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i'm in school. class has ended, but i thought i'd stick around to do some work before going off. cos yesterday, i didn't do anything after going home - strickened by that headache from the lack of caffeine and food.

anyway, i just saw two of the cutest and nicest professors. > <

well the first one was a bit awkward. i had just come out of the restroom where i made a decision to not wear my belt anymore. so, i was caught with it around my neck by this cute cute professor. > <

but at least it was mont blanc? hahaha.

then, had to go see tad for some question. > <

okay i'm not gonna waste more time blogging, gonna start with my work now.

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i was in the shower, and i decided. i'm not gonna drop partying altogether next semester. i'm still gonna be partying. and slacking. and going out.

and the agenda still stands. ain't no fun partying without a cutie. so maybe thats how i'll "cut down". haha.



funny how i waited for you, with anticipation.

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so apparently, semester starts on the 18th of january. that gives me, 11 days left. wow i've started counting.

went to see the dean yesterday since i've decided to stay on for another semester. and she's gotten me taking extra classes, so i can graduate faster. she's really nice. but now i'm scared cos i'm piled! she says i can surely get through, and i'm hoping she's right.

it's gonna be work non-stop if i wanna even try for my straight As. ): sounds rather exciting. somehow, the stressful chaos excites me. though my partner in stress is gonna be gone. dennyboy. ): but now i'll have yizheng who's apparently taking a lot of the classes i'm taking. so that'll be sweet.

which reminds me. i dont know how i'm gonna keep up the lifestyle of partying, now that i got way more work to cope with. and thats gonna be sad cos i love planning the party drama with yi. ugh....

i have a plan though. called the OASAP. stands for, Out As Soon As Possible. means that whenever i get a new piece of assignment, i finish it asap. then maybe i'll have free time to party. but of course, the whole thing will only work if i get over my laziness.

never mind. four months of non-stop action. and i hope i come out alive.

so, since the next four months is gonna be intense, i've decided to not use any brain energy for the next 11 days. i'm gonna conserve every bit of brain energy for that semester of racing through work.

omg.... more classes!! means less going out, less partying, less hanging out.

oh shiat. i just checked. it's not four months. it's like 5. rawrr!

only one thing to do, MAKE USE OF THE NEXT ELEVEN DAYS TO DO WHATEVER THE HELL I WANNA DO.

AND NO BRAIN UTILIZATION! NO READING, THINKING.

i'm gonna be dumb for the next 11 days. so dont ask me anything intellectual. i'm conserving my brain.

yay. somehow, i really can't wait to live everything out. sounds like an awesome plan. haha. the slacking, and the slaving. everything's perfect now. and i can't wait to get busy.

know what will make things more awesome? if i had a boyfriend or girlfriend who is so madly in love with me and who will be effingly supportive when the academic chaotic buzy-ness comes. i think it would be very fun to have someone like that by my side who i can turn to whenever.

yeah. i said girlfriend. and of course, i'm referring to sam ronson. and maybe ellen cos i think she's too damn funny. i love her.

haha alright, i think i'm gonna shower now, and later do whatever the hell i want.

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mark hoppus calls it year spaceship. =/ i'm just gonna call it the adventure.

anywayss, here's to 2010. i've always detested new years. seriously. whats so fun about going to school the next day? of living through the crappy long opening months of jan, feb, march, april, may? of christmas ending? my favourite months were always october, november, december. and they always will be.

plus this year, holidays were pretty short for me. december was too short. after all school ended on the 11th... so thats like half a month gone already. ugh. then christmas came so fast, it was all really a blur.

nevertheless, i have to say that hands down last night was like the BEST new years in my entire life. seriously. and credits would have to go to rudy of course. first thing we did at 0000 was walk off from a bar with our glasses. his from vodka, and mine from wine. and those glasses stayed with us all the way till clarke quay. hahah. from city hall. hilarious.

