leaving lions.

lets hope things work out.

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i've been busy the past few days, and too exhausted to blog down the happenings. but really, i have to. lest i forget. and i really don't want to. past few days have been awesome, not a surprising occurrence of life lately. simply cos life's been great for me.

and i'm very thankful for that.

anyhow, let's recall.

friday

i went to work, was quite an exceptionally challenging day. nevertheless, i escaped unscathed.

after work, went to the airport with vicente and delilah.

went to visit daddy... and later mummy...

we all went home together.

then at night, i couldnt sleep. i had a lot on my mind, and also credits are due the coffee i had at the airport.

usually coffee doesnt keep me up, unless i want to stay up. yeah i have mastered psychological power over coffee. but i guess i was just thinking too much and inevitably, my body kept me up. thanks to my preoccupied mind.

so i gave up at around 3am, and decided to watch some tv.

after several shows, i was still wide awake.

then JAVE called! super sweet of him, to accompany me.

and as usual, talking with him is superbly fun.

talked about work and everything. but then i'm sad. cos he just quit. like on thursday. ):

we will miss you.

(saturday)

he talked to me till 5 plus. nearly 6.

THEN! couga called!

and surprised me outside my door with a gigantic bear! (may take picture soon)

i went out, and, surprise number two!

downstairs was thana!!!

bestest friend at the deli!

i felt so so happy!

couga brought him cos he knew that me seeing thana would cheer me up. how selfless right.

we talked till like 7 plus. then thana left cos he starts work at 10.

couga brought me to eat breakfast.

then i went home, he waited for me to get ready, then brought me to work!

and i worked with thana!!!

awesome awesome. damn damn fun. time literally flies when i work with him. work was much better than the previous day.

but today i had to clean out the wine shelves. i feel like i inhaled a hell lot of dust.

but it was okay. i got to read red wine bottle labels. (i not impartially hastily wiped the white wine bottles. i have some prejudice against them.)

my hands were so so dusty and i worked on the task for hours. dying hungry. but i was glad that thana was around. he took care of me.

he made for me bite-size sandwiches and fed them to me. (:

after work, i went home.

then daddy and i went to church.

at hai sing.

haha how funny.

both of us fell asleep.

vicente joined us MUCH later.

then after mass we walked to ntuc downtown east. bought stuff, then vi and i went central for awhile while daddy went home first.

evening, had a dinner party.

daddy's friends came.

watched soccer...

the night was good.

and the days were better. (:

and now, i'm off today, AND tomorrow.

and i'm hoping to see my girls on tuesday. is everyone free?

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you brought me to work monday.

you brought me home yesterday.

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1. Who was your FIRST prom date?
cheryl?

2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
yes! and i love that fact.

3. What was your first alcoholic drink?
gin and 7-up. at 4 years old. hail daddy.

4. What was your FIRST job?
waitress at swensons

5. What was your FIRST cellphone?
Nokia 3310

6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
russell

7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
couga

8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
Mrs Pereira

9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
america

10. Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk?
some girl in kindergarten, and no i dont know where she is already.

11. Where was your FIRST sleep over?
umm... grandma's house.

12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today?
couga!

13. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
my cousin

14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
brush my teeth

15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
michael jackson. daddy actually let me skip school for that.

