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so in the end, i didn't go clubbing. instead, i stayed home to draw. (: and chat with my girls online. who were of course the first to see my drawings.

and actually, i'm pretty lazy to upload them. but i'm kinda bored waiting for daddy to come home with the potato chips i asked for. so, here you go.



0ne day when i get color pencils and the time, i'll color them in.

alright! dad's home! chips and tv time.

Labels: 13 o'clock, cher, drawing, the girls, through lens, vivian

omg omg omg! time is 7.15pm. kuga’s working, i’m writing my essay here at home. and he just called me for like 5 seconds!! sneak-called me that is. he’s made reservations at the fullerton chocolate buffet for saturday!! i’ve so wanted to go for like ever!

my weekend’s gonna be so great. and of course!! i’m meeting vivian and cheryl. what could be better.

Labels: cher, kuga starr, the girls, vivian

i haven't slept. since 10 am yesterday morning.

that means, i've officially been awake for 36 hours. and counting.

but surprisingly, today, i'm not having one of those headaches i usually get whenever i don't sleep.

amazing.

maybe cos i've been too active and busy to let the fatigue sink in.

or maybe it's just cos kuga's in my life.

i pretty much stayed home all day yesterday. with family... ate... biscuits... did a bit of housework... set myself up a tumblr. only cause vivian's look so pretty. it's so not popular in singapore.

nevertheless, THANK YOU VIVIAN for quelling my stupidity. i know i kept whining over and over again about how i'm so damn confused and totally dont understand anything.

THANK YOU.

so anyone who's curious, you can check me out at www.frenchkisses.tumblr.com

where i try to be as creative as vivian.

hopefully i'm diligent enough.

oh guess what! i've linked the rss feed of my twitter to my tumblr. so now my tweets also get shown on my tumblr. just in case i'm too stupid to make my tumblr look nice, at least there's something there.

SEE VIVIAN. I MERGED MY BELOVED TWITTER WITH TUMBLR. hehee. but my twitter still remains though. at http://twitter.com/louizastarr i'm still there. tweeting about the air i breathe.

yes i know i'm lame.

but also obsessed with perfection.. and "taking down things"

apart from displays of creativity, i'm also using my tumblr as like a place to note the status of my relationship. i like to go back and observe the changes. good or bad.

are you starting to get the whole "taking down things" obsession now? haha.

don't say i didnt warn you.

anyhows.

in the evening, delilah daddy and i went to white sands to get some food. got like SO MUCH of kfc.

at night, i met kuga at 12 plus.

brought him to watch TRANSFORMERS!

but he fell asleep like during the last hour. (stubborn boy that didnt want to listen to me. i told you that you'll be to too tired to meet after work)

never mind. that didn't stop that silly boy from proclaiming at work that MY GIRLFRIEND BROUGHT ME TO SEE TRANSFORMERS LAST NIGHT!!!!

i give that movie 5/5.

then we walked home... i came home at like 7.

didn't really sleep because at 9 i had to make my way to tpjc to collect my A level cert... to pass to Broward College.

yup! i'm an undergraduate there now.

went to college to give the cert... then walked so much around cbd doing american banking. the weather was effing hot. i was shiny in sweat. and i was wearing a tube.

okay maybe the jeans didnt help.

and the fact that the whole get up was black.

ANYWAY, at 2, i made my way to tanglin to see baby!! by the way, i dont work there anymore. since sunday.

brought him out to lunch.

macs. as usual.

had fun amusing him with my personal notebook and my academic stuff.

and and and we had a really really funny conversation. i think i'll use tumblr to post it.

so go check it out kay!!! at www.frenchkisses.tumblr.com

:D

baby started work at 4 again. so he walked me to the station... where we spent the last 15 minutes just standing at the corner and talking like we always do.

and baby kept amusing me with his fierce face. making me giggle and go all shy and everything.

then he had to go. but he made me walk at the side where he could see my through the glass panel. haha. sweetness you.

then i went to college to sign a couple of documents.

THEN, my day got better.

vivian and i started a text marathon.

and she made me smile throughout the journey back to pasir ris. despite how my feet were hurting and my hair so messy and i felt so dirrty after the long long afternoon.

where the next shocker happened.

i passed the new coffee club where they were apparently hiring.

feeling all tired, i just randomly walked in.

and 10 minutes later, i'm an employee.

yes i'm shocked too.

i start on the 6th. cheer for me yeah!

i know baby is cheering for me. (: thanks for the support.

then i went home. like finally.

and had like hours of talk with daddy. (:

ate, play and now i'm here.

OKAY OFF TO DO THAT CONVERSATION.

go see! (:

Labels: blood ties, cher, coffeeclub, daddy, Dirty $exy Money, eyecandy, Knights Ridge, kuga starr, No Reservations, the girls, this chapter is called..., vivian

my perfect little gentleman.

i'll blog about today tomorrow. it's 5.30am already at the moment. think i had better get some shut eye. but first, of course i'll write starr a letter.

he deserves it, after being so awesome today.

but before i forget...

