title: another round of applause
date: Saturday, October 31, 2009
why do guys like to ruin it by saying they like me?
why do i suddenly feel exhausted the moment you go off to sleep?
why do i still miss you?
Labels: boys, eyecandy
title: dont waste no precious time
date: Friday, October 23, 2009
i decided today not to be sad, sooooo i had a great time even though i thought i wasn’t going to.
long day at school
yay yay yay.
Labels: boys, eyecandy, WestBev
title: Recess for my brain
date: Thursday, October 22, 2009
Thinking about you 98% of the time for nearly two weeks is bringing my mood down, and exhausting me emotionally. It handicaps me, i'm unable to do anything else properly. Everything i do is affected. This is why i didn't want to be in a relationship. So now, i'm gonna think logically. (hey i'm actually in logic class now) you cant really do much till you come back anyways. Which is like in almost a week. So why should i suffer till then? After all, this wasn't caused by my mistake. Why should my family, studies and happiness wait for you? I don't even know if i'm as important to you as how important i've always treated you. So i'm gonna pause this problem. I'm gonna not think about the problem, and not much about you either. Things are different now.
title: why do i bother.
date: Wednesday, October 21, 2009
just carry on playing that "not-bothered" attitude of yours. the more you show that side of you, the more i get frustrated; the more i realize how it's not worth hanging on to that thread you got tied around my neck. i might as well just snap it.
title: hello old friend,
date: Friday, October 16, 2009
hello sadness.
remember me?
it’s been so long since we last met like this.
and i cherish the times you were not around.
i have to admit, i forgot the immensity of your power.
i forgot how you could just overwhelm my being, no matter how hard i try to ignore and push you away.
your cold heavy iron fingers have the ability to creep into my chest and pull every part of my body towards it, weighing me down, stopping me from doing anything else, and forcing me to just curl up in defeat shivering from your cold.
and the more i tried to pull away, the stronger your grip got on me. till it becomes hard to breathe. till all i can manage are short painful breathes.
i forgot it all. for 24 turns of the calendar, you have spared me.
but no worries, you have given me a strong reminder.
your presence so firm, that now i forget the happiness i felt after you left, the strength i had.
now i’m weak in your mercy, and yes i’m fighting.
but of course, you’re unforgiving. the more i fight the more you tug.
so lets make a deal, for old times’ sake.
i’m not gonna fight you, i’m not gonna resist. i’m not gonna avoid, or pretend you don’t exist.
no, you’re too smart for that.
i’m just going to accept you, like a long lost friend.
and i am going to live with you as i go about my life.
i have no energy to force you away, or sustain the increase of pain that you respond with.
so lets leave it on this level, let’s be companions in silence.
i’ll be patient, i’ll breathe easy.
i’ll wait till you get bored of me and till you go away.
sadness, oh sadness. welcome to my life.
i hope you enjoy your stay.
Labels: 80%, JKR, wordsmagicallyspun
title: end of drama
date: Wednesday, October 14, 2009
enough of this stupid drama.
title: closer.
date: Monday, October 12, 2009
hanging on the edge of happiness, looking over onto chaos.
title: Rad
date: Thursday, October 08, 2009
Oh my gosh i'm super excited. I was in the train and i got hit by a revolutionary idea. For our date night on saturday i dont want the chocolate buffet anymore. Instead, i had cooler plans. Then on cue, baby called me from work and i told him about my fab plans. And yeah he was surprised at me not wanting the buffet, but as usual it's whatever louiza wants! Yes! It's gonna be huge. So excited i'm blogging now. Not Even home yet. :)
Labels: kuga starr
title: lets excel in excel
date:
i’m working on excel for the first time in my life. i feel stupid.
Labels: this chapter is called...
title: louiza trivia
date: Wednesday, October 07, 2009
go to google.com
type out, “louiza”
you will find that the first suggested search is “louiza tpjc”
lol. is that how so many people read my blog?
holla!
Labels: ALEXANDER VII
title: chocolate!!!!!
date: Tuesday, October 06, 2009
omg omg omg! time is 7.15pm. kuga’s working, i’m writing my essay here at home. and he just called me for like 5 seconds!! sneak-called me that is. he’s made reservations at the fullerton chocolate buffet for saturday!! i’ve so wanted to go for like ever!
my weekend’s gonna be so great. and of course!! i’m meeting vivian and cheryl. what could be better.
Labels: cher, kuga starr, the girls, vivian
title: Galway girl
date: Monday, October 05, 2009
Why's my boyfriend so nice to me? I so dont deserve it.
Labels: kuga starr, the boy
title: Our world.
date: Sunday, October 04, 2009
Just talked to thanaskodi after so long. I really miss him. In fact i miss the whole club now. Feeling so nostalgic. I hate feeling like this. It's so bittersweet. Sweet nostalgia with the bitterness of not being able to go back..
Labels: boys, eyecandy, kuga starr, No Reservations, nostalgia
title: I want my boyfriend.
date:
I miss my boyfriend. :( studies really takes up a lot of my time.
Labels: eyecandy, kuga starr
title: you and me forever, you and me right now.
date: Friday, October 02, 2009
LOVE THIS.
i feel so free from work. seriously since killer thursday’s over. and the weekend’s here. and i’m loving the weather. its like on the brink of raining but it’s not. like really dark and cool and windy. love it.
and later i’m going to the bbq. and i hope to spend more time with my baby.
i love this.
Labels: kuga starr
title: fly with me.
date:
headache.
killer thursday has ended.
and baby made it much nicer by bringing me out for a while after his work.
i have a headache.
i haven’t seen him in a week. can u believe it?! ONE WEEK!!!!
today i tasted heaven once again.
Labels: 13 o'clock, Knights Ridge, kuga starr, WestBev
