email wadever. and he just kept jacking them.
ahhh so mean.
apparently, one of them's a celebrity on suria.
omg disgusting lah!
then we went to bugis to eat. saw this HOT caucasian guy cycling. i wanted to pull down the windows and say hi.
but elfy turned left.
ARRTARSA!
whole day on monday i was bitching about that moment.
we ate lunch, then drove down to some dno wad place, to eat a BIG waffle!
then i went homee.
then evening, went loyang point with the boys of the family and delilah.
so funs!
then walked backk, and i cant remember anymore. hahah
sundayy-
omg its getting late! kk i'll faster blog.
church.
lunch with vicente
dno wad after...
but evening it was LOYANG with the boys again! i think.. =/
mondayy
cant rememberr!! oh i was home doing essay.
tues
consultation with ali.
and i felt like a slave driver.
hahh!!
wednesdayy-
studied in school like till 6.
i wanted to do that till late late. but my family was going out for dinner.
i resisted as long as i could.
then i jumped up and rushed home
on the way to bugis, i met benedict choo.
and seriously, i didnt know he spoke that well english.
k then again most sps guys do speak very gd english.
friday aka ytd -
school... duh....
vectors with mr koh!!!
omg so so so fun!
seriously.
he's like my math buddy.
only thing way way smarter.
ok i spose thats all for this post, i will catch u again soon.
THE 1917 BOLSHEVIK OCTOBER REVOLUTION
Labels: 5%, ALEXANDER VII, blood ties, cher, Dirty $exy Money, elfie, eyecandy, fallacy, Newport, vivian
title: although
date: Thursday, July 10, 2008
albeit [formal] - although.
classmates have actually begun to use my words.
ergo.
wow. hahah.
Labels: brain food
title: mitchfied
date: Tuesday, July 08, 2008
louiza is 5% near breakdown
i'm just reading history slides, and i noticed that i was blinking slowly.
then i remembered what mitch taught me in the states.
when u're tired, u blink slowly.
thats how he detected i was tired, the night we were together.
oh gosh now i miss him.
and yes, i realise i am a bit tired.
Labels: 5%, brain food, chrismukkah, eyecandy
title: Godel's incompletness theorem
date:
so how can something be true but unprovable?
The sentence Godel constructed said this, more or less: I am not provable. This statement, if true, is not provable. If it is provable it's false, and correct systems (systems that do not prove false statements) cannot prove false statements. Therefore, it must not be provable. But then it's saying something true, and thus it's true but unprovable. Now, I'm simplifying and being sloppy, and you need to know about the difference between mathematical statements and metamathematical statements, but in a nutshell that's the thrust of his first theorem.
whew.
Labels: brain food
title: my channel 8 soap opera
date:
but in channel 8 dramas they are hotter and less repulsive.
Labels: 8
title: ways of knowing
date: Monday, July 07, 2008
louiza is 60% near breakdown.
the statistic has fallen, particularly because i have just finished reading a whole section of philosophy. that i have to. and now its on to writing an essay. due tomorrow but i doubt it'll be done by then.
oh gosh my brain is tired. i love to read, but sometimes it just gets too intensed.
on top of the pressure, i really feel ughs.
i feel like i'm moving too slowly towards the As. damnit. i think from now on i'm not going out anymore. until the As. unless its really needed. like i'm dying or something.
otherwise, no. the only exceptions are my walks at the beach, and bacardi getaways. that last a few hours, and alone so i dont have to waste energy entertaining. unless its with a friend that doesnt need entertainment.
i feel like shit cos i havent been running. and i've been eating. ok i dont really give fucks about weight, but my body feels weird about the lack of physical work. yeah i'm exhausted from school, delilah etc. but what my body needs is training.
damn... feels like an unused car.
speaking of cars, i'm gonna get one asap.
k i havent been updating despite the ultra long weekend, cos i've been busy mostly with my philo. a lot has been happening.
friday was vivo with cher and viv
sat was elfy
sun was dad and bro
today is brain torture
that stanza doesnt say anything about emotions though, and the deeper reality.
number one on that is the retardness of people. hahas. amusing.
sometimes, i just wanna put these people in their place. but i dont have the time, and i'm also wondering why bother.
but if it actually could happen, that would have been quite cool. not to mention mean.
damn. i wanna blog more. i dont have the time. goodbye.
Labels: 60%, blood ties, cher, elfie, Newport, vivian
title: the hybrid
date:
one would think that "rarefied" is a made up louiza word.
wrong.
its actually a freaking real word!
rarefied - describes a place or situation without the normal problems of ordinary life
Labels: brain food
title: feels like i cant breathe
date:
i am 70% near breakdown
Labels: 70%
title: a quaint word
date:
quintessence [formal] - a most typical example.
Labels: brain food
title: the natural ability
date:
adept - having the natural ability at something that requires skill
eg. harry is very adept in flying. (:
Labels: brain food
title: too good to be true
date:
syrupy [formal] - like sweet talking. too good to be true
eg. syrupy words.
Labels: brain food
title: order
date:
stipulate [formal] - to state how something must be done
Labels: brain food
title: sherlock
date:
after As, i am going to read sherlock holmes.
yes i feel a bit ancient like cheryl, but i think holmes and i have a lot in common.
*hint logic.
Labels: the aftermath
title: holmes
date:
predilection [formal] - a strong liking
hapless [formal] - unlucky and unhappy
Labels: brain food
title: melayu
date: Sunday, July 06, 2008
ngaji [malay] - religious class.
mengaji - the action of religious classing. haha. attending the class.
compliments of elfy. malay culture extraodinaire.
Labels: brain food, elfie
title: the case of the bengs
date: Saturday, July 05, 2008
ok so guess what.
today is so beng-fied. ahhh! hahah.
my friend today, talked to me in a "fierce beng way" and i partially blushed.
and now another friend thats ex-gangsterish and beng (mentioned before) is talking to me. asking me to eat cos i'm hungry, but i'm lazy.
hahah.
Labels: cher, eyecandy, vivian
title: the ranting
date: Thursday, July 03, 2008
louiza is 30% near breakdown.
need to study!! test tomorrow!
anyways i just wanted to blog this down.
elfie is THE BEST.
for the past 15 mins he's been hearing me rant about my latest crush.
thank you for being the outlet i need.
KK study! i actually put my tv shows on hold to do stupid work. ughs
Labels: 30%, elfie, eyecandy
title: spoilette
date: Wednesday, July 02, 2008
mar (slightly formal) - to spoil something, making it less perfect or enjoyable.
Labels: brain food
title: martin is my erstwhile fiance
date:
erstwhile (formal english) - former
Labels: brain food
title: reason is u
date:
raison d'etre - reason for existence.
aww. haha.
Labels: brain food
title: modus
date:
modus operandi (specialised english) - a particular way of doing something
Labels: brain food
title: and they come home today
date:
louiza is 10% near breakdown.
so guess what.
its effing 9.05. and i woke up like 15 mins ago.
yes i have school.
stupid monsterrs last nite.
its a long story.
basically, after so long, suddenly i had this urge to listen to meg and dia. (u should listen to tegan and sara if u like this duo)
anyways.
then monster gave me this urge to cover the song. (but i left both my bands already. ughs.)
so then when u have the house to urself(aka minus parents) u scream the stupid song at 1am plus. and end up sleeping around 2.
argh!
luckily today not that important lessons in school. too lazy to take mc. /=
kay i should go bathe now, have a quick breakfast, then i can start studying.
i have a damn test tomorrow.
Labels: 10%, stereoed
