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wtf. omg. seriously. what the??!

seriously.

can someone just shoot me?

seriously.

how much lamer can i get??

and anyway, why the hell was even like that??? to you???! why the hell???

i am so so SO LAME!!!

i have lots of work to do??? seriously???

i mean, SERIOUSLY/????

what???!

so many excuses.

i have pre-made plans... i have to be home....

OR WHAT ABOUT THE FACT THAT I FELL DOWN JUST YESTERDAY AND MY KNEE IS STILL BLEEDING AND ANKLE ALMOST DEAD????!

Nnoo noo nooo... i couldn't say that. even though they were ALL TRUE. i HAD to choose the excuse that makes me look lame.

OR LAMER THAN I ALREADY AM, CONSIDERING THE FACT THAT I DID say i have a lot of work to do.

A LOT OF WORK.

seriously. seriously.

how do i recover from that?

how?

HOW????

yeah i should die now. thank you all for being in my life.

good bye.



you confuse me.

Labels: Aliens Exist, boys, eyecandy

can i just say, there's something terribly sexy about using a book previously owned by a gorgeous guy.

Labels: Angela Ferilli, eyecandy

i'm in school. class has ended, but i thought i'd stick around to do some work before going off. cos yesterday, i didn't do anything after going home - strickened by that headache from the lack of caffeine and food.

anyway, i just saw two of the cutest and nicest professors. > <

well the first one was a bit awkward. i had just come out of the restroom where i made a decision to not wear my belt anymore. so, i was caught with it around my neck by this cute cute professor. > <

but at least it was mont blanc? hahaha.

then, had to go see tad for some question. > <

okay i'm not gonna waste more time blogging, gonna start with my work now.

Labels: boys, eyecandy, muse, WestBev

today, russell left.and i dont think i've felt sadder since the year started. i dont know why, it's not that we're damn close. but we were just a group and there will always be something missing. and the way he had to leave sucks.

Labels: Angela Ferilli, WestBev

here's number 3.

sleep early tonight

yup. try to get at least 7 hours of sleep. i mean, really we all need some sleep. it's difficult in today's times to get regular proper sleep but yeah sleep's important.

furthermore, tomorrow's monday. or rather, now's monday. =/ 12.13am already. here in singapore at least. and hong kong. and malaysia.

yes, tomorrow's a new week. best to start off with ample rest. after all, when we get back to work or school tomorrow and the subsequent days, more work's gonna be thrown on our laps. and all the more we won't have time at night to sleep early.

so today's sunday... no work yet.... soo..... sleep!!!

happy new week!

Labels: Louiza's To-do

i love my computer. (:

it has the ability to keep me from distractions so i can do my work peacefully.



so then i said simply, "no why will i bother wasting more time."

then russell said, "this girl's a dude man!"

and i still cant stop laughing about that.

Labels: ALEXANDER VII, Angela Ferilli, WestBev

for months, i've always rolled my eyes at the countless girls at college who never stop gushing over that professor. but today, i finally realize why he's so damn attractive. not cos of his physique or what, i mean thats an added big bonus, but really, he's awesome in ways deeper than that.

he's hot.

Labels: eyecandy, inspiration, muse, WestBev

most colleges in the states call their semester in january Spring. but mine calls it winter. which i think is better. cos spring is so. ugh. like January. ugh. like start-of-shit. back-to-work. Winter has a "holiday" feel to it. so i really prefer that.

if i did transfer to the states, it'll be spring 2010 in my new college. ugh.

anyway, winter 2010 is really gonna be an adventure. cos, apparently i need to balance out my modules. so, i'm taking quite a significant load of science topics. *thinks of qashrul.

yes science. and literally i threw science out of my life in secondary school. or actually, i doubt i ever bothered to study it. don't ask me how i got through O levels. really my books were still "brand new" eve of my science O level subjects.

math and the writing subjects, well thank God they're kinda like instinctive to me. otherwise, i think i would have gone to NOWHERE.

anywayy, yes i was saying. gonna do some sciences. and i have NO idea how i'll fair. seriously.

so yeah, here's to Winter 2010, and i'm still awake at 2am. waiting for daddy to come home. cos i need an eraser. haha.

