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so in the end, i didn't go clubbing. instead, i stayed home to draw. (: and chat with my girls online. who were of course the first to see my drawings.

and actually, i'm pretty lazy to upload them. but i'm kinda bored waiting for daddy to come home with the potato chips i asked for. so, here you go.



0ne day when i get color pencils and the time, i'll color them in.

alright! dad's home! chips and tv time.

Labels: 13 o'clock, cher, drawing, the girls, through lens, vivian

gosh. stayed up all night talking to the twin.

and he’s so nice to accommodate me. most of the conversation was of how crazily cute i find skaterboy.

and really, despite being my ex and an OLD GOOD FRIEND of skaterboy, the twin was so nice to actually entertain my nonsense.

well. 8am now. dying.

 

“whatever’s not cute bores you.” – vivian.

sad fact but true.

i think that girl knows me too well.

Labels: 13 o'clock, boys, eyecandy, fallacy, vivian

Dear all,

it’s that time of the year again – my birthday is approaching. and i just want to put something out on the table.

I DONT LIKE SURPRISES.

yup. i don’t really know why. but i’ve always been like that.

i guess i’m just the kind of person that needs to be in the know of everything.

celebrate, fine.

i like to plan things with friends.

but i DONT LIKE SURPRISES.

unless its from family, or boyfriend (even then i sometimes get irritated at him).

i know surprises are all with good intentions, and yes, i do love surprising others.

but i’m not the kind that likes to be surprised.

so thanks, but no thanks.

NO SURPRISES.

i like to know everything that’s happening around me.

love y’all!

(:

I am, yours sincerely,

Louiza

p.s. vivian i need to talk to you.

p.p.s. vivian i want to make cupcakes with you soon.

Labels: ALEXANDER VII, Happy Birthday, vivian

omg omg omg! time is 7.15pm. kuga’s working, i’m writing my essay here at home. and he just called me for like 5 seconds!! sneak-called me that is. he’s made reservations at the fullerton chocolate buffet for saturday!! i’ve so wanted to go for like ever!

my weekend’s gonna be so great. and of course!! i’m meeting vivian and cheryl. what could be better.

Labels: cher, kuga starr, the girls, vivian

i had an awesome day today.

honestly everything went so great, i can't really find an imperfection in anything.

anyway, time now is 4.25am so i'm going to make this quick.

i gotta try to sleep asap cos tomorrow there's a lunch party at aunty evie's place.

looks like i can't watch ice age 2 today.

i watched ice age last night. (:

for kuga of course. cos he wants me to bring him to ice age 3. and i want to know everything about the series first before i watch it.

if not for kuga, i wouldnt even have anything to do with the series. since the first movie, it never managed to even get a silver of my attention. and now i'm so enthusiastically rushing to watch it.

-_-

the things love does to you.

but i must say, i'm pretty impressed. it wasn't too bad. in fact, i think i actually like it. which is so contrary to what i was predicting. A BORING MOVIE. like chicken little. which i must say i give 2/5.

so for ice age, i give it 5/5.

and i'm officially in love with diego. he's so cool and fierce.

and his fangs are like wow.

so i was like all gushing over diego last night, feeling sad that he didn't exist. then i realized, I HAVE MY OWN LION!

then i felt much better. haha.

 

anyway, back to today's story, i went to church with parents.

then, trained to orchard where i was supposed to meet thanaskodi and kuga for their break.

i was early, so i decided to shop at borders.

after meeting up, we ate and mac donalds...

then kuga and i left thana there. we went for our alone time.

(:

 

was raining really heavily so subsequently, we were virtually trapped in wisma/ngee ann. for like more than an hour.

couldnt go anywhere else without risking the downpour. i wanted to go to paragon. but there was just no way. it was raining like mad.

 

nevertheless, i was not bored for a second. being stuck with kuga is fun. he bought me a cranberry bun! hehe. and for some reason, we kept browsing aldo outlets.

i think it's a sign. haha.

 

finally, i got sick of wisma. the downpour had succumbed to rain. (yes still raining)

we had one hour to go before kuga had to get back to work.

thats when i gave up.

screw this, i'm going to walk in the rain. out of here.