16. What was the FIRST record/tape/CD you bought?
i bought... hmm. Avril's Let Go. surprise? i thought not. haha.

17. FIRST hospitalization?
when i was born? haha.

18. FIRST foreign country you've been to?
america

19. FIRST movie you remember seeing?
cant remember

20. When was your FIRST detention?
secondary school.

21. What did you do with your FIRST paycheck?
cash it in...

22. Your FIRST social networking site?
Friendster

23. Who FIRST invited you to Facebook?
me.

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Last beverage → water
Last phone call → daddy
Last text message → jave
Last song you listened to → enur ft natasja - calabria
Last time you cried → that would be... thursday night. yup.
HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → yes. martin.
Been cheated on → no
Kissed someone & regretted it → hmm. yes
IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love →  no
Laughed until you cried → no
Met someone who changed your life → ah.... no.
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → all?
How many kids do you want to have → i think 1.
Do you have any pets → 3 tortoises. one fierce and sweet guy.
Do you want to change your name → louiza starr maria alexandra joseph. who'd want to change that!
What time did you wake up today → 8.30. excited about eating muffin.
What were you doing at midnight last night → sleeping
Name something you cannot wait for → see the dream team at work on tuesday
Last time you saw your father→ 1.15 am
What's one thing you wish you could change --> my mother's attitude
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom --> no. but i want to! especially tom delonge
What's getting on your nerves right now --> my mother's attitude
What's your real name → louiza maria alexandra joseph
Elementary/Primary School → CHIJ Katong Primary
Middle/Secondary School --> CHIJ Katong
High School--> Tampines Junior College
Hair color → Brown
Long or short → Long
Are you a health freak → no. but i dont smoke. and i dont like the habit one bit. 
Righty or lefty → Righty.
FIRSTS :
First surgery → cosmetic surgery for my teeth
First piercing → lower earlobes
First best friend → a girl from kindergarten
First sport you joined → soccer. thanks to daddy.
First pet → dog
First vacation → america
CURRENTLY :
Eating → nothing
Drinking → water
Waiting → couga's call? or maybe i'll sleep. a bit tired.
YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → already have one.
Want to get married?→ yes.
Careers in mind? → law or business.

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → on the cheek. yeah.
Drank hard liquor → yes.
Lost glasses/contacts → yes. and it's all daddy's fault.
Ran away from home → yes
Broken someone's heart → yes
Been arrested → no
Cried when someone died → no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → yes
Miracles → yes. i'm living in one.
Love at first sight → no..
Heaven → yes.
Santa Clause → yes
Kiss on the first date→ why not.
Angels → yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes.

Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → yes.
Do you believe in God? → yes

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worked with nolisa and raja... okay quite fun. but a lot of drama. and tension.

take away stuff... order stuff...

think the happy thing while working was the encounters with the sous chef. haha. he's really funny. and nice.

asking me to cook breakfast for him today. cos he doesnt know how to cook hot food. only cake.

how noble. haha.

after work, walked to starbucks to get a cookie for couga.

then went home...

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went work late.

worked at deli alone. really proud of myself. i handled the crowd all by myself!

couga put his shirt in my locker today. so i was surprised in the morning!

haha. wore his shirt today. nice. >.<

talked with thana behind today about serious stuff. it was nice. i'm glad he talked to me.

he made me a sandwich that was nice as usual.

then from 3 to 4, i had the time of my life. working with the dream team. full attendance.

damn chaotic, but damn fun.

then i left, to go to church.

in church, missed couga. so took out his shirt to wear.

went back to pasir ris, went out with vicente and delilah.

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i was too exhausted to blog last night about the day i had, so today it's going to be about two days.

yesterday's work was nice! thana and selvam. the combo i really love. thana was damn damn nice! he prepared for me coffee and a sandwich before i even arrived so that i was all set for breakfast when i came. he is so so sweet!

and selvam as usual was really nice to me. taking care of me... i love working with them. time literally FLIES. playing around with thana is funnesst!

BUT, there was a catch. of which even i cant really figure out.

despite loving the people i was around, when 3 was approaching (my knock-off hour) i somehow started to be less hyper. became rather quiet... even thana and selvam were asking me why i was sad all of a sudden. and i'm pretty sure it had to do a lot with the fact that couga was to start work only at 7. and since i end at 3, that meant our paths wouldn't be crossing.

and what's worst, he lost his phone so i can't contact him. last i heard from him, was at 12am the night before.

so i was feeling rather low. but the question is, why/???

seriously i didnt want to feel that way. but i just couldn't help myself. like i felt empty without at least one couga encounter in a day. i guess it's cos i've been seeing him everyday recently.

so dreadfully, i trudged out of the club at 3.15...

weather was damn hot, and i was just rather listless.

THEN! from the distance, not too far out of the club, i saw jave walking towards me. (he starts at 3) AND someone was walking next to him. someone really familiar. someone i was hoping to hear from the entire morning.

my first reaction was what the... cos honestly i found the prospect of him coming to work more that 4 hours earlier all the way from malaysia in the evil heat rather maddening.