Labels: ALEXANDER VII, this chapter is called..., WestBev

so it just sank into my brain that greenday is coming to singapore.

and i just thought of number 2. (:

look through your contact list on your mobile and text someone you haven't kept in touch with for a while.

yeah. that'll be interesting right?

a nearly lost relationship could be saved... or you could get to know more about someone you've always wanted to know more about....

and hey, it wouldnt hurt. even if nothing that constructive grows out of it, at least someone out there will know that you actually bothered to ask how they're doing.

so yeah. go do that now.

p.s. i'm doing it too.

Labels: Louiza's To-do, through lens

just checked my demographics. still having quite a significant number of international readers, so thats cool really. really honored you guys bother to check back on my blog.

anyway, i was thinking, why not make this whole thingy a tad more exciting? so i decided to introduce this new thing called "Louiza's to-do".

i hope it lasts though. hopefully i dont get lazy or too busy to continue it or what.

so basically, it works like this okay. periodically, i will post up a task that you have to do. it can be anything. even the most random thing, like go tell someone you like them. haha. don't worry i'm not gonna ask you to kill yourself or what. the general idea is to just make life a bit more interesting than it already is. and some stuffs may be even good for you! haha. i'm thinking health tips. (yeah i hear the sarcasm. not like i'm a very healthy person to begin with...)

this is just an experiment. hopefully you guys follow up on it though! haha. i'll be doing it too so yeah.

alright, here's the first task.

Read today's newspaper.

yeah, i think we should all get some idea of what's happening in the world. i know i'm totally clueless. seriously. i love living in my own world, not knowing anything. ESPECIALLY on singapore. i think the only papers i really read was usaToday when i was there.

yes, yes, its a drag. but go do it! and after that, u can reward yourself with tv or slacking or whatever. i dont care. but go feed yourself with some knowledge about current affairs! > <

Labels: Louiza's To-do, this chapter is called...

so in the end, i didn't go clubbing. instead, i stayed home to draw. (: and chat with my girls online. who were of course the first to see my drawings.

and actually, i'm pretty lazy to upload them. but i'm kinda bored waiting for daddy to come home with the potato chips i asked for. so, here you go.



0ne day when i get color pencils and the time, i'll color them in.

alright! dad's home! chips and tv time.

Labels: 13 o'clock, cher, drawing, the girls, through lens, vivian

i was in the shower, and i decided. i'm not gonna drop partying altogether next semester. i'm still gonna be partying. and slacking. and going out.

and the agenda still stands. ain't no fun partying without a cutie. so maybe thats how i'll "cut down". haha.



funny how i waited for you, with anticipation.

Labels: boys, eyecandy, jammers, Newport, silver, this chapter is called..., WestBev

so apparently, semester starts on the 18th of january. that gives me, 11 days left. wow i've started counting.

went to see the dean yesterday since i've decided to stay on for another semester. and she's gotten me taking extra classes, so i can graduate faster. she's really nice. but now i'm scared cos i'm piled! she says i can surely get through, and i'm hoping she's right.

it's gonna be work non-stop if i wanna even try for my straight As. ): sounds rather exciting. somehow, the stressful chaos excites me. though my partner in stress is gonna be gone. dennyboy. ): but now i'll have yizheng who's apparently taking a lot of the classes i'm taking. so that'll be sweet.

which reminds me. i dont know how i'm gonna keep up the lifestyle of partying, now that i got way more work to cope with. and thats gonna be sad cos i love planning the party drama with yi. ugh....

i have a plan though. called the OASAP. stands for, Out As Soon As Possible. means that whenever i get a new piece of assignment, i finish it asap. then maybe i'll have free time to party. but of course, the whole thing will only work if i get over my laziness.

never mind. four months of non-stop action. and i hope i come out alive.

so, since the next four months is gonna be intense, i've decided to not use any brain energy for the next 11 days. i'm gonna conserve every bit of brain energy for that semester of racing through work.

omg.... more classes!! means less going out, less partying, less hanging out.

oh shiat. i just checked. it's not four months. it's like 5. rawrr!

only one thing to do, MAKE USE OF THE NEXT ELEVEN DAYS TO DO WHATEVER THE HELL I WANNA DO.