 

so we walked out, with no destination in mind.

laughing and playing as we walked. (me shielding myself with a stupid small plastic bag. that of the cranberry bun)

tumblr

 

then halfway still in the rain, kuga wanted ice cream, and i felt the comforting urge for a long black. so i brought him to my usual tcc haunt, and ordered him a double scoop of chocolate ice cream with whipped cream. he was soo cute eating ice cream like that. haha.

 

finally, he had to get back. (it was still raining.) i went back to tanglin too. cos i wanted to get some stuff from my locker.

soo, after kissing him goodbye outside the locker rooms and then parting ways, i took my shoe bag from my locker, and made my way to the gates of tanglin.

 

i was about to cross the gates, when i noticed a familiar shape sitting at the far end of the yard. where people usually hung out during their breaks.

i walked over to investigate and was so damn happy when my beliefs were confirmed. that it was thana!

 

so i talked to him, then ashraf came, talked to him too. then thanaskodi got really jealous about that and actually went one corner to sulk. so cute.

then i left soon after cos someone i didnt want to see came.

 

then, i realized i lost my ipod.

it had been in my front pocket of my jeans the whole day. and i reckon it fell out as kuga and i were walking around town.

with orchard being so crowded on sundays, i knew i would have no chance of finding it even if i tried. i wouldn't even know where to start looking.

so with a sense of retirement, i accepted that fate, and just made my way to the station. was feeling rather useless. sick of losing valuables.

surprisingly though, i didn't really feel damn depressed. i was just exhausted from the occurrence of yet another loss. but i wasn't like sad sad.

 

and then, i realized why.

i had too good of a day to be really sad over this.

and then i realized another thing.

the last time i lost my mp3, i too had a damn nice day. which couldn't allow me to feel a tad sad over the loss. refer to the post on 24th may last year.

 

so i guess, it was a good time to lose a valuable. when i'm happy.

it would have sucked a hell lot more if i lost it on a retarded day in which everything was going wrong.

so i guess, i was marginally lucky.

 

things got a lot lighter in the train on the way home, when thanaskodi called me and started complaining that he didn't like how i kept talking to ashraf. hahaa. that boy. he made me laugh so hard, it was literally impossible to feel anything negative.

 

at home, had dinner with mummy, vicente and delilah.

after delilah had had her bath, we coloured together in her new colouring book. (: funnn

 

then she slept, at like 1 am.

then thanaskodi called, and made me happy some more!

fyi, he had compliments today from customers. really proud of him.

 

he made me happy, and actually said my hair was nice today. very pretty. (:

 

then, i finished up reading One Fifth Avenue. i give it 5/5

 

and now, i'm going to wash my face, and finally sleep.

good night world.

Labels: 13 o'clock, Angela Ferilli, blood ties, cher, daddy, eyecandy, God, kuga starr, LA, london, new york, Newport, No Reservations, nostalgia, phone dates, The New York Times, vivian, wordsmagicallyspun

i haven't slept. since 10 am yesterday morning.

that means, i've officially been awake for 36 hours. and counting.

but surprisingly, today, i'm not having one of those headaches i usually get whenever i don't sleep.

amazing.

maybe cos i've been too active and busy to let the fatigue sink in.

or maybe it's just cos kuga's in my life.

i pretty much stayed home all day yesterday. with family... ate... biscuits... did a bit of housework... set myself up a tumblr. only cause vivian's look so pretty. it's so not popular in singapore.

nevertheless, THANK YOU VIVIAN for quelling my stupidity. i know i kept whining over and over again about how i'm so damn confused and totally dont understand anything.

THANK YOU.

so anyone who's curious, you can check me out at www.frenchkisses.tumblr.com

where i try to be as creative as vivian.

hopefully i'm diligent enough.

oh guess what! i've linked the rss feed of my twitter to my tumblr. so now my tweets also get shown on my tumblr. just in case i'm too stupid to make my tumblr look nice, at least there's something there.