BUT, it really was him!!!!

and i was stunned!

like stunned!

my mood shifted 180 degs.

i was still stunned on the spot when they reached me. i faintly said bye to jave, and couga took my bag, took my hand, and led me out of my spot of confusion.

we ate at macs, (: walked around to look for a teddy bear for me, (: but didnt buy cos none were nice. ): walked around MORE. then went to this peranakan coffee place at wisma. rather quaint and nice. i think i want to go there again.

then, we parted so he could get to work.

i went home, and spent 3 hours in the toilet. bathing, and untangling my hair. for months i've been adorning the messy hair look. which means i haven't brushed my hair in a long time, as i was aiming for the volume and messiness. and the tousles.

but yesterday, i had enough. my messy hair was out of control, so armed with hair supplies, i conquered the mess. (:

then at night, i had a heart-to-heart phone call with couga. which ended officially at 4.

today

scheduled to work with selvam again! so i was hyped for work.

at 8 plus, i get a call from couga. he's at the train station waiting for me. to bring me to work.

zomg. and he actually starts at 3.and he came all the way to pasir ris.

that boyy....

don't know why i deserve all this also...

but there is something very awesome about the captain bringing you to work. hha.

went into the locker room to change. then went up to the cafe to start work.... saw selvam there... and guess who else??

couga!

he like went up earlier than me to shock the hell out of me, and then asked selvam to go for break.

so he took over selvam's shift and worked with me!

hahahaa!!! awesomeness!

oh and earlier in the morning, he gave me his new captain card key for the register. (he lost his old one ages back) so i was like captain!

and his name on the new card was k u g a starr.

hahahah. damn cute really.

so i was like swiping the card over and over again today. like i kept logging out just so i could log in and swipe! haha.

after my work at 3, he brought me home. like all the way.

and i feel very very bad at this point. cos, he had to go back at 6.

okay, going to write the daily louiza letter, then sleep.

i have a plan for tomorrow.

louiza misses thana. louiza loves how couga lets her play.

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daddy's doing some disgusting aircon cleaning thing in the toilet. so i'm too scared to bathe yet. the floor's so black.

so i'm massaging my feet at the mo. i have work soon. gotta get ready. FASTERRR DADDY.

going to see THANA and SELVAM.

last night talked to thana before sleeping.

i slept late. watched harry potter 5. with a BIG bag of chips that i finished. i hate the movie. spoils the book. ah wells.

when i heard the name k u g a, i got reminded of a lion. was never able to really decipher my reasoning to that relation. always thought maybe cos there's a character in lion king named k u g a. i don't know, but the lion king's the strongest reason i could think of. and that in itself is weak.

BUT,

guess what i just came across on the net by coincidence.

Noun
cougar - Felis concolor, mountain lion, puma, catamount, panther, painter

wow. coincidence or not.

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thana made me sandwich again, lion came 1 hour early, worked with isa today.

selvam came. tomorrow working with him! (: and thana! i cant wait for that really.

i love that combo.

helped jave to pass stuff to eva.

and

joke of the day. i'm having a runny nose. so i blow into tissues.

delilah took my prada handkerchief that i hardly touch, and blew her nose into it. -_-.

monkey see, monkey do.

hello hello hello, k u g a starr.

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2.30... got back not too long ago. bathed... think i'll have a late night tonight. feel like watching tv later. and snacking. (:

worked today. rained on the way there. but lucky i had the umbrella that security alfie gave me. (: not elfy. Alfie. but elfy, if you're reading this, dont worry. you're still the best elfy to me.

work was slow moving for some reason... maybe cos lion was off today. nothing to look forward to. BUT! at 2, thana came! and i was hyped! (:

but he had to go tangles soon after... oh wells. but i visited him later on after i knocked off.

scones were scary looking today.

then, at 3, guess who called me!

lion was coming all the way down to meet me. (: from malaysia!

he insisted even though i was insisting that he stayed home and rest.

while waiting, i went to laundry to change my uniform... the lady saw my order pad.. that i drew lion's name on it. rather embarrassing. haha.

then met lion at starbucks.

we walked a lot today. cant really describe what we did. cos we did a lot. and i tend to forget the world whenever he's around. we ate swensons though. (:

and went to acidbar for awhile...

then muffin and coffee...

we walked a lot in between. right up till 12 am.

one thing's for sure, we talked a lot. and i told him about my life.

not all, but in general.

and he's still optimistic.

for now i guess.

otw home, i talked to thana on the phone.

life is amazing.

to rudy: i am considering. but there is still much to clarify.

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"i'm not doing this cos you like me, i don't bother if you like me in the future. i just want you to be safe and happy now."