2009 was party year. had so much fun, especially since after As. lived it. party, drinks, friends, out out out! family, girls, guys, school. it was awesome. i love 2009 really.

i'm gonna call 2010 the adventure. cos who knows where i'll end up and the end of next year? great! (:

2008 was the year of self-discovery. i worked towards the As, and just really spent the year taking care of myself since this was the period i stayed single for longest. i made real friendships, and had many nice people around me, helping me along the way. i learnt a lot about myself.

2009, party year.

and 2010, is gonna be the adventure. i cant wait.

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Everytime i'm about to step out, you pull me in again.

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for you, i wear my heart on my sleeve.

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gosh. stayed up all night talking to the twin.

and he’s so nice to accommodate me. most of the conversation was of how crazily cute i find skaterboy.

and really, despite being my ex and an OLD GOOD FRIEND of skaterboy, the twin was so nice to actually entertain my nonsense.

well. 8am now. dying.

 

“whatever’s not cute bores you.” – vivian.

sad fact but true.

i think that girl knows me too well.

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What you do to me, it scares me a little you know? But I like it.

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you’re the only human that could ever make listen to trance, and actually kind of like it. i hate you for that.

i think it’s safe to say that yesterday i went to 3 clubs.

 

Alcohol doesn’t make me do stupid things. It only makes me do things that I usually would have thought twice about.

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so, yesterday was graduation. ho hum, it was pretty fun. but what was more fun was the yi-za afterparty.

and thats probably gonna be our last run of c0-hosting parties. cos she flies off on monday for a month to shanghai, and when she's back i may not in broward.

shitzxx.

anyway, thats a picture of me as a guy. not really meant to be that. that was my last day of school outfit. a girl asked for my number. and a cute guy didnt even look at me cos i think he thought i was butch.

):

never act as a guy again.

anyway,, grad was at sentosa, prety fun. sat with the guys.

then went party at o bar with yi and prc people. omg i felt like i was in china. but that one guy was cute... awwzx. and stupid yi had to happily tell him i found him cute.

not that it mattered anyway. the whole time after that i was shouting about how he's "the hot guy".

but those prc people are seriously damn cool. they have that tycoon aura. haha.

i am going to get his number.

anywayyy,, kenneth came to rescue me from china. so that was cool.

then, i dont know why i was like so damn tired. i guess like i've been up since 7am. plus day before accounting finals.

so i was pretty shagged.

couldnt finish the clubbing escapade.

i took a cab back.

but then skater boy intercepted me. and i spent the rest of the night with him.

till morning. came back 9am.

and that was awesome.

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so those are captures of the aftermath of writing. reminds me of my thesis days in As. the harry potter book. well, today i have another addition to the collection. haha. aztec human sacrifice rituals. soo, if you have no life and want to do some reading, come ask me for a copy. (:

anywayy, the past 28 hours was hellish seriously. research paper and law finals. but i had D on the same boat with me. so i'm cool (: quite fun actually

the song of the 28 hours was Daniel Bedingfield - Gotta get thro this. Hha. over and over and over again man. i'm saving that for future chiong-ing sessions.

today was interesting cos i encountered the big 3, and the other 3.

the big 3 refers to the awesomely smart sexy professors. haha. i'm sorry pardon my explicit opinion. i just really admire smart people.

took the train with THE lance today. and actually texted denny about it. cos inside joke, i'm lance and he's lance impersonator. so actually having THE REAL LANCE right in front of me while i was rushing to absorb my freaking law book was VERY unnerving. i kinda gave up just about at city hall.

omg lawyers. > <

then at school saw tad, but didnt go follow for smoke cos i was really scared about law, so went to panic-study with denny.

and we saw tad and lance talking and walking together and for like 10 seconds we both just stared at the two of them. LOL. damn funny.

but hotness honestly.

the test wasn't so bad. i hope. > <

then after class, talked to mr ethan moore about class and everything. i seriously enjoyed his classes so, thats something i'm definitely gonna miss. all the philo and stuff. he's one smart guy.

then, denny boy and i went home. he grabbed some yoghurt thingy before. then home!~

and thats the end of the big 3. gosh awesome.

then, comes the other 3.

today something weird happened. i spoke to 3 of my exes.

thats it.

haha.

ciao

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okay great. deny dear and i are gonna work late again. as usual, we’re always on the same stupid sinking boat. but forgive me, i actually enjoy the chaotic stress.

so lets go!