SEE VIVIAN. I MERGED MY BELOVED TWITTER WITH TUMBLR. hehee. but my twitter still remains though. at http://twitter.com/louizastarr i'm still there. tweeting about the air i breathe.

yes i know i'm lame.

but also obsessed with perfection.. and "taking down things"

apart from displays of creativity, i'm also using my tumblr as like a place to note the status of my relationship. i like to go back and observe the changes. good or bad.

are you starting to get the whole "taking down things" obsession now? haha.

don't say i didnt warn you.

anyhows.

in the evening, delilah daddy and i went to white sands to get some food. got like SO MUCH of kfc.

at night, i met kuga at 12 plus.

brought him to watch TRANSFORMERS!

but he fell asleep like during the last hour. (stubborn boy that didnt want to listen to me. i told you that you'll be to too tired to meet after work)

never mind. that didn't stop that silly boy from proclaiming at work that MY GIRLFRIEND BROUGHT ME TO SEE TRANSFORMERS LAST NIGHT!!!!

i give that movie 5/5.

then we walked home... i came home at like 7.

didn't really sleep because at 9 i had to make my way to tpjc to collect my A level cert... to pass to Broward College.

yup! i'm an undergraduate there now.

went to college to give the cert... then walked so much around cbd doing american banking. the weather was effing hot. i was shiny in sweat. and i was wearing a tube.

okay maybe the jeans didnt help.

and the fact that the whole get up was black.

ANYWAY, at 2, i made my way to tanglin to see baby!! by the way, i dont work there anymore. since sunday.

brought him out to lunch.

macs. as usual.

had fun amusing him with my personal notebook and my academic stuff.

and and and we had a really really funny conversation. i think i'll use tumblr to post it.

so go check it out kay!!! at www.frenchkisses.tumblr.com

:D

baby started work at 4 again. so he walked me to the station... where we spent the last 15 minutes just standing at the corner and talking like we always do.

and baby kept amusing me with his fierce face. making me giggle and go all shy and everything.

then he had to go. but he made me walk at the side where he could see my through the glass panel. haha. sweetness you.

then i went to college to sign a couple of documents.

THEN, my day got better.

vivian and i started a text marathon.

and she made me smile throughout the journey back to pasir ris. despite how my feet were hurting and my hair so messy and i felt so dirrty after the long long afternoon.

where the next shocker happened.

i passed the new coffee club where they were apparently hiring.

feeling all tired, i just randomly walked in.

and 10 minutes later, i'm an employee.

yes i'm shocked too.

i start on the 6th. cheer for me yeah!

i know baby is cheering for me. (: thanks for the support.

then i went home. like finally.

and had like hours of talk with daddy. (:

ate, play and now i'm here.

OKAY OFF TO DO THAT CONVERSATION.

go see! (:

Labels: blood ties, cher, coffeeclub, daddy, Dirty $exy Money, eyecandy, Knights Ridge, kuga starr, No Reservations, the girls, this chapter is called..., vivian

just realized i left my ipod on pause for like hours.

Labels: vivian

my perfect little gentleman.

i'll blog about today tomorrow. it's 5.30am already at the moment. think i had better get some shut eye. but first, of course i'll write starr a letter.

he deserves it, after being so awesome today.

but before i forget...

(louiza had asked for a straw at lunch today from the waiter. after a few minutes, it became apparent that he had forgotten about my request...)

kuga : i think if i walk over there, it'll be faster...

louiza : never mind! maybe he just forgot.. it happens. he's very nice.

kuga : he's nice? how can you forget the order of a beautiful girl?

giggle giggle giggle.



you'll only understand a book after reading it.

Labels: cher, kuga starr, the girls, through lens, vivian, wordsmagicallyspun

i've been busy the past few days, and too exhausted to blog down the happenings. but really, i have to. lest i forget. and i really don't want to. past few days have been awesome, not a surprising occurrence of life lately. simply cos life's been great for me.

and i'm very thankful for that.

anyhow, let's recall.

friday

i went to work, was quite an exceptionally challenging day. nevertheless, i escaped unscathed.

after work, went to the airport with vicente and delilah.

went to visit daddy... and later mummy...

we all went home together.

then at night, i couldnt sleep. i had a lot on my mind, and also credits are due the coffee i had at the airport.

usually coffee doesnt keep me up, unless i want to stay up. yeah i have mastered psychological power over coffee. but i guess i was just thinking too much and inevitably, my body kept me up. thanks to my preoccupied mind.

so i gave up at around 3am, and decided to watch some tv.

after several shows, i was still wide awake.

then JAVE called! super sweet of him, to accompany me.

and as usual, talking with him is superbly fun.

talked about work and everything. but then i'm sad. cos he just quit. like on thursday. ):

we will miss you.