AND NO BRAIN UTILIZATION! NO READING, THINKING.

i'm gonna be dumb for the next 11 days. so dont ask me anything intellectual. i'm conserving my brain.

yay. somehow, i really can't wait to live everything out. sounds like an awesome plan. haha. the slacking, and the slaving. everything's perfect now. and i can't wait to get busy.

know what will make things more awesome? if i had a boyfriend or girlfriend who is so madly in love with me and who will be effingly supportive when the academic chaotic buzy-ness comes. i think it would be very fun to have someone like that by my side who i can turn to whenever.

yeah. i said girlfriend. and of course, i'm referring to sam ronson. and maybe ellen cos i think she's too damn funny. i love her.

haha alright, i think i'm gonna shower now, and later do whatever the hell i want.

Labels: boys, jammers, LA, Newport, silver, this chapter is called..., WestBev

He was an illiterate peasant, but with an oral brilliance that few of those trained in literate and scribal disciplines can ever attain.

Labels: God

mark hoppus calls it year spaceship. =/ i'm just gonna call it the adventure.

anywayss, here's to 2010. i've always detested new years. seriously. whats so fun about going to school the next day? of living through the crappy long opening months of jan, feb, march, april, may? of christmas ending? my favourite months were always october, november, december. and they always will be.

plus this year, holidays were pretty short for me. december was too short. after all school ended on the 11th... so thats like half a month gone already. ugh. then christmas came so fast, it was all really a blur.

nevertheless, i have to say that hands down last night was like the BEST new years in my entire life. seriously. and credits would have to go to rudy of course. first thing we did at 0000 was walk off from a bar with our glasses. his from vodka, and mine from wine. and those glasses stayed with us all the way till clarke quay. hahah. from city hall. hilarious.

2009 was party year. had so much fun, especially since after As. lived it. party, drinks, friends, out out out! family, girls, guys, school. it was awesome. i love 2009 really.

i'm gonna call 2010 the adventure. cos who knows where i'll end up and the end of next year? great! (:

2008 was the year of self-discovery. i worked towards the As, and just really spent the year taking care of myself since this was the period i stayed single for longest. i made real friendships, and had many nice people around me, helping me along the way. i learnt a lot about myself.

2009, party year.

and 2010, is gonna be the adventure. i cant wait.

Labels: ALEXANDER VII, Angela Ferilli, blood ties, boys, Dirty $exy Money, eyecandy, jammers, Knights Ridge, Newport, No Reservations, silver, this chapter is called..., WestBev

for what it's worth, i really liked you. and now, i think i still do.

others, they don't see how precious and nice you really are. the way they treat you, you don't deserve it at all. they don't appreciate you. i know i didn't. and a part of me wishes i did.

really, cos if only i let myself continue "us", if i gave myself that chance, i know i would have treated you way better than any of them who foolishly let you go. but then, i myself let you go. in fact, i pushed you away.

recently, i've been wondering. what if we continued what we had. what if we developed that, and took that to another level?

under the circumstances now, i really wouldn't mind trying again. if you still want to. but then, why would you right?

damn.. really. you're so nice.

you're amazing. and i wish you knew that.


I'm glad you still know that we still have telepathy. It's scary, but it's kinda gnarly.

just a random thought. Remember how we'd lie together under the afternoon sun and i'd use a black marker to "tattoo" your body. Haha.... That was fun. And my drawings always took after yours. Great influence. Since 14.

but mine was proper. Yours was crazier. Cos you dared to take more risks. I just wanted things to be perfect. And sometimes, i envied you for that difference.

great memories.

anyway, shut up.