"i don't sweet talk... i'll nag at you cos i care."

yeah... to eat... to drink water... to not eat ice... blahblah.

amazing.

i got what i always wanted without saying how i'd like it to be. like how i always had to.

and yeah. i guess my ability to sweet talk is more than enough for the both of us.

and anyway, i got him to say good night sweet dreams. thats sweet enough for me.

lj.

did you know? louiza dressed up like an emokid today.

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i had a pleasant surprise today.

lion was waiting for me at pasir ris station in the morning to bring me to work!

and he starts work at 3. -_-.

and i think he was at pasir ris by 9.30. =/

but i was so so happy! cos i've been missing him for ages. (refer to previous posts)

and didnt see him since good friday. ): ):

but today i was happy!

then i worked with thana. who was like pms-ing on me.

but we're still best friends. (:

then, in the afternoon, i visited him at tangles and he was nice enough to show me around.

after the really bullying day we had, it was really nice of him. heee.

lion came to work 1 hour early. (note to self: ask him why so early later)

he made for me scones. (:

and got me evian too.

i went home, only to leave soon after. brought vicente to paya lebar. he wanted to buy some floorball thing.

then we ate a bit, then came home.

really nice day.

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i shall take a tv break after this.

been reading the news all morning and mid day. finally i'm updated.

hardys merlot. thats my new favouritest wine.

never really focused on its aftertaste. i always appreciated the quick aggressive nature of jacob's creek. but recently, i've been taking things slow with hardy's merlot. reading... watching tv... eating it with digestive biscuits... and yesterday cheese. i've really started to like the nutty aftertaste it leaves in my mouth.

that got me to think about that of jacob's and jacob's aftertaste isn't that exquisite and generous.

so now, it's official. i love hardy's merlot.

then jacob's creek

then sauvignon cabernet.

if it wasn't 3 only, i'll be having one now. (i.e. hardy's.) sigh. i dont really like drinking in the day. not used to it. and i dont want to look all intoxicated and high when i interact with family. especially del.

so i guess that'll have to wait till 13 o' clock.

Labels: 13 o'clock, ALEXANDER VII, louiza speaks

here's one reason why i dont like to feel for someone or like someone too much.

i'll have to go through missing them

i don't like missing someone in this manner.

it's sad, and it occupies a lot of my emotional consciousness.

to have 75% of your mind wondering is a bit burdensome.

the feeling creeps and affects everything else you're trying to do.

i don't like having to feel like this. which is why i've been staying away from the whole relations shebang.

i sound heartless don't i.

but here's a bit of heart.

missing is good. it show you care enough to be dragged down into feeling something rather gloomy. just for that person. i'd be flattered too.

but,

(here's the negative relationship-pessimistic side of me)

what if at the end of the day it all ends and nothing comes out of all the effort.

then to go along with the devastation of the split, you have a whole awareness of wasted efforts missing that person when you could have used all that energy doing something else more worthwhile.

okay now i sound selfish right.

but that's only cos i know how sucky that aforementioned circumstance feels.

i've gone through it before, and whatever that's losable, i've already lost. so likewise, i also know the potential extent of losses one can go through.

all because, i put in 200% effort. i put in 200% emotion. i put in 200% time.

martin was my life, there was no martin and life. it was just one big metamorphosis.

so now, i have to remain focused, and maintain a life and emotions galore. i can't mix the two, until i know that the one inhabiting in the latter space is worthy enough to cross over.

yes, people, i'm not that heartless after all.

because at the end of the day, being with someone IS about making them a big part of your life. furthermore, in louiza's book, being with someone IS about making them YOUR life. since i'm all spoilt and everything.

okay i feel dirty, and not nice, i'm going to bathe now.

buhbye.

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had a queer morning.

london weather.

went church with vicente. then he made me walk to the sports centre.

then we caught a mango.

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brace self for trying times.

worked with thana today. (:

and selvam came back!

we are all finally back. (:

i want to work in churchill once before i leave.

and i'm still working on my bar skills. (:

the boy has carefree fun with her. he takes care of her and gives her whatever makes her smile.

that guy talks to her, and tells her stories cos she likes to listen. he leads and guides, he also takes care of her.

but that man watches from the background. ensuring she's happy and safe amidst the fun she has with the others. he's happy when she's smiling, and he softens to do things that little girls love just to make her happy.

and she is content. playing among the fields, she loves how they make her smile. how they make her happy. and she loves how at the end of it all, she has a fierce figure to giggle at, a strong hand to hold hers, and bring her back home.