(saturday)

he talked to me till 5 plus. nearly 6.

THEN! couga called!

and surprised me outside my door with a gigantic bear! (may take picture soon)

i went out, and, surprise number two!

downstairs was thana!!!

bestest friend at the deli!

i felt so so happy!

couga brought him cos he knew that me seeing thana would cheer me up. how selfless right.

we talked till like 7 plus. then thana left cos he starts work at 10.

couga brought me to eat breakfast.

then i went home, he waited for me to get ready, then brought me to work!

and i worked with thana!!!

awesome awesome. damn damn fun. time literally flies when i work with him. work was much better than the previous day.

but today i had to clean out the wine shelves. i feel like i inhaled a hell lot of dust.

but it was okay. i got to read red wine bottle labels. (i not impartially hastily wiped the white wine bottles. i have some prejudice against them.)

my hands were so so dusty and i worked on the task for hours. dying hungry. but i was glad that thana was around. he took care of me.

he made for me bite-size sandwiches and fed them to me. (:

after work, i went home.

then daddy and i went to church.

at hai sing.

haha how funny.

both of us fell asleep.

vicente joined us MUCH later.

then after mass we walked to ntuc downtown east. bought stuff, then vi and i went central for awhile while daddy went home first.

evening, had a dinner party.

daddy's friends came.

watched soccer...

the night was good.

and the days were better. (:

and now, i'm off today, AND tomorrow.

and i'm hoping to see my girls on tuesday. is everyone free?

Labels: 13 o'clock, Aliens Exist, Angela Ferilli, blood ties, boys, cher, daddy, Dirty $exy Money, eyecandy, futball, God, grey's anatomy, Knights Ridge, No Reservations, the girls, vivian

time check, 5am. nothing less than i expected, today was awesome. i have pictures, but i can't seem to find my cable to connect my cam to my laptop. i think that's a sign that i should really get down to university applications. since i've gotten the results, i haven't started making choices. it's been more than a week. i ought to get started, which is why i took at off for tomorrow (technically today). i'll stay in my room the whole day and weigh my choices.

bearing the plausible sign in mind, i will not blog so elaborately.

today, went church at 6.45am... went to get my long black and a yoghurt drink at N2... came home... got ready for work, and then left.

worked till 3 plus. the lion cub is confusing. (lj)

rained... so i took a cab to dhoby gaut... had a nice chat with the taxi driver. whole of orchard was jammed. took like 5 mins just to cross one traffic. he was really nice though.

did errands, raced to vivo.

met girls.

ate, walked.

hours at starbucks.

trained to orchard.

picked hadyy.

had cookies (:

went home. (1am)

bathed... blah...

3am: watched Sweeney Todd with Jave. fun fun!

and now, i'm here. but i ought to sleep soon.

Labels: Aliens Exist, cher, eyecandy, God, grey's anatomy, Knights Ridge, LA, new york, Newport, No Reservations, teenagers, vivian

just casually having a long black from Mc Cafe' now. conclusion, it sucks. not strong enough for me. but i had to get my caffeine shots and it was the only option for me on the way home from church.

i went for 6.45am mass, and now i'll have to get ready for work soon.

an adventure awaits, i see vi and cher later. (: been so busy with work and delilah, we haven't met in ages! so that's something to look forward to.

still enjoying the morning chills. hopefully wont get hot later? =/

anyways, yesterday i watched stardust again. on hbo. when it came out, i was in the states. that's where i first watched it. i didnt want to actually. i didnt think it would be nice. but cheryl was gushing on and on about how great it was and how many times she watched it and about tristan yadahyadah. so i decided to give it a shot. well, and also there was nothing else nicer to watch. haha.

but i didnt regret my choice. it was AWESOME. superbly awesome. i give it like 10/10.

so watching it yesterday made me feel all american all over again. hey wait a min, i'm actually kinda american anyways. haha.

but still, it's a nice feeling and i cant wait to get back. hopefully this year? but daddy wants to go BORING sydney to see his friends. yes sydney is boring... but i guess the friends part is nice. oh wells anything for daddy.

okay! long black's done, and i'm running late, i'll catch you later. ciao!