(louiza had asked for a straw at lunch today from the waiter. after a few minutes, it became apparent that he had forgotten about my request...)

kuga : i think if i walk over there, it'll be faster...

louiza : never mind! maybe he just forgot.. it happens. he's very nice.

kuga : he's nice? how can you forget the order of a beautiful girl?

giggle giggle giggle.



you'll only understand a book after reading it.

Labels: cher, kuga starr, the girls, through lens, vivian, wordsmagicallyspun

i've been busy the past few days, and too exhausted to blog down the happenings. but really, i have to. lest i forget. and i really don't want to. past few days have been awesome, not a surprising occurrence of life lately. simply cos life's been great for me.

and i'm very thankful for that.

anyhow, let's recall.

friday

i went to work, was quite an exceptionally challenging day. nevertheless, i escaped unscathed.

after work, went to the airport with vicente and delilah.

went to visit daddy... and later mummy...

we all went home together.

then at night, i couldnt sleep. i had a lot on my mind, and also credits are due the coffee i had at the airport.

usually coffee doesnt keep me up, unless i want to stay up. yeah i have mastered psychological power over coffee. but i guess i was just thinking too much and inevitably, my body kept me up. thanks to my preoccupied mind.

so i gave up at around 3am, and decided to watch some tv.

after several shows, i was still wide awake.

then JAVE called! super sweet of him, to accompany me.

and as usual, talking with him is superbly fun.

talked about work and everything. but then i'm sad. cos he just quit. like on thursday. ):

we will miss you.

(saturday)

he talked to me till 5 plus. nearly 6.

THEN! couga called!

and surprised me outside my door with a gigantic bear! (may take picture soon)

i went out, and, surprise number two!

downstairs was thana!!!

bestest friend at the deli!

i felt so so happy!

couga brought him cos he knew that me seeing thana would cheer me up. how selfless right.

we talked till like 7 plus. then thana left cos he starts work at 10.

couga brought me to eat breakfast.

then i went home, he waited for me to get ready, then brought me to work!

and i worked with thana!!!

awesome awesome. damn damn fun. time literally flies when i work with him. work was much better than the previous day.

but today i had to clean out the wine shelves. i feel like i inhaled a hell lot of dust.

but it was okay. i got to read red wine bottle labels. (i not impartially hastily wiped the white wine bottles. i have some prejudice against them.)

my hands were so so dusty and i worked on the task for hours. dying hungry. but i was glad that thana was around. he took care of me.

he made for me bite-size sandwiches and fed them to me. (:

after work, i went home.

then daddy and i went to church.

at hai sing.

haha how funny.

both of us fell asleep.

vicente joined us MUCH later.

then after mass we walked to ntuc downtown east. bought stuff, then vi and i went central for awhile while daddy went home first.

evening, had a dinner party.

daddy's friends came.

watched soccer...

the night was good.

and the days were better. (:

and now, i'm off today, AND tomorrow.

and i'm hoping to see my girls on tuesday. is everyone free?

Labels: 13 o'clock, Aliens Exist, Angela Ferilli, blood ties, boys, cher, daddy, Dirty $exy Money, eyecandy, futball, God, grey's anatomy, Knights Ridge, No Reservations, the girls, vivian

just casually having a long black from Mc Cafe' now. conclusion, it sucks. not strong enough for me. but i had to get my caffeine shots and it was the only option for me on the way home from church.

i went for 6.45am mass, and now i'll have to get ready for work soon.

an adventure awaits, i see vi and cher later. (: been so busy with work and delilah, we haven't met in ages! so that's something to look forward to.

still enjoying the morning chills. hopefully wont get hot later? =/

anyways, yesterday i watched stardust again. on hbo. when it came out, i was in the states. that's where i first watched it. i didnt want to actually. i didnt think it would be nice. but cheryl was gushing on and on about how great it was and how many times she watched it and about tristan yadahyadah. so i decided to give it a shot. well, and also there was nothing else nicer to watch. haha.

but i didnt regret my choice. it was AWESOME. superbly awesome. i give it like 10/10.

so watching it yesterday made me feel all american all over again. hey wait a min, i'm actually kinda american anyways. haha.

but still, it's a nice feeling and i cant wait to get back. hopefully this year? but daddy wants to go BORING sydney to see his friends. yes sydney is boring... but i guess the friends part is nice. oh wells anything for daddy.

okay! long black's done, and i'm running late, i'll catch you later. ciao!

Love,Louiza.