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"louiza, I don't want to die for you. I want to live for you."

i am seriously having awesome days. thanks to family and work people.

today was yet another damn awesome day. so i'm going to account it again.

yes blog again. cos whilst i'm having this lucky streak of awesome days, i want to really really relish how awesome this multitudes of hat tricks are.

it's like being on a constant high.without the sucky hangovers.

today, well the wee hours of the day started awesome. phone call with BOTH thana and lion!

then, guess who brought me to work today? LION!

so fun. funnest trip to work ever!

and of course, when captain brings you to work, you will arrive early.

haha! so today's one of the rare days i was exceptionally early.

THEN! thana gave me koko krunch for breakfast! ok seriously he's the cutest.

worked worked.. etc...

then thana arrived at work, made me a sandwich... then i ended work at 3.

had to go to church for Good Friday, so i couldnt stay longer. but neither could i leave just yet cos it started to rain really really heavily.

but at 4 it was still raining, ):

LIKE HELL.

lion was to end at 5. so he couldn't do much to save me.

but i really wanted to leave, i didnt want to be late for church that started at 5.

so i left.

and regretted leaving. or at least not taking a cab. cos i was too lazy to walk to the taxi stand which was quite far away from the lockers.

1 minute into walking out of the club, 2 trucks had passed me by, and splashed like EFFING a lot of rain on me.

i was soaked to the skin.

seriously.

but i didnt want to turn back to the club cos i was already running late for church. and i doubt i would have been able to really fix matters significantly. cos i dont keep clothes in my locker. or towels and what not.

so i kept walking.

my boots were SOAKED to the point i couldn't possibly wear them anymore. i could hear the squish squish sounds and splat splat effects whenever i stepped. the fur was really soaked.

my stockings were SOAKED with dunno what kind of water from the side of the road.

i felt DAMN depressed.

but really, i couldnt wear my boots.

so i went into far east which was the nearest shopping centre, and i quickly bought the first pair of shoes i saw. and took out my stockings. the salesgirl was really nice. she helped me with my wet stuff... gave me plastic bags and tissue...

then, it was back out into the rain to get to orchard station. ):

and the rain wasnt any lighter. but i had to get a move on. cos by that time it was already like 4.30.

sad.

trained to tampines, went to church. rather late. ):

then church ended. and decided to meet lion! since he would have ended already.

so i trained to orchard, and met him!

we had macs cos i wanted, went to watch knowing. but i think i was more like looking throughout the movie. ahah!

then! we walked back to the club! to pass thana something.

SO I GOT TO SEE THANA! YAY! and eloisa!

then i took the bus home. i will ask lion to concentrate and think more.

and now, i'm eating muffin.

i cant wait for work tomorrow!

WORKING WITH THANA!

another boost of exhilaration.

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its 2.20am and i'm so so sleepy but i just HAVE to blog to record down the niceness of recent events.

so to continue the louiza tale, last night i did watch the match with jave.

but i fell asleep halfway. then he called and woke me up somewhere between the 2nd half. and we talked and talked until 6.

i realize he's my chinese hokkien version of elfy. i like to hear him scold in hokkien. hahah! one of those crazy louiza fetishes.

anyways, i have no idea how i managed to pull myself out of bed at 8. must be the giant muffin. it was like an encouragement for me to get out of bed and have it for breakfast. which i did. i had like a HUGE HUGE chunk of it.

NICE!

went to work, and worked with noliza for the first time. nice.

THEN THANA CAME!!!!!!!!

AHHHH I WAS SO SO HAPPY!

but then raja took him away. shortly after. ): sad. irritated at raja! i miss thana so so much!

then jave came a bit late. so i stayed to help eloisa.

then...

lion surprised me! by coming to work like early. he was actually supposed to start at 6. but at 3.30 he was waiting for me.

YAY.

went to tcc. i bought him a coffee drink and fed him the ice cream. told him how i ran alone once to mexico cos i was pissed at my mom. then 6 came and i walked him back to the club.

came home, and things were fine.

then there was a PROBLEM.

yes. a problem emerged. that really really made me feel like shit.

really.

but daddy tried to comfort me. so that was quite nice. even though i was still sad, he managed to calm me down.

with not much of a mood, i decided to get an early nap. that was midnight.

but then, LION CALLS!

and THANA'S WITH HIM!