Love,Louiza.

Labels: blood ties, cher, daddy, God, Knights Ridge, LA, new york, Newport, No Reservations, the girls, this chapter is called..., vivian

it's been raining a lot recently and i'm not complaining. though i think the security post at work now hates me. cos i keep stealing their umbrellas!! hahaha. not that i dont want to bring my own. just that i havent had an off day since it started raining to really sort out my umbrella issues.

however, i do resolve to get a small foldable one that i can leave in my bag at all times.

yes. I PROMISE!!!

i'm feeling great today. awesome actually. it's 7.15pm, and i'm here massaging my feet. del just fell asleep. way earlier today. i think cos she's been super hyper the whole day. i think she's tired. haha.

well that's good for me then i guess. i can read my news, and do my own stuff, and hopefully sleep early today. last night, i slept at 5am. i'm not hating it though. haha. i had a blast chatting with vi. though i feel really guilty. cos she was preparing for an exam (which was this morning). sorry!!!

but guess what. seems like it went well for that smart girl of mine. and now, we're chatting yet again! HAHA.

i miss cheryl.

oh speaking of cheryl, her birthday falls on NUS open house.

and thats not the only thing.

it falls on NTU open house too.

like wth???? why are NUS and NTU having open house on the same days??? it's like obvious competition. this reminds me of tpjc's open house 2006. same day as meridian. no bets for which school ended up the deserted one.

but yeah. NUS and NTU? what happened to collaboration and not competition in this time of need where investment in singapore's only natural resource - human capital- is most vital?? shouldn't we be playing on each other's strengths like one MP suggested weeks back in parliament instead of like clashing? i dont know. that's just my opinion.

speaking of universities, there are a hell lot of rumours going around that results come out next week. but really, i'm not letting it get to me. like i said, i'm not going to waste psychological effort worrying over something i cant do anything about. so we'll just take it as it goes. for now, i'm loving work.

and, speaking of work, work today was awesomely fun as usual! eloisa, raja and i kept talking about gays etc. then i got to see the REAL SOUS CHEF a couple of times, so that was a real happy booster. and thana came to work today! thats funnest! he's the most sweetest nicest cook at my outlet. he helps me serve customers and make coffee even though he's just supposed to stay at the kitchen side. still remember that picnic we had that night i was left IN CHARGE. (proudly!) hehe.

he's the louiza-proclaimed sous chef of our outlet. and eloisa is the self-proclaimed EXECUTIVE chef of our outlet. only cos she always bullies the sous chef.

sous sous sous. u know, i always wanted to meet one. i always watch movies and shows where the sous chefs are so important and blahblah... and now, i finally get to meet one often! hahahaa. the REAL SOUS CHEF. in charge of pastry. yes vivian your HONG KONG person.

actually, i didnt even know he's a sous chef despite seeing him so many times. one day i just remembered my movies and asked raja, "here where are the sous chefs ah?" then he was like "THERE! he's a sous chef"

then i was like wahhhhh..... finally i KNOW one. hahaha.

ah wells. so yes. work is fun and nice. i'm loving work, and i'm not giving hoots about A results.

okayy! gonna read the news now! (:

Labels: blood ties, boys, cher, eyecandy, grey's anatomy, louiza speaks, No Reservations, the girls, vivian

trying day for everyone at home.

i just hope i dont get any more frustrated.

i think the educated think differently. then there's the conflict between reason and pure convention. (thinks of msquek)

i admire those that independently go forward with reason despite facing opposition from the close conventional. a part of me wants to be like that. by yourself, and along with the sensible support of fellow intelligentsia, you know you're right. but a bigger part does not want to be that way, even though refusing only welcomes great frustration.