Labels: blood ties, cher, daddy, God, Knights Ridge, LA, new york, Newport, No Reservations, the girls, this chapter is called..., vivian

it's been raining a lot recently and i'm not complaining. though i think the security post at work now hates me. cos i keep stealing their umbrellas!! hahaha. not that i dont want to bring my own. just that i havent had an off day since it started raining to really sort out my umbrella issues.

however, i do resolve to get a small foldable one that i can leave in my bag at all times.

yes. I PROMISE!!!

i'm feeling great today. awesome actually. it's 7.15pm, and i'm here massaging my feet. del just fell asleep. way earlier today. i think cos she's been super hyper the whole day. i think she's tired. haha.

well that's good for me then i guess. i can read my news, and do my own stuff, and hopefully sleep early today. last night, i slept at 5am. i'm not hating it though. haha. i had a blast chatting with vi. though i feel really guilty. cos she was preparing for an exam (which was this morning). sorry!!!

but guess what. seems like it went well for that smart girl of mine. and now, we're chatting yet again! HAHA.

i miss cheryl.

oh speaking of cheryl, her birthday falls on NUS open house.

and thats not the only thing.

it falls on NTU open house too.

like wth???? why are NUS and NTU having open house on the same days??? it's like obvious competition. this reminds me of tpjc's open house 2006. same day as meridian. no bets for which school ended up the deserted one.

but yeah. NUS and NTU? what happened to collaboration and not competition in this time of need where investment in singapore's only natural resource - human capital- is most vital?? shouldn't we be playing on each other's strengths like one MP suggested weeks back in parliament instead of like clashing? i dont know. that's just my opinion.

speaking of universities, there are a hell lot of rumours going around that results come out next week. but really, i'm not letting it get to me. like i said, i'm not going to waste psychological effort worrying over something i cant do anything about. so we'll just take it as it goes. for now, i'm loving work.

and, speaking of work, work today was awesomely fun as usual! eloisa, raja and i kept talking about gays etc. then i got to see the REAL SOUS CHEF a couple of times, so that was a real happy booster. and thana came to work today! thats funnest! he's the most sweetest nicest cook at my outlet. he helps me serve customers and make coffee even though he's just supposed to stay at the kitchen side. still remember that picnic we had that night i was left IN CHARGE. (proudly!) hehe.

he's the louiza-proclaimed sous chef of our outlet. and eloisa is the self-proclaimed EXECUTIVE chef of our outlet. only cos she always bullies the sous chef.

sous sous sous. u know, i always wanted to meet one. i always watch movies and shows where the sous chefs are so important and blahblah... and now, i finally get to meet one often! hahahaa. the REAL SOUS CHEF. in charge of pastry. yes vivian your HONG KONG person.

actually, i didnt even know he's a sous chef despite seeing him so many times. one day i just remembered my movies and asked raja, "here where are the sous chefs ah?" then he was like "THERE! he's a sous chef"

then i was like wahhhhh..... finally i KNOW one. hahaha.

ah wells. so yes. work is fun and nice. i'm loving work, and i'm not giving hoots about A results.

okayy! gonna read the news now! (:

Labels: blood ties, boys, cher, eyecandy, grey's anatomy, louiza speaks, No Reservations, the girls, vivian

dear vivian and cheryl,

i have a proposal. i was thinking of regular conference calls. like say once a week? to update each other on our lives, catch up, etc? what do you say?

okay anyway, readers, sorry for not blogging of late. i've been rather busy... taking care of delilah, helping parents put up xmas decorations. (mom's obsession of creating an orchard road... ) and i've spent more time with daddy these days. which is nice.

i've also started taking some serious pictures. like photography kind? haha. i'm noob, but yeah i'm working on it. maybe i'll post some pictures up? but in the mean time, you guys can check my facebook album.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=70852&l=e22e0&id=535818199

i really want to know what mr qashrul thinks.... (shout out!)

and i've been reading more... harry potter. (: seriously i wanna marry sirius black and severus snape. either one. i am deeply in love with them.

sad. they BOTH died.

SAD.

sad.

or firstly dont even exist. please give me a guy like that. pretty please.

okay enough of my rants, thank you everyone for still checking out my blog. and i'm referring to both local and foreign readers. stats have not fallen.  muuuuacckshx!

but i notice i have no readers from the UK.

oh did u know, i have this weakness for the male british accent. SERIOUSLY. since dec last year when i encountered HARRY POTTER abroad the cruise i went in the US. (for more info, refer to DEC 07) it was wicked.

and this fetish has erupted of late... especially for the cockney accent.

*louiza dies

i already told daddy i plan on going solo to london next year. hopefully i get to do just that! (:

i've made it a pact to read the newspapers everyday even though As are over. okay random fact.

and when i go to london, i'm gonna grab a brit boy and ask him to speak and speak and speak. and i'll just listen and drool. or maybe i can ask someone over the internet to call me. omg! rad idea!

aston merrygold, the one person i wanna meet, HE'S BRIT. and rowan atkinson, i've been watching him a lot of late. i think he was really hot when he was younger. now he can be hot too, if he isnt on set for his mr.bean character.

okay louiza is RANTING. and louiza hates americans who pretend to have british accents. but louiza's still gonna talk in her american accent when she wants to. (:

but i dont see myself fit to speak brit! hahahaha. its too majestic. hahaha okay sorry for the rant.

Labels: ALEXANDER VII, boys, cher, chrismukkah, eyecandy, hogwarts, memory, the aftermath, the boy, the girls, vivian