 

anywayyyy real reason for blogging despite being so darn busy,

you’re so so so so so cuteeeeeeee > <

you’re so atwood seriously. and i don’t know how to get through to you. i think i need to consult an expert. i think i’ll ask elfy. yeah. yeah. after my term, i’ll work on getting through to you.

but u’re so cuteeeee! > <

and seriously if you’re an eyecandy, never give me your pictures!!! cos i’ll be staring at them in happiness for ages.

and seriously if u were my boyfriend, i’ll totally decorate this plain blog with your pictures.

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you’re so cute.

how you don’t really scold me.

how you catch me staring at you. not that i care if you catch me. you’re irresistible.

your stubbornness is annoying to most. but adorable to me.

your persistence to stick to the rules is awesomely like me. though i won’t really have the guts to persist and tell people they’re wrong.

how you keep reading my words. quite embarrassing actually.

your teasing. it’s just so weirdly geeky. that you had to explain it to me.

and i was more than happy to play along.

by the way, i hate seeing you walk away.

but you came back for me.

you have nice eyes. did you know?

i dont quite want to stay for summer. thats not how i want our interaction to be.

i may be gone by spring anyway. and no, i can’t do that. i’m too stupid for that.

but you always insisted i’m great.

i really dont see it though. no. but it’s awesome to hear you persist about how nice my words are. you have nice eyes. and i’ll listen to anything you say actually. just to stare at you.

but when you go on about how i write so well, you have that smile that’s just too cute. so though i don’t do well with compliments, i swallow them. just so i can enjoy the picture of you happy.

you’re so random. but really, random’s good in my book. i learn a lot from that.

you complained to me today about the 13 hours. and i’ll gladly burn another stick for you.

you’re so cute when you laugh. i made you laugh. and i think that’s the best thing i’ve done today.

i think that’s all. but i wished you knew how much i like being with you.

maybe i’ll steal a hug one day.

maybe.

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louiza

• can’t wait to meet her BOY FRIEND on thursday. muahaha.
• can’t wait to dance with BOY FRIEND on thursday.
• can’t wait to get tipsy.
• cant wait to dance with random hot stuffs.
• hasn’t started accounting
• been music-ing all day
• can’t wait to settle with kuga
• can’t wait to finish her work.
• can’t wait to dance
• can’t wait to turn 20

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the Buddha was realistic and objective. he says, with regard to life and the enjoyment of sense-pleasures, that one should clearly understand three things

1. attraction of enjoyment
2. evil consequence or danger or unsatifactoriness, and
3. freedom or liberation

when you see a pleasant, charming and beautiful person, you like him, you are attracted, you enjoy seeing that person again and again, you derive pleasure and satisfaction from that person. this is enjoyment. it is a fact of experience. but this enjoyment is not permanent, just as that person and all his attractions are not permanent either. when the situation changes, when you cannot see that person, when you are deprived of this enjoyment, you become sad, you may become unreasonable and unbalanced, you may even behave foolishly. this is the evil, unsatisfactory and dangerous side of the picture. this, too, is a fact of experience. now if you have no attachment to the person, if you are completely detached, that is freedom, liberation. these three things are true with regard to all enjoyment in life.

well said, Buddha. well said. maybe i should take up this philosophy.

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I'm glad you still know i'm smart. Kenneth.

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my case was today.

scrambler is love. (:

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school was pretty fun.

finished at 3 but stayed till like 9 to do logic with the kids.

then oh so randomly went dinner with ben.

which was nice.

he reminds me of martin in a comforting way.

got to touch the black hat.

sweet.

okay gonna do work!~

p.s. oh louiza is so dead. she happily told lance today, I’M GONNA OUTLAWYER YOU!

oh god.

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In religion now. Sometimes i wonder if i'm actually a boy. Just spent like an hour in conference with 6 guys. Love them all. Everyone's so nice. I sense another party.

i think, ultimately i'm just a punkish emokid. Okay back to religion.

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