and what's holding me from escaping into reason is the fear of exclusion from something i hold dearest. the ties that bind, that are more valuable than any certainty and calm that reason will offer my mind.

i dont think i can be that cold to ignore the clutching ties.

but i still admire. cos when frustration heightens, that seems like the most superior solution. but the most independent.

hence i admire dumbledore and msquek.

caught in between two schools, two ideologies, i am constantly trying to reconcile the two vastly different realms.

in detail, that mainly consists of me struggling to enlighten the conventional to reason. but convention by nature is hard to persuade. and hence, it is emotionally frustrating for me.

many a time, i just want to conclude that they don't see like i do. anyway, the mechanism of logic fully convinces me i'm not wrong. but it's more complicated than that, cos firstly, there's emotions involved. people get hurt. and yes, i may think better. but, i will never want to live without convention. because, convention is loyal.

and i treasure them. that is why i don't give up. the persuasion, i do cos it's in my nature to be rational. i cannot live in ignorance of logic. i dont see why anyone should. i crave that the people i care about understand like i do.

i crave to be understood.

should convention change?  i want to say yes. but then, logic unexpectedly stops my conscious as well. why.. cos, maybe i'm not wise. i've learnt that wisdom is not logic. and, maybe convention is wiser. and maybe thats what counts?

i hope to be wise one day. i guess that comes with time. when i acquire that, i'll have both logic and wisdom. i wonder if they're compatible. instinct tells me no. but then again, something can be "logically wise"....

till then, i am who i am. learning where i walk. reason may be the path i'm taking right now. but i'm not going to lose anything valuable to it. even if that means i go through frustration.

 

 

 

okay. those are my thoughts. and now i think of vivian. about how "every visit to louiza's blog is to figure out what she's trying to say today".

i just had to get all of that out.

guess now i'll just go do something to make myself feel a bit better.

oh and, on a lighter note, i'm pretty touched by the number of concerned responses i got to my msn personal message yesterday - "you really broke my heart,"

just to be clear, no one broke my heart. (:

at least not recently that is.

that phrase is from Coldplay's The Hardest Part and it really hit me yesterday cos it's actually quite meaningful and relevant to my thoughts of late.

like how i'm all relationship phobia cos of him. and then i went to his school yesterday. and how, yet he treated me best.

amazing how someone's prints can last even after they're long gone from meaning.

then that song came into my head and it just amazed me how relevant it was to my mind.

nothing more.

 

so yes, sorry for worrying everyone. i'm totally fine.

but future bf, BEWARE.

many people will smash you if you break my <3

 

no pressure. haha.

Labels: ALEXANDER VII, blood ties, daddy, fallacy, hogwarts, JKR, jujubee, memory, muse, the boy, vivian

I iDay

today, is iDay.

i own iGang.

vi is iLeader.

other iProducts that i can recall....

iEmerge

iStalk (a big hit)

iBag

II iStpats

st patrick's is officially my favourite school, even if i dont get to teach there.

it's just amazing. historically, and boyishly.

it's a fun school, and thanks again russell for the tour i never had.

III iBoy

finding another you.

you really broke my heart.

but, it was the best i ever had. and for that, the bar is higher than everr. and i feel stupid. i feel bad. i make others feel bad. i dont quite like it, but neither do i wna settle for anything less.

i'm relationshiply traumatized. cos of u.

but u were so good to me.

so i'm thinking, since it sucked in the end, it's definitely not the best out there. so there's definitely better than that.

better than u.

but u treated me so nice. without asking. and now i feel like a demanding freak. asking. for the first time in my life. actually asking.

ah wells. whats the hurry....

and fights... i dont like them.

i dont think i'm budging... till someone daringly paints me the portrait of perfection.

 

i am iConfused.

(WTF I JUST RECEIVED AN EMAIL FROM APPLE. -_-...)

i want to talk to iRudy for awhile.

oh and, Rudy makes me confused. he's like the first person to seriously provoke me in that area that i havent thought of for more than a year.

and i am iScared.

i will iShutup now. 