SO, i conference with the two of them like till now!

damn damn fun. and honestly that made me feel so so so much more happier.

tomorrow i get to see them! (:

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would have blogged last night when i came back at 2 plus but i was really really tired. i fell asleep soon after. like while i was drafting a text to jave.

my hp was on silent. and so, at 8am, when i was supposed to wake for work,

i didnt.

couldnt hear my alarm.

ugh.

which was sad and bad cos today was one of those RARE days i get to work with lion. and i was really looking forward to it.

i only woke up at 12.30pm when the sun was shining on me. the heat roused me. ugh.

so wait before i go on, what was i up to till 2 plus?

well at 12 plus lion came to my place.

AND BROUGHT ME A GIANT MUFFIN!!!!

A GIANT CHOCOLATE CHIP AND BLUEBERRY MUFFIN!

A GIANT MUFFIN!!!

LIKE 70CM DIAMETER!

wait it gets better.

HE MADE IT HIMSELF!!!

with some help from my real sous chef. the HK guy.

HA HA!

i was so so shocked!!! and dumbfounded!!!

why muffin? cos i mentioned days back that i wanted to eat muffin.

and we went to eat muffins... but the starbucks ones.

and then! he decided to make me a GIANT ONE!!!

I'VE NEVER RECEIVED SOMETHING LIKE THAT IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!!

when i tell augustine i want muffin at 3am, i get muffin at my door. but not GIANT SELF-BAKED ONES!

WHAOW!

i was so so shocked.

a tiny girl confronted with a BIG MUFFIN.

then he presented me a fork and knife. and i dug in!

hahaha!

and as usual fed him muffin!

he's the only person i know besides me that likes to bite fork. =/ strange.

ate and ate till like 2. when daddy came down to find me.

and met lion!

haha.

anyway, so i went home, and was excited for the morning when i would be working with him.

BUT

i just had to wake up late.

and SUPER late at that. ugh.

had so many missed calls from people trying to wake me. (daddy and lion)

and others too.

=/

so that sucked.

i wouldnt have gone to work if lion wasn't working. i mean like one more hour???

but then, i rushed and cabbed there.

after work, we went to eat.

and eat more.

and had a muffin!

and talked.

then sent him back to work, then i decided to take a slow bus ride home. i wanted to soak in my thoughts. was feeling reflective. about everything.

stopped at tampines then walked home. spent evening with family, ate more of that giant muffin. which is now cut up by daddy into convenient portions. ahaa!

and now, i'm waiting for match to start. liverpool vs chelsea.

chatting with jave.

and tomorrow work i cant be late.

THANA RETURNS!!!! YAY! YAY YAY!

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really tired. almost 4. going to fall asleep but i'm massaging my feet now and also i wna record this.

today worked with eloisa and raja. fun.! then at 3 lion comes.

i went break, read philosophy in the cafeteria for 1 and a half hours. really really nice. especially since it was raining outside.

at 5.15, took a walk to far east to buy lunch for lion.

went back at 6. worked.

got cut.

lion helped me.

we ate apple pie with ice cream after work. (:

then i did something really immature. which will never happen again.

all in all, i had an awesome day. 

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came back at nearly 3. lion came all the way here after work. he got lost just like i predicted he would. but that person's too stubborn to listen to me insisting he go home.

but i really enjoyed myself. (:

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okay but our table's not round. just thought the title sounded medieval and cool. nah our table's long.

today is daddy's birthday. 20 mins left. well, to celebrate, we broke Joseph history. first time we had a house steamboat/frying thingy~!!! so cool! like seoul garden at home!

hahaha and it was super fun. veg-free of course.

we just finished eating!! from like 9.45pm to 11.15. i ate like SO SO MUCH. and i like to fry fry. hehe.

either ways, we have vicente to thank. he sponsored everything. (:

xie xie ni.

oh another thing about today.. worked alone with raja today and he was telling me all the damn nice things about london.

aanndd, guess who called while i was preparing for winter's hibernation (aka eating like there's no tomorrow)?

THANA!!! from malaysia!!!! Yeah!! i miss him so so soo much! he's on leave till thursday ):

my deli best friend. my half half! zaarrghghghgh!! come bacck soon!!!

omg but i was seriously so damn happy to hear him.

i cant wait for thursday.

okay i should go get ready or something... lion wants to come down for awhile. for dunno what. stubborn person. hmmph.