Labels: ALEXANDER VII, boys, eyecandy, fallacy, grey's anatomy, jujubee, memory, the boy, vivian

dear vivian and cheryl,

i have a proposal. i was thinking of regular conference calls. like say once a week? to update each other on our lives, catch up, etc? what do you say?

okay anyway, readers, sorry for not blogging of late. i've been rather busy... taking care of delilah, helping parents put up xmas decorations. (mom's obsession of creating an orchard road... ) and i've spent more time with daddy these days. which is nice.

i've also started taking some serious pictures. like photography kind? haha. i'm noob, but yeah i'm working on it. maybe i'll post some pictures up? but in the mean time, you guys can check my facebook album.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=70852&l=e22e0&id=535818199

i really want to know what mr qashrul thinks.... (shout out!)

and i've been reading more... harry potter. (: seriously i wanna marry sirius black and severus snape. either one. i am deeply in love with them.

sad. they BOTH died.

SAD.

sad.

or firstly dont even exist. please give me a guy like that. pretty please.

okay enough of my rants, thank you everyone for still checking out my blog. and i'm referring to both local and foreign readers. stats have not fallen.  muuuuacckshx!

but i notice i have no readers from the UK.

oh did u know, i have this weakness for the male british accent. SERIOUSLY. since dec last year when i encountered HARRY POTTER abroad the cruise i went in the US. (for more info, refer to DEC 07) it was wicked.

and this fetish has erupted of late... especially for the cockney accent.

*louiza dies

i already told daddy i plan on going solo to london next year. hopefully i get to do just that! (:

i've made it a pact to read the newspapers everyday even though As are over. okay random fact.

and when i go to london, i'm gonna grab a brit boy and ask him to speak and speak and speak. and i'll just listen and drool. or maybe i can ask someone over the internet to call me. omg! rad idea!

aston merrygold, the one person i wanna meet, HE'S BRIT. and rowan atkinson, i've been watching him a lot of late. i think he was really hot when he was younger. now he can be hot too, if he isnt on set for his mr.bean character.

okay louiza is RANTING. and louiza hates americans who pretend to have british accents. but louiza's still gonna talk in her american accent when she wants to. (:

but i dont see myself fit to speak brit! hahahaha. its too majestic. hahaha okay sorry for the rant.

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who ever said fairytales had no ups and downs? there just wasn't enough paper to go around to write down every detail.

vivian.

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woke up early, with little sleep, so i'll just blog here, then at lj, then i think i'll head to bed. if i cant sleep that fast, maybe i'll read harry potter awhile.

i just wanted to thank vivian. for hearing me out today. i really felt dreadful like it was all something wrong with me.

the great expectations.

alright, bye world.

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remember i had to go to MOE on friday? well without sleep after clubbing, i went looking like this. i think i look ghastly. like some marilyn manson.
okay Bye!

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sorry for the late reaction, those that added me on lj can now read.

i accepted and opened the post. (:

u wont regret it.

i came home late.

had an awesome day with the gfs. but a late one.

i woke late, like at 4pm plus. when the plan was actually for us to leave for vivo at FOUR! so i was pretty rushed and screwed.

so we went vivo, ate. walked. talked. blah.

then went club with cheryl with her uni friends.

they are super fierce. loving sharmaine.

sorry i'm not elaborating much. its like effing 4.30 and i suppose to be at MOE HQ at 9am. they want my opinion on the history syllabus.

suppose to meet dishon at my place at 7am. dno how the hell i'm gonna wake. think i wont sleep much.

i came home at like 3 plus, and been chatting with steph love from ki.

she's super sweet. srsly.

okay no pix cos i woke late today and had no time to charge my stupid camera. (okay sorry u're not stupid) so i'll have to get pix from my gfs and NTU people. CHERYL!!! I LOVE U!!!

okay, i'm high. not drunk, i dont get drunk easily. but just high. (:

and what do u know, i have a personal cab driver. he gave me his number. said anything call him and he'll come fetch me. HOW COOL IS THAT????

kay i'll elaborate tomorrow if i remember. ciaao!~

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too tired to do a proper post, so i'll let pix speak for themselves.

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