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"i'm the captain"

i had an awesome day.

awesome.

woke up bright and early. cos today was one of the rare days i get to work with lion. had a biscuit, a cracker, and got ready for work.

weather was exceptionally hot though. =/

work was great as usual. needless to say.

someone is super cute.

straw, big tray, happ, call, remember. cross word.

and i'm really falling in love with "working" at the bar. indra says i already passed the "test". hahaha! and i want to work with sexay susan.

but my favourite is still the sprayie thingy.

ah well. i love those people.

after work, went out with lion.

things got nicerrr. and awesomerrr.

couldn't decide what to eat, so we went into crystal jade. and he insisted on transferring table cos the one they gave us made us sit apart.

so we had a rather cozy lunch. but had trouble ordering. frog??? liver??? kidney?????

hahahahh. but one thing's for sure, someone knew my evian order. (:

and then, something weird happened. i had a feeling i was going to lose my wallet. so he hid my wallet deep in my bag, and gave me his ez-link. so i wouldn't need to take out my wallet to go home. he didnt want me to use my ez-link. i guess if i lost that it would have been even more disastrous cos i use a credit card. so he insisted my card be hidden back in my wallet.

how sweet right???? just cos of a feeling.

i didn't want to cause the trouble. since it was just a FEELING. but he really insisted on that. something one would never expect from lion. given his personality and attitude. which is why we were enemies before. plus he carried my bagg... ): yeah thats my sad face. for making him do something he doesn't like doing. guilty.

after that, i wanted a muffin. so we scouted for one.

bought one from starbucks. then took a long walk back to the club. cos he had to get back to work.

then i headed back.

then went for a jog with vicente for the first time. i must say i underestimated him.

i had an awesome day.

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Italian.

that's all i've been eating today.

spent my day at Joe's Pizzeria.

aka, Louis Joseph's cooking.

for lunch he made me a pepperoni pizza with mushrooms.

for dinner we had black pepper lamb steak with wedges.

and

ham and cheese pizza.

and finished off with croissants. okay thats french. 

dad today suddenly had this urge to cook italian.

and louiza happily ate.

i am so damn damn full.

weight watchers will so so kill me.

so much carbs! hahahaha!

but louiza doesnt caree!

as long as food is given to me, i'll eat.

reason why i get gastric and end up in hospital is cos i dont eat if no food's given to me. i'm too lazy to take out and find food for myself.

(needs to be taken care of).

oh and lion said this last night - "can you please put on some weight! you look like you just came out of hospital!"

he makes such a good boyfriend don't you think?

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there's this magical period, when the children are asleep, and mom and dad are slowing down for the day, when i enjoy the night and do whatever i want.

usually happens on nights before my off days.

and it usually encompasses watching a hell lot of tv, a hell lot of movies, (there was a night like this when i watched sweeney todd with jave), eat a hell lot of snacks, surf a hell lot of the World Wide Wizarding Web. and just chill out.

so last night i took a break from all the uni stress.

and it was nice.

watched a lot of tv, talked a lot of phone.

i was pigging out on the couch with digestive biscuits and red wine.

and zomg i've discovered that's such a wonderful combi.

leaves a coconuty feeling in your mouth. 

i think i'll go try it again after this.

i fell asleep on the couch at 6am ):

would have loved for my night to turn to sunrise but i guess i was just too tired. havent really been getting much sleep of late. it was fun whilst it lasted though.

anyways, i'm alone at home with delilah now. off today. maybe i'll be going out with dad later. get some stuff.

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guess this means you take back all you said before. like how much you wanted anyone but me.

i shall blog for a bit before i start doing stuff i gotta do for tonight.

lion lion lion. you think of everything.

today i went church with vicente. then we went shop and save and bought a lot of snacks. and ate snacked till 11pm whilst walking home. waited for daddy to come home from work. met him downstairs to help him carry our new feet massager.

yup! we just got another one. and i'm using it now. haha. no more iSqueeze. now it's uSqueeze Pro.

damn it's painful.

never mind i'll tahan.

okay that's all for now.

selvam on leave, thana going leave on friday.

SIGHS. my favourite people.

never mind. i have lion.

AND, he thinks of everything.

OMG THANA CALLED!!!

BYE!